If you don't know what has happened, the story got a little out of control to a point where I didn't like it and these are the chapters that are a result of that. In the chapter above if you read, that I would create a chapter for deleted chapters and this is it.

‼️None of these chapters are canon anymore and you do not have to read this chapter to continue the story properly‼️

(Pt.24) I miss the color red
I woke up in a cold sweat, the wooden floors hard against my shoulder blades. Maybe wearing a coat to sleep was overkill. I sat up and rubbed my eyes, my vision finally adjusting to the dark room. No one was snoring surprisingly.

I stood up and tiptoed my way around the countless bodies on the floor and existed the house as quietly as possible. The moonlight was especially bright tonight.

We're no architects, but we managed to do it. The final trip was a success, not that it could go wrong. Deeper off the fucking grid we went. And now we have a little cramped shack. I will say though, it's better than a bus. Winter still sucked though. How long has it been since the incident now? A few months?

Everyone's malnourished and miserable and cold and lonely and dirty and tired and quiet. I hate this atmosphere more than I hate tendou, and that's saying a lot.

"(Y/n), come back in. You'll freeze to death." Shimizu called out to me."

"Okay." I smiled. The temperature was even colder inside than it was outside but whatever. "I'll be in in a minute."

I lied.

I walked a little deeper into the dense forest towards the place we had agreed to meet up at. "You ready Bokuto?" I asked.

"You bet!" He smiled, and I returned the favor. He walked slightly ahead of me since there wasn't a specific destination in mind. We walked in silence for a minute. "Hey so, what did you want to tell me-"

I killed him.

It was still tough. I thought aiming for the neck would be easier, but it still took a bit of force. He reached for his neck. "Oops I forgot to pull it out."

I ripped it out slowly, feeling the knife's jagged ends rip his throat apart.

"A-kaa-shi..."

Those were his final words? Weird. At first the blood shot out of the wound I made, then it slowly seeped down his neck. His body fell over, staining the snow. I stood and waited until his blood stopped pumping completely to avoid leaving a blood trail.

I dragged him back to the shack... or at least that was my plan until I remembered he weighs 170 pounds, not to mention dead bodies are like 10 times heavier.

Instead I sat down across from him and leaned up against a tree. "I'm sorry." I said. "It could've been anyone, but you just so happened to be out of luck."

I guess I didn't realized how tired I was. My eyes felt like bricks, so instead of fighting it, I gave in to sleep.

"(Y/n)?"

My eyes fluttered open. It was day already? "Hinata,"

I looked over at bokuto, causing hinata's attention to shift too. He looked back at me with his head cocked to the side, and I nodded. Not a word was said but we understood each other perfectly.

"Why?" He asked. He wasn't scared. Neither was I. Our conversational tone sounded so natural, like we were talking about a homework assignment, not a dead body less than five feet away from us.

I shrugged my shoulders.

"Wait until they hear this one!" Hinata cheered, running back to camp. I stayed where I was sitting waiting for them to come back.

I was so caught in my own world I didn't realize everyone was already there, in a circle, around me and Bokuto.

"Now we've all killed someone right!" I smiled. But they didn't smile.

*Clap* *Clap* *Clap*

"You really did it now (y/n)." Tendou stepped forward and laughed. "Look everyone! The president of the Tendou hate club is dead, and killed by your dear (y/n)! The best cherry on top. What are you gonna do now? Are you animals turned off by it? Are you repulsed by the fact that she's just as capable as you are?"

"I'm glad someone is getting a hoot out of it."
I scoffed.

"Oh what an unexpected turn of events (y/n)."Kageyama smirked. "This changes everything."

(Pt.25) New plan
"(Y/-n)?" Kiyoko pushed her way through the crowd and looked down at me and the mess I made. She looked scared? I don't want her to be scared. Guess I didn't really think that through did I?

Different emotions filled the silence. Hinata was still bouncing around, not phased by anything that's happened, kageyama smirked, Atsumu and Osamu, though new to our murder tribe didn't look bothered, and kenma just— smiled. Like he just watched me do something absolutely adorable, he smiled. Somethings wrong with all of us.

"What do we do with it? His body I mean..." Atsumu asked.

"What we always do, use it to fuel the fire!" Tendou chuckled.

He did that a lot, trying to get a reaction out of Nishinoya. And it worked, but we let him in on the fact that Tendou has a gun, so he's not as confrontational.

So we did just as Tendou said. The smell was horrendous as usual, but it was winter and the fire kept us warm.

Nishinoya sat in a corner, close enough to feel the warmth of the fire, but turned away so he didn't have to relive the moment Tanaka was burned alive.

"I wish we had a gym to practice in." Hinata pouted.

"We sit in front of a dead body as it burns and the only thing you can think about is volleyball?" Asahi asked. "You know what? Don't answer that."

"Welllll I can't help it! We had so much fun during the summer and now it's just cold."

"Fair enough chibi-chan." Oikawa smacked him on the back.

"We need to get out of these woods. It's hard to clean trees." Kita said. "Besides, Atsumu's coming down with a cold again and it's not like we can just go to the store and get medicine like normal."

"I'm fine." Atsumu said as he sniffled. Clearly he was not fine.

"I'll take it as an opportunity to re-enter society." Kenma smirked.

"Oh how thrilling! So our options are die out here, or hide in plain sight from the authorities? I'll let you guys discuss amongst yourselves." Tendou teased.

"Well things should've died down by now. Before we came out here the news stopped covering the the incident. All that was left was a shrine in front of the building." Osamu mentioned.

"It's been long enough. Even if our parents thought we were still alive somehow, they should've stopped looking by now." Asashi sighed.

"You guys are idiots. You're forgetting the main problem here. None of us have ID. Even for the few of you 3rd years that are 18, seeing the ID of a dead person is begging to be caught."

"You're the idiot Tsukishima. Fake ID's of course." I retorted.

"True. We don't even look the same. I thought my hair was long before, but most of the dye has been outgrown and the bun is effortless." Kenma said pulling his hair up.

"Now that you mention it, we could really pass as completely different people. I never thought I'd see the day where Atsumu and Osamu's hair wasn't dyed." I chucked.

"Oh yeah, speaking of which, Tendou, is that your real hair color? Your the only one who's hair hasn't faded." Hinata asked.

"It's not." Ushijima interjected.

"Aw, you shattered his imagination." Tendou said.

"Hey guys, back to the main issue, where are we going to get the fake ID's from?" Oikawa snapped his fingers.

"Can't you google most of these things nowadays?" Ushijima asked.

Oikawa pinched the bridge of his nose. "Nowadays? We're the same age— Yes, Ushiwaka, but unfortunately, we've been without electricity for months now."

Ushijima replied in the same calm tone. "Then buy a phone."

"If only it were that easy." Oikawa stood up and started walking away, but stopped dead in his tracks. "Actually, it might be."

"Now you're thinking Lazykawa." Iwaizumi smirked. "Burner phones run for 15 bucks at the dollar store, and lucky for us, I happen to have 20$ in my bag."

"Haha. Burner phone." Tendou laughed. Nishinoya shifted his position, holding himself back.

Iwaizumi stood up and walked towards me. "I'll take one for the team this time. What is it you simps would say?" He leaned down and lightly lifted my chin. "Anything for my dear (y/n)~"

(Pt.26) I won't run.
"Iwa-chan, are you seriously gonna go?" Oikawa asked as Iwaizumi packed his bag.

"Of course. Why else would I volunteer." He snapped.

"Then it would only make sense if I go too."

"No it wouldn't Trashykawa. Even with longer hair your shitty face is too recognizable."

"Are you calling me pretty Iwa-chan~"

"The opposite actually."

"I'm going too." I stood up.

"No you're—" Kuroo started.

"It would be a shame if someone else were to die because you forced me to stay here." I cut him off.

"Tsk. Whatever."

"Don't worry Kuroo. I'll go to make sure nothing happens." Tendou smiled.

"It wasn't like I was going to try something anyways." I shrugged my shoulders.

"Nishinoya, buddy, why don't you come along with us?" Tendou continued.

"And why the fuck would I do that." He said in a low tone.

"Hmmm.... who's the last person you killed? Coach Nekomata? No no, that was all chibi-chan. All you did was write a silly note." He chuckled to himself.

"I killed more people in a fire than you did Tendou. I'll go, but watch your fucking mouth."

Nishinoya stood up from his position in the corner. It was weird seeing how tall he had gotten in such a short amount of time. I'd estimate 5'6, maybe 5'7 with shoes, but his hair didn't get as long, and the color didn't fade as quick as the others. Despite his change in height, he still looked like the nishinoya I knew.

"Tsukishima, Kenma, Atsumu, Kita-kun, you guys are coming too." I smiled.

"Why do I have to go." Tsukishima growled.

"Your wound has healed yeah?"

"What about it."

"Then it's time to go see what the outside world is like again!" I cheered.

He smiled slightly. "Yeah yeah. Keep that same energy when we get caught."

My expression changed faster than I could realize it. "We won't get caught." I said seriously. It had come out my mouth like I was already 100% certain that we wouldn't. There wasn't a hint of doubt in my mind.

"Oi, let's go." Iwaizumi said as he was half way through the door.

"Coming!" I said in a cheery tone.

It's always fun when we get into squads. Me, Iwaizumi, Tsukishima, Kita-kun, Kenma, Tendou, Atsumu, and Nishinoya. Perhaps that's a few too many, but nothing exciting has happened with them yet. I mean, Tendou sure, but I didn't particularly want him to come in the first place. The gun however, will come in handy.

"Do you even know which way we're going." Tsukishima complained.

"Of course I do. Oikawa marked the path he used to take on the map." Iwaizumi retorted. "See look, there's a trail right there.

"I'm surprised no one has found our camp yet. We're not that far off from the road." Atsumu said.

"People are just dumb, that's why." Tendou shrugged.

After 15 minutes of walking in silence, we finally started to see skyscrapers and apartment buildings. The sound of cars blowing their horn filled the silence, and the smell of smog hit me as soon as the streets were in view.

"Do you know the area well?" Kita-kun asked.

"N-no. Not really." Iwaizumi sighed.

"No harm in wandering for a bit." Atsumu said." Maybe we'll find a café first and we can get some hot chocolate to warm up."

Tsukishima rolled his eyes. "As if. We only need to get the phone."

"But that's so boring." Nishinoya pointed out. "We haven't been normal members of society in such a long time. Let's enjoy it while we're here."

"Right, right." Atsumu readily agreed.

Tendou whispered something in Iwaizumi's ear and his eyes widen.

"Okay but only IF we find one on our way there." Iwaizumi gave in.

I couldn't tell what he said, but judging by Iwa's reaction, it's safe to say he told him about the gun. That or Tendou is hiding something else from everyone that even I don't know about.

On our way, we didn't exactly find a cafe, but they did sell coffee and pastries so it's basically the same thing. Atsumu was particularly happy to have a hot chocolate, but sadly we had to get a large and split it between the 8 of us. We only had 20 dollars after all, but after drinking only hot water for so long, we couldn't help it.

He probably wasn't trying to hide it, but I noticed a Tendou keeping a close eye on me, as if I were going to try to do something after being this deep in. But it's okay if he doesn't trust me. I never trusted him to begin with.

Finally we came across a regular dollar store. My sight was caught by all of the colorful snacks and candy, but at this point we only had 15$ and some change left.

"Do you have any burner phones." Iwaizumi said.

I wouldn't say it like that. It kinda sounds suspicious after all, but dollar store clerks tend not to question customers. He'll probably forget after a couple hours.

"Twenty dollars." He said.

All of us had the same expressions on our face as we looked at each other, then we looked at Atsumu.

"We all decided to get some hot chocolate. Don't look at me." He whisper-yelled.

"Fucking Dumbass." Tsukishima face palmed.

"Don't worry. I have a plan." I smiled.

(Pt. 27) Everything's Under Control
I walked up to the cashier and Iwaizumi stepped to the side.

"20 dollars?" I asked.

"Y-yeah." They responded.

"Aw. What a shame. I only have 15. Is there any way I can get a discount? Or..." I leaned over the counter. "I can pay in a different way." I smirked.

"(Y/n)." Iwaizumi whisper-yelled.

"No no. Let her go." Tsukishima smirked. "She's no good anyways."

I can tell by the way he looked that he had picked up on my plan. He nudged his head over signaling for everyone else to walk away from the counter. Everyone was hesitant at first, but followed Tsukishima's lead. Tsukishima walked into a different isle, Kenma waited by the door, and the others waited outside.

"O-other ways?" The cashier tugged on their collar.

"Oh surely I don't have to spell it out for you. S-E-X." I teased.

They walked from behind the counter. "The back room doesn't have any cameras."

"Perfect."

We walked pass all the items, and through a door labeled 'employees only'. I walked behind them, dragging my hand around their body as they unbuckled their pants. And boom.

~Blood~

The same knife I used on bokuto. The same position, everything... but this time it was different. I dropped the knife on the ground, making it rattle on the floor. The cashier's body fell over as a pool of blood started to form near their upper body.

Where did all of my confidence go? Just that quick? One person, what's the deal huh?

My breath started to hasten. My hands... they had their blood on it. I looked around and spotted loose fabric hanging on a rack nearby.

"Get off!" I yelled as a tried to scrub my hands clean of the blood."

Everyone else rushed in. "Are you okay?" Kenma asked. His gaze shifted over to the body.

"I-I didn't mean to..." I started.

"Yes you did. You murdered this person with intent. Now are you gonna wait here for us to get caught?" He continued.

"No..."

"Good girl."

Kenma walked back towards the front of the store. After snapping out of it I followed after him.

"We got the phone, we're out." Nishinoya's voice rung throughout the store. I'm guessing there's no one else inside or this would be extremely awkward.

"Where's Tendou?" Iwaizumi asked looking around.

"Right here Iwa-chan!" Tendou responded. The room went silent as Iwaizumi stared daggers at him.

"Oh? Did I cross a line with that one? My bad~" Tendou smirked.

After everyone was accounted for, we went outside the store, and walked a couple of blocks down, hoods up incase there were any cameras in the area. Kenma suggested we stay in an alley way. We're a decent sized group, so no one would even think to approach us, hopefully.

"Hurry up and google it!" Atsumu whined. Everyone was starting to get impatient.

"It may be a burner phone but we can't just google things willy nilly." Iwaizumi retorted.

Atsumu reached out his hand attempting to grab the phone out of Iwaizumi's hand. "Give me the phone!"

"No, stop. You're gonna break it."

Kita-kun calmly walked up to the two of them and grabbed the phone with little effort. "This isn't the time nor the place. We're running out of time." He proceeded to hand the phone to Kenma instead.

I knew Kenma always liked his games, especially after the mental breakdown he had before with the world not working as easily as in one of his games. But even still, I don't expect him to know much about illegally getting a fake id.

"Found someone." He said holding up the screen for all of us to see. I take back my previous statement.

"I guess it's my turn right?" Tendou smiled. "Don't worry. I won't make an enemy of them right away."

"Suuuper reassuring." Nishinoya rolled his eyes.

I didn't hear much of the conversation over the phone. Tendou was standing a few feet away, and keeping his voice close to a low whisper. I couldn't help but think of the worst case scenario, but in reality, I'm surrounded by volleyball players all taller than 5'7 at this point, some reaching heights taller than 6 feet.

Despite harsh living conditions, and living completely off the grid with no previous training or experience, they still managed to maintain their physique. Plus, we're armed. What's the worst that could happen?

"I got the address. It's not too close, but not so far that we couldn't get there by today." Tendou said. He placed the phone on the ground and stomped on it, shattering the screen.

"Hey! What was that for? It was still a good phone." Nishinoya questioned.

"It's a burner phone. It's meant to be thrown out or destroyed so it can't be tracked. Keeping it on us isn't worth it." Kenma said before Tendou could open his mouth.

Nishinoya shoved his hands in his pockets."Oh, okay."

I'm not so sure nishinoya would've been as calm had Tendou been the one to say that to him.

"So? Where are we going? Tsukishima spoke up. I nearly forgot he was with us.

"It's a surprise!" Tendou cheered, waving jazz hands.

Tsukishima grabbed Tendou by his collar and pinned him up against the wall. "Look asshole, it's freezing cold, and quite frankly, I'm starting to get tired of this whole psycho act you're playing. Cut the bullshit and tell us where the fuck we're going."

"It seems your glasses are a little foggy. You wouldn't be able to see where we're going anyway tsukki." Tendou retorted.

What's with him calling people out of their names, first iwaizumi, now tsukishima... why is he purposefully trying to get under everyone's skin? Or is that a normal Tendou thing? Considering everything he's done up until now, I wouldn't be surprised if it was the latter.

Tsukishima let go of tendou and started walking in my direction. I'm surprised he kept his cool instead of lashing out.

"(Y/n)," He whispered.

"Yes?" I responded.

"Do you know what happened to yamaguchi before we even went to that training camp?"

"No why?"

"You're gonna find out soon because I'm this close to making the same