Song inspiration: Here Without You.

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Peter's POV

A hundred days have made me older...

I miss you...

I've counted the days since she left me. Though time stands still on this island it seems as if it's been an eternity without her.

Why did you have to go? Tell me please...

Since the last time I saw your pretty face...

She didn't deserve what happened. Y/N was the mostly angelic creature that has ever graced the NeverLand soils and now she's gone. She'll never come back.

It's all my fault...

I see her smiling at me in the woods, I hear her calling for me with the rustling wind; yet it is no more than my imagination. My memories that haunt me.

A thousand lies have me colder...

You are coming back... But I know that is a lie...

I was a fool to think I could have happiness.

You were my happiness... But you are gone...

Time after time people have left me. I didn't think she would be one of them. It seems as if the island itself had grown darker without your presence, the flowers dying and the sun hiding it's light.

Life without you is growing pointless.

And I don't think I can look at this the same...

Happily ever after's don't exist... I love you, but you left me...

A monster like me isn't suppose to love, yet you made my heart melt. A single smile from you could make me fall to my knees and beg for you to at least notice my existence. A glance in my direction could leave me dazed. But the words that fell from your lips were more deadly that dreamshade, merely because I would do whatever you asked.

If this is love I feel, why didn't she feel it too? I will never see love the same.

But all the miles that separate...

Death. It was the only thing separating us... Darling I would take your place in a second...

To save her, I would do anything. I was a coward, I couldn't protect her. But I would trade my unworthy life for her beautiful one in s heartbeat.

Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face...

I see your crying face in my nightmares, begging for me to save you...

I didn't.

I couldn't.

I failed her.

But I swear to you, I'll never fail again...

I'm here without you, baby...

Why must I live without you? Can I not join you?

I don't understand why I must go on without her.

But you're still on my lonely mind...

She was the only one who ever gave me a chance, the only one who cared.

Without you I'm lost, broken, and worthless...

I think about you, baby...

I'll never forget you...

It doesn't matter how many potions and spells I've cast, my pain won't leave me.

Like you did...

The memories of her laughing with me won't stay out of my head.

Like you can't...

And the cries I make when I think of you wont die out.

Like you did...

And I dream about you all the time...

I dream she comes back to me. That she is laughing with me like she should be, but then I wake and remember my failure.

Why must love hurt? Why must people leave?

Why did it have to be you?

I'm here without you...