The night has gone by but I was completely awake. I couldn't make up my mind if I should report this whole Jin situation to my boss or not...Why haven't I done it yet?...
For more that I think about it, I can't help it but to see kindness in that man...he constantly tried to protect me from mean men, he is constantly making me laugh...he even shared a snack with an old lady and made her smile...
Yet... It's right thing to do...he may not be who I think he is...

"Ugh!"- I expressed the frustration of my thoughts out loud.

At that same moment I got a call from yoongi.

"Hey, I'm not in the mood to talk right now-"

"I need to tell you something..."

"Yoongi-"

"It's about Jin"- he interrupted me again.

"What's new?"- I sarcastically said.

"He-...wait, what do you mean what's new? You know?"- Yoongi asked me.

"Yeah... I've deduced some things..."- I told him.

"So you know about his father killing his mother?"- he told me and I quickly sat up.

"What now?..."- I was so confused.

"I was investigating the leader of the gang, like usual, and I found out no one has seen his wife for years. The neighbors don't talk about it, of course, but for some reason there was missing complaint made at the time...the exact police that was there said it was a wet from the rain and nervous boy...he also didn't want to report a missing case but a murderer...the boy kept repeating his father had killed his mother but the police told him that it was better if he reported as a missing person or else he would be in serious trouble for serious accusations...the missing person was Kim Gora...kim's leader wife and the boys mother...and the boy who reported went by the name of...Kim Seokjin...he was 14 years old at the time...the ID number of the boy...matches Seokjin... your partner"- Yoongi explained to me although he hesitated.

No word escaped my mouth but a thought was running around my mind...who is Seokjin?...

"So...he reported his father?..."- I was so nervous for some reason. My hands were shaking and I was sweating. I just wanted to hear the yes so I would be sure that the Jin I've been knowing, it's the Jin that exists...

"Not just that... Seokjin ran away from home and was taken by an orphanage a day later of that accident..."- Yoongi explained to me

"So Kim Taehyung is Jins brother?"- I was confused because in this investigation we had discovered Taehyung was the leaders son.

"No...Leader Kim forged the official documents to make it look like Taehyung was his son...but Jins and Taehyungs birth certificate were intact... Taehyung is not his son...Jin is..."- Yoongi told me.

"The leader of the gang is Jins father..."- the realization escaped my mouth.

I was experiencing a mix of feelings... I am worried that Jin is working on this case and the behaviors he has explains it... Yet I'm a little relieved because he is actually a good man...a man that has been growing on me and it would hurt me and disappoint me to think that he is not who I think he is...

"Y/N-"

"I gotta go.. don't share this information with anyone, including the boss"- I calmly said as confusion fills me in.

I got up and walked to my bedroom door that would lead me to the living room. I needed a glass of water and Jin for more explanations...
Once I walked out, Jin was right there in the sofa. He quickly got up and came up to me looking nervous.

"Y/N, let me explain everything to you! I was born into a gang, but I'm not there anymore! My father killed my mother and I ran away from him, I swear! I didn't tell you sooner because I was afraid you would hate me just like you do now! Please, please, believe me"- Jin was babling out but I had no reaction.

"What about Jungkook? Why did you let him go away every time we had him if you are not part of the gang?"- I asked him since he wants to tell me everything.

"Jung... Jungkook?"- he got nervous

"Fine, don't tell me"- I was going to walk away.

"Okay, okay"- he grabbed my wrist -"please, don't hate me"- he warned me and I was all ears - "Jungkook got into the gang really young...him and his brother needed a way to survive so they got in...he was just a boy, he didn't know what he was doing...then his older brother died in a fight and I took responsibility for him... I got him a condo  that my father had forgotten about and I fixed it for him to live there...when he was with me, he didn't do anything for the gang...he is a good boy...then...my mother died and I reported my father to the police so I had to run away.. disappear, I should say... I also couldn't take it anymore... I saw a lot of people die in front of me by the sound of bullets my father or his man made...But... I did promise Jungkook I would go back to get him but... I failed my promise... I failed him..."- he told me the story with heaviness on his heart.

I looked at him for a minute and it was like he was ashamed of all this...

"Who else knows about this?"- I asked him.

"No one..."

"Why are you telling me? You could have just found another way to make me silent..."

"Because I don't want you to hate me..."- he told me and I my body froze -"I hated the way you looked at me yesterday... I hated the way you thought of me...and I hated the way you let go of my hand..."- he said taking a step closer.

"What are you talking about?"

"I don't care if the rest of the world hates me...but I can't bear it if you do...for the first time I didn't actually feel alone... I didn't feel like I needed to play a smile to make it look like I'm okay... I feel secure by your side...and when you hold my hand, I don't want you to let go of it..."

Jin told me these words while reaching for my hand to hold it. My heart beat faster than usual by his words as I don't know what to say or think...but the fact that I was so disappointed at the thought that he was a bad man, it must mean something... I also don't want him to be sad...do I feel something for him?

"I know it's to much to ask since I kept all this from you, but...could you not let go of my hand..ever?...you said I could hold it when I was scared..." - He held my hand

"What are you scared of right now?..."

"Losing you..."

At that moment he was coming closer and closer and his hand was caressing my face. I didn't take any steps back either. Maybe I didn't want to let him go.

When our eyes were closed ready for our lips to meet each other, a loud sound of bullet shooting interrupted us.
The windows were breaking and the things inside the house were being holed.

We lowered our bodies behind the side of the couch and protected ourselves. As a reflex, Jin embraced me giving me all the protection he could.