Jungkook's POV

BEEEEEP!  BEEEEEP!  BEEEEEP!

What the fuck?!

I jerked awake, looking all over for the sound of the beeping. I saw to my left an alarm clock going off and I reached over to turn it off with a grumble.

My head was hammering, my eyes felt heavy and my mouth was dry. Fuck, what a shitty hangover. Is this meant to be my version of hell? Waking up with a shitty hangover every day?

I rubbed my eyes and yawned as I tried to wake myself up. I could hear shower water starting up and thought that was weird as my flat doesn't have a shower in my bedroom. I had a thought that I must still be in the cheap motel room with that hooker and she's in the shower right now. Greeeat... 

Actually!  This is great!  I'm not dead!

I must have blacked out at some point last night and had a dream that I saw Siri and Yoongi before getting hit by a car and dying.

I looked around the room and noticed the bedroom is actually bigger than the cheap motel room I thought I was in... And actually... it's a lot nicer too... and so was the bed...

Upon further looking around in confusion, I also noticed lots of photo frames... 

Bzzzt! Bzzzt! Bzzzt!

My phone was vibrating next to me on the bedside table and all I could do was stare at it wide eyed because what I saw on the screen had me confused and my heart raced. A notification popped up from Tae asking if I got home ok. But what got me feeling weird and confused was that my phone background was of Siri and I.

As I leaned over to reach for my phone, I freaked out at what I saw.

My tattoos were back!  My beautiful tiger lily was back on my arm!

I looked to my left hand and there was my gold wedding band on my ring finger. My heart started racing... Could it be?

I quickly grabbed my phone and there it was as clear as day.

June 5th, 20xx!

I'm back in OUR time!  Halle-fucking-lujah!

Was all that a dream?!  Yoongi and Siri together... ALL of it was a DREAM?!

I quickly stumbled out of bed and looked at myself in the mirror. I had my black hair again! 

I was also still wearing my purple work shirt from yesterday but I was wearing my boxer briefs. I must have only managed to take off my pants last night when I came to bed in my drunken state. I looked around at the photo frames around the bedroom and sure enough, they were all of Siri and I together.

Pieces were falling in place and I realised that yesterday was June 4th... Siri's birthday...

Holy Shit!

I quickly ran out of the bedroom and headed downstairs for confirmation. I walked into our fancy open plan kitchen and dining area and saw some food was wrapped in clingfilm and a cake that hadn't been touched that was left on the bench.

My heart dropped and guilt filled my body. I forgot it was her birthday yesterday! That's why she asked me to be home for dinner! To celebrate her birthday and us actually meeting for the first time, FIVE years ago! And I missed everything she laid out for dinner because I was too drunk and angry to even notice anything!

~Yeah, yeah   yeah, yeah   yeah, yeah~

I could hear her sweet voice from the shower singing the song she wrote for me. Except it sounded more like a sad version of the song...

Everything was a dream but me and her are real. My problems with work and Wonho are very real. And that means the argument we had last night was also very real. The stupid shit I said to her would still be very fresh.

~Take my hands now, you are the cause of my euphoria~

I realise now that this is my second chance with Siri. My dream showed me what life would be like if I didn't have her and it's made me learn to appreciate her more. I have to make things right with her right now.

But first, I need to brush my teeth so Siri doesn't get grossed out and take some pain killers for the hangover. I walked into our spare bathroom and brushed my teeth and took some pills, then I headed up to our master bedroom where she was still in the shower.

I tiptoed in as my heart raced with anticipation and excitement. She's here and she's my wife again.

She couldn't see me as she was facing the shower and it was foggy, but I froze in my steps as I heard some sniffling. I could see through the foggy glass door that she was leaning her right shoulder against the shower wall, her arms wrapped around herself and she was just standing there. The water cascaded down her body while her head was tilted to the right resting against the wall as well.

"He was only drunk... He didn't mean any of it... It was the alcohol talking..."

My excitement dropped and my heart sank. She was crying and trying to talk herself into blaming my drinking...

Fuck... I need to make things right. I've learnt my lesson and I need her to know she is still my number one and always will be.

I quickly took my clothes off and got into the shower. I touched her hips and she yelped and jerked away from me from the fright.

JK: "It's just me! Sorry!"

Siri: "Fucking hell, Koo! You scared the shit out of me!"

Even though she's scolding me, my heart fluttered at hearing 'Koo' again. And even though it was all a dream, it felt like forever since I heard her say my nickname.

I had to let her know right here and now how sorry I was for the things I said last night.

I wrapped my arms around her and brought her into my body closely as I kissed all over her face, "I'm sorry for last night, Yeobo. I promise you, I didn't mean any of it. You're my soulmate, my other half. You're my light, my number one. You're my everything and I don't want to lose you. I can't lose you. I love you."

I held her face in my hands, rubbing my thumbs over the apple of her cheeks and gave her the most apologetic eyes I could. Her eyes were red and she kept sniffling.

"You promise, Koo?" Her voice croaked as she tried to hold in her cry, her lower lip and chin quivering.

Fuck, it broke me seeing her like this. Her eyes were a dark blue and just looked so worried and sad. I have to bring the light back to them again.

JK: "I promise. Cross my heart and hope to die. Because without you, there's no point in living. I already know what life is like without you by my side and I never want that ever again. I've learnt my lesson. I promise you."

She looked at me confused, "What do you mean? How do you know?"

JK: "I had a really, really bad dream. It all felt so real... I went back in time to the day we met and decided to not connect with you and within seconds, it was already the worst idea ever. You ended up with one of my friends and I lost you to them. I don't ever want that. I woke up when I died in my dream. It made me realise that I've been taking you for granted."

JK "I'm so sorry for how I've been lately. I promise, I will change and do better. I will be better for you. I'm gonna stop drinking and I'm not going for that promotion anymore. Like you said, I don't need it. And I don't need to be in a workplace that doesn't appreciate me so I might even quit and work somewhere else. And please, don't stop sending me your sweet text messages."

Siri: "Wow, what a dream..."

JK: "I'm relieved it was all a dream because my heart can't take you not being mine. I'm nothing without you."

I leaned our foreheads together and rubbed my nose against hers, shower water cascading down our naked bodies.

JK: "Please forgive me?  I love you. I love you 3000. Plus another 10 million thousand. I'll love you now and I'll love you in the next life and the next."

Siri: "Of course I forgive you, Koo. I vowed to love you unconditionally until the end of time didn't I?  I love you 3000, too. And..." She took my hand from her face and gently moved them to place on her belly. "Baby Koo in here will also love you unconditionally."

My heart skipped a beat, "Baby Koo?"

She nodded her head, giving me a small smile. "We're finally getting a little Koo, Koo"

Tears brimmed my eyes from happiness and I lifted my wife into my arms, hugging her tight.

JK: "I'm going to be a dad?! We're going to be a family!"

I kissed all over Siri's face again after placing her down while she giggled cutely.

JK: "How far along are you? When did you find out? Have you been feeling ok? Have you had any cravings? Do we need to stock up on banana milk, mint choco or pepero sticks for you?"

She giggled again and it was my favourite sound. "Calm down, Koo. I've been nauseous and really tired lately but I'm ok. I'm 12 weeks and 4 days. And I found out a month ago... I've been wanting to tell you since I found out but you haven't really been home..."

Guilt filled my body again.  I can't believe how much of a jerk I've been lately.

Siri: "Even though it's my birthday, I was going to tell you last night..."

I can't believe I almost missed having a baby with the love of my life! Thank the fucking heavens that everything was just a dream! 

JK: "I fucking love you! I'm so, so sorry for last night- Happy birthday by the way. I'm going to take you out and spend time with you all weekend. And I'm sorry for every night for the last 3 months. I should've been there for you.  For us.  I'm so sorry. I'm gonna spend the rest of my life making it up to you and our little one."

I kissed all over her face again until I ended on her lips and stayed there to kiss her with love. It felt like I hadn't kissed her properly in a really long time. Which I guess is true, whether it be in my dreamland or here. 

She reciprocated this time, and rather than pushing me away, she was pulling me closer as her hands went to the back of my head and gripped at my wet hair, while my arms wrapped around her waist.

"I love you, Koo." She said against my lips. "Always."

My heart freaking soared. The universe has blessed me with this chance and I'm not gonna fuck it up.

I pulled our bodies closer than ever and kissed her with as much love, care and desire I could pour through. I sucked on her bottom lip the way I know she likes and she moaned into our kiss. I could feel myself getting hard but I had to make sure she was ok with this.

JK: "I want you. Please? I've missed you. I need you."

"I'm all yours, Koo." 

She kissed me and I knew she wanted this just as much as I did. Of course I only just remembered that if I'm not getting any sex then neither is she. We both would've been sexually frustrated but I only thought about myself.

Now it's time for me to make it up to her and fully please my woman.

While we were making out, I turned off the shower tap behind her and leant down to lift her where she automatically wrapped her legs around my waist.

I walked out of our bathroom into our bedroom, never breaking from her lips and laid her on our bed. Neither of us cared that we were both dripping wet.

I laid between her legs and massaged her breasts with both hands, my thumb rubbing over her nipples. I kissed along her jawline, to the right side of her neck, being sure to leave hickies along the way. I nibbled on her earlobe and she gasped and moaned at the feeling.

My lips trailed along her collarbone, leaving open mouthed kisses and when I reached her nipples, I licked and sucked them. I tugged on her nipples gently between my teeth and her hands gripped my wet hair at the feeling. 

I kissed down her body, swirling my tongue here and there, tasting her sweet skin.

I've missed her so much.

My face was finally between her legs and I could feel how hot her womanhood was. I lightly blew over her throbbing clit, making her whimper and bite her lower lip.

"Koo... please..." she begged with needy eyes. 

I couldn't make my wife wait much longer. I placed my lips over her clit and started licking and humming over it. I flicked my tongue quickly, making her moan and scrunch our bedsheets in her hands.

I slipped my right middle finger into her slippery hole and started fingering her at the same pace as my tongue. Her moans were becoming more frequent and I could see her abs were tensing and chest rising quickly.

She fondled both her breasts, pinching at her nipples as I entered another finger into her. She looked so sexy and beautiful from where I could see her.

"Fuck!  Right there!  Don't stop Koo!"

I continued flicking my tongue and fingering and a few moments later, Siri came undone as her back arched, legs almost closed around my head and her face scrunched up in pleasure.

I crawled up her body and hovered over her. I licked my fingers clean of her juices, looking her in the eyes as I did so.

"Mm, I've missed how you taste Yeobo."

"I've missed how you taste too, Koo. Lie down and I'll return the favour."

I shook my head no, "This is about you and your pleasure." I kissed her lips tenderly, "I want to make it up to you. Make you feel good. I feel good if you feel good. Please just let me make love to you."

Her eyes lit up the beautiful glacier blue I love and I felt warmth seeing them like that again. This time they were looking at me and not at someone else.

She nodded her head and gave me a small smile. We kissed again with passion and love. Tongues flicking into each other's mouths at the same time and lips in sync.

She lightly sucked on my lower lip, making me moan into our kiss. I reached for my hard cock, pumped it a few times before positioning it at her wet entrance. She wrapped her legs around my ass and thighs and I rocked right into her, stretching her tight warm walls.

We both moaned into our kiss as I pumped into her gently but deep. I wanted to savour this. Enjoy it. Wanted to take my time and really make her feel good.

This is what sex is meant to feel like. Like we're connected. Like we're one. Enjoying each other's embrace and actually making love.

She had a hand in my wet hair, gripping the back while her other hand held my bicep. Our lips ghosted each other, moans and whimpers coming from both of us against each other's lips while our bodies were one.

"Mm, Koo..." She moaned breathlessly.

"I love hearing that name from your lips." I said and I kissed her again.

I started increasing my thrusts into her and could feel that fire in my groin burning. I could see her cheeks were flushing red and her eyes closed in pleasure. I kissed her lips again then kissed down her neck to find her sensitive spot. I circled my tongue around the area and felt her walls tighten around my cock.

I reached for her left hand that was in my hair and entwined our hands together next to her head.

"I love you... so much. " I said breathlessly between my thrusts.

I quickened my pace again and went a little harder, being sure I hit that sweet spot for her.

"I... love you... too, mm! Koo! So close!"

That spurred my hips to go that little bit faster and harder. She gripped my hand and squeezed my bicep harder. Her legs tightened around my ass and I could feel her walls were tightening around me more and more as well, making my cock throb within her too.

"Fuck! Koo! I'm- aah!" Her eyes shut tight and she squeezed my cock tighter than ever as she came all over me.

Seeing her in pleasure and hearing my favourite name come from those lips edged on my climax and I growled and moaned as I released my juices into her.

I slowed to a stop, staying within her as I kissed her lips softly. We both had a little sheen of sweat on our foreheads and necks.

JK: "Think we might need another shower, Yeobo."

She giggled and nodded, "I think so too, Koo." She rubbed my left cheek with her thumb as she held my face and looked at me with pure love. 

Her giggle made my heart race. I've missed that look of love on her face too.

I took her into the shower where we washed each other. We also just stayed in there and held each other as the shower water rained down on our bodies, not wanting to leave each other's embrace or let each other go.

This is it.

This is where I'm meant to be.

This is where I want to be.

Right here with her. 

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I remembered everything the moment he gave me the 2nd kiss just before he walked away. I think it was because that kiss was truer to his heart than the forced one he gave me at first.

Having both 'our' time and 'present' time in my mind, I was overwhelmed, dizzy and confused with my feelings since I had fallen for Yoongi as well.

I was going to be honest with Yoongi. Tell him everything and try figure out what to do. He would have been understanding. I was going to tell him at the park while we had our late night snack.

But then we saw him. 

And then I had never been more scared in my entire life. 

I thought I was going to lose him forever.

But somehow, he came back.

Somehow, something brought us back.

It wasn't a dream.  I know now it wasn't because how could we have the same dream? And there is no way all that time with Yoongi wasn't real. 

Whatever it was, I am thankful for this extra chance. While I enjoyed my time with Yoongi and we made each other happy till the very end, I know who my heart yearned for.

The man who captured it and held it since the beginning.

And that man, he's alive and he's here with me.

Right where he should be.

Right where WE should be.

Together.

In OUR time.

~~The END~~❗️ BUT KEEP READING❗️ - BONUS CHAPTER!  Yoongi POV  NEXT---> 

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