Chapter 19

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Siri POV

The song Jungkook sang on the ferris wheel felt really personal for some reason. It was almost as if he was singing it to me. The way he looked at me was as if he had pure love in his eyes. I think I almost felt something for him... Almost. Because I reminded myself I already have someone and that certain someone is one of Jungkook's best friends.

Jungkook couldn't be singing that song for me could he? There's no way... Surely he was just passing the time and the silence between us by singing that song...

He wouldn't try to flirt with me when he knows I'm with Yoongi. He wouldn't do that to his friend... would he?

I guess he is one of the university's fuckboys though... Maybe I'm just a good challenge for him since I'm taken?

But I have noticed lately that he hasn't been around any girls or giving anyone any attention like he used to. He seemed to be more focused on his studying and trying to become close with me for some reason. 

It's not a good thing that he made my heart flutter a few times when I'm in a relationship with someone else. It felt wrong. Like I was betraying Yoongi even though I haven't actually done anything.

While Jungkook and I do have so much in common to the point where I think we might even be soulmates- if that's even possible- I think I'll need to put some distance between him and I. If he tries to get closer with me again, I'll have to let him know that we can't be anything more than friends.

Plus, my feelings for Yoongi have certainly grown. He is such an amazing boyfriend. Always checking up on me, cooks me delicious food as well as teaches me some of his cooking. Is mature and understanding, wise beyond his years. And the sex? Wow! He's a total dom and I love it. But it's not just that. After class we study together or just laze about playing whatever music comes to mind when we're at his or my keyboard. Sometimes we just snuggle watching TV or have well deserved naps together.

I also love his blunt honesty and his soft demeanour around cats and around me, of course. He takes me to see the cats whenever I'm not working on the weekend and we enjoy each other's company and the kitties as well. I'm totally in love with little Suga. His grandparents seem to love having me visit as well. Yoongi's Halmeoni even spoke to me quietly saying she's never seen Yoongi smile so much before which made me feel giddy and warm inside.

And even though Yoongi doesn't like to show his feelings too much, he still sends me short and sweet text messages every day. When we're around the guys, he will tenderly rub my thigh or squeeze my hand under tables. It's his way of showing me affection which I appreciate. I love that his love language is more through actions rather than words. 

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It's Monday morning and I'm on my way to the music department to meet Yoongi. We don't have class for another hour so we're gonna use this time to practise our song on the piano for Saturday's concert competition.

As I was walking towards the music department, I saw Jimin, Taehyung and Jungkook sitting on a bench and having their morning drinks together. They couldn't see me though as I was behind them.

I decided I'd say hi before heading to the music room. Just as I approached them, I overheard their conversation...

V: "Hey Kookie, what's your deal with Siri?"

I froze and my heart started racing. I know I shouldn't be eavesdropping but the topic is about me so... I wanna hear it.

JK: "W-what do you mean?"

V: "You've been overly friendly with her, bro. I can't work out if you're trying to work an angle and steal Hyung's girl or if you're actually trying to be her friend."

JM: "Oh yeah, I noticed that too. Even though you and Siri are weirdly like soulmates or some shit, it's weirder that you've gone from hating her to having goo-goo eyes for her."

I heard Jungkook clear his throat and saw his head drop down. "I realised she's not as bad as I thought and that I should give myself a chance in being her friend... Turns out we have a lot in common and it might seem like I'm flirting but I guess we just get along really well... I'm not trying to steal her from Hyung..."

Ohh! So he does just want to be friends! Thank god!

I was so happy to hear this, I decided to give Jungkook a hug from behind to show him that friends is what we are. When I wrapped my arms around him, he jolted since he wasn't expecting me to be there.

JK: "Siri?!" He said in shock.

Siri: "That was sweet of you Koo. Thanks for saying that because I've been worrying if you were trying to come between Yoongi and I but now that you've cleared that up, I can relax. I'm happy we can be good friends!"

I hugged him tighter then let go and his doe-eyes were wide with shock and confusion.

JK: "Uhh, yeah... good friends..."

Siri: "Anyways, good morning boys!" I hugged Taehyung and Jimin too so they didn't feel left out and they smiled appreciatively.
"Thought I'd say hi before I meet my man in the music room. I guess I'll catch you boys later!"

I started walking backwards and the guys waved out to me while Jungkook looked a little... Worried?  I wondered why for a moment but then I remembered I have a grumpy morning person waiting for me in the music room so I skipped myself over to him happily.




Jungkook's POV

SHIT!

She heard the conversation?!

And Taehyung and Jimin noticed I've been trying to get closer to Siri which means Yoongi would definitely have noticed too! 

Shit!   I should count myself lucky that Yoongi hasn't confronted me about it! He'd really kick my ass if he had to.

Now I really can't come between them because she thinks I just want to be friends!

FUUUUCK!!!

Why did Tae have to ask that stupid question?!  Why did she have to hear it?!  Why did I have to lie and say I just wanted to be her friend when what I really want is to be her man again?!

But it's not like I could say, 'I'm from the future where Siri and I are actually married and I fucked up big time, somehow ended up in this time period and ruined my connection with her and now I want to get her back so I still have a future with her' - No way could I say this. They'd think I was fucking nuts!

What the fuck do I do now?!



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