Siri POV

It's Saturday and the guys and I are at a theme park for some fun. Jungkook suggested the idea and I totally loved it. Yoongi, Jimin and Hobi on the other hand, weren't overly keen to go on the scary rides but were happy to come along for the entertainment.

While I would've liked to have gone on the scary rides with my man, he said he was happy to just watch from the sidelines so Jungkook and I ended up pairing together on a lot of the rides. Taehyung managed to convince Jimin to go on some rides but Jimin would only go if he held Tae's hand funnily enough.

At the start of us riding together, Jungkook said I could hold his hand if I was scared but I'm no pussy. I love to have my arms up and feel the adrenaline rush.

We did have a blast on the rides though and in between the first few, Yoongi would be waiting for me at the end with Hobi. He would have a soft smile and an arm out for me to run into and cuddle for a moment before Jungkook and I would go on another ride.

After a few rides, we lost the guys and were on our way to find them but Jungkook stopped me to play some carnival games. 

JK: "Hold on a sec. I wanna play some of these games to win a prize."

Siri: "What prize are you hoping to get?"

JK: "I wanna get that fluffy bunny for you."

He handed some cash over to a man who gave him some baseball looking balls to chuck at the moving clowns.

I was confused. Why would he want to win me something?

Siri: "Jungkook, you don't need to win me anything..."

JK: "You can't come to a place like this and leave empty handed. You gotta leave with something that will remind you of today, of the fun we had." He smiled at me sweetly and my heart fluttered for some reason.

Siri: "Kookie it's ok. Really, you don't have to."

He winced at hearing me call him 'Kookie' and I wondered if I said the wrong thing. Does he not like me using 'Kookie'? But other people call him that...

Jungkook cleared his throat, clicked his neck and rolled his shoulders as he was getting himself ready to hit the moving clowns.

JK: "I'm going to win you that bunny." He said with confidence as he glared at the moving clowns.

I have to admit... It was sorta hot seeing him like that...

He threw the first ball and it hit a clown. Then the next ball also got a clown. He had 5 balls and each one of them hit a clown. He was amazing! He really is the golden maknae of his friends!

"You, young lad, have won your choice of a prize!" The man in charge of the game said.

JK: "The pink bunny please." He said happily.

My heart was racing for some reason. I can't believe Jungkook actually knocked them all down and he won a prize. All for me.

The older gentleman grabbed the pink bunny, giving it to Jungkook and he proudly smiled at me, extending the bunny to me.

Siri: "You were so good! Wow!" I took the pink bunny and held it close to my chest, nuzzling my nose on top of its head. "It's so soft! I love it! Thank you Jungkook. You really didn't have to."

JK: "Don't worry about it. It's for all the times you gave me your spare banana milk and for allowing me to become closer with you. I'm sorry I was stand-offish at the beginning."

Siri: "You're making up for it now so it's ok. I've got to show Yoongi the cute bunny! He'll probably wanna win me a cat next!" 

Jungkook's POV

In 'our' time when I won her a bunny, she said she was gonna name it after me and she couldn't stop gushing over how cute and soft it was. She said it was her favourite stuffed toy because I won it for her and she always left it on her bed sitting on her pillows.

I was hoping to evoke some kind of feelings from her. Like maybe she would name it after me like she did in 'our' time but nooo, she just had to mention Yoongi after I won her the bunny...

Ok, so the holding hands on rides suggestion didn't work since she's like me and we both love putting our arms up → FAIL.

After every ride she would go to Yoongi and hug or kiss him rather than stay behind with me → FAIL.

We went into a haunted house themed building together but a group of scaredy cat chicken shits that included Taehyung, Jimin and Hoseok, caught up to us and ruined the moment Siri was holding me → FAIL.

I won the pink bunny and she's gonna go show Yoongi → FAIL.

FUCK!

What else can I do??

Siri: "Yoongi texted saying he had to help Hobi in the bathroom. Apparently they tried out the pirate ship together and it didn't go so well." She had a smile on her face as she was trying to contain a giggle and it made me wonder why.

JK: "Why are you smiling about that?"

Siri: "Coz Hobi is a total wimpy chicken shit. I can just imagine Hobi was screaming loudly in Yoongi's ear and Yoongi would not have been impressed. That would have been so damn funny to watch! I'm sad we missed it."

We were walking towards the bathrooms near the exit now and I felt my nerves going crazy.

I need more time alone with her!

I then saw the big ferris wheel near us and I had an idea.

JK: "Hey, would you wanna go on the ferris wheel with me? Our last ride together for tonight?"

Please say yes, please say yes, please say yes...

Siri: "Sure. I love it when they stop at the top and we can look at the view."

Yes! Ok! I know what I'm gonna do and I hope it works!

Siri and I got into a carriage, sitting opposite each other and she had the pink bunny on her lap, cuddling it while resting her chin on its head. She was looking out the window and she just looked so damn cute. Pretty. Beautiful. Stunning. 

JK: "Would you uh... mind if I took a photo of you? You just look really pretty..."

Siri's eyes widened as she chuckled and blushed. "Uh... sure. I guess you can."

JK: "You don't need to look at the camera. Just do what you're doing. You're stunning as you are."

She cleared her throat and looked away as she blushed again. I couldn't help but smile knowing I do still have an affect on her.

I took the photo and she continued looking out at the view, avoiding my eyes since I probably embarrassed her. I decided this was the time to work some magic while it was nice and quiet between us. I cleared my throat and started to sing the song she wrote for me...

~ Neoneun nae sale dasi tteun haetbit... ~

Siri immediately turned her head to watch me sing while I just looked out at the view...

~ Jeogi meolliseo badaga deullyeo... ~

I could tell she didn't take her eyes off me and when it came to the chorus, I looked straight at her as I tried to convey my love for her through the song...

~ Take my hands now, you are the cause of my euphoria
Yeah yeah,   yeah yeah,  yeah yeah
Euphoria
Take my hands now
You are the cause of my euphoria... ~

She looked at me softly and gave me the sweetest smile while I sang to her. I smiled back and had my heart racing. If this can put even the tiniest dent in her feelings for Yoongi to give some space for me, then I'll count this as a pass rather than a fail.

~ Euphoria
Close the door now
When I'm with you I'm in utopia ~

Siri: "Wow. That was beautiful, Kookie. I've never heard it before, did you write it?"

My heart sank at the nickname she called me and I felt disheartened.

JK: "Someone special wrote it... Someone who deserves the world and more..." I said softly as I swallowed the lump in my throat and looked away from her towards the view as I could feel tears brimming my eyes.

She's never going to sing it for me ever again is she?...

Singing our song for her → FAIL

I tried to look up and quickly blink the water away from my eyes and it seemed to be working.

"Hey," She said softly, "Are you ok? You got upset at me calling you 'Kookie' again... Do you not want me to call you that?" She asked with worry and concern.

Oh... she noticed?

JK: "It's not that... It's just... Um... Do you think... you could call me 'Koo' instead?"

She looked at me with confusion, "Koo?"

JK: "Yeah... it just... came to me just now... Everyone calls me Kookie or Kook but I want something different... From you... Is that ok?..." I asked hesitantly.

Siri: "You only want me to call you that?"

I nodded my head and bit my lower lip in nervousness. This is a really weird thing to ask of someone isn't it?  But I just needed some part of my Siri back. Something so I don't feel like a total failure.

You are a failure! Because you are weak, weak, WEAK!

Siri: "Sure, I can call you that if you want me to. It's pretty cute. And that song is really beautiful."

Yeah... beautiful just like its songwriter...

Siri: "Oh! We're at the bottom! Time to get off! Yoongi said they're waiting by the car."

She hopped out of the carriage but before she could get too far away from me, I quickly grabbed her left arm and turned her to face me. She bumped into my chest and yelped for a moment at my abruptness as I wrapped my arms around her to give her a hug.

Siri: "Um... Koo?" She mumbled against my neck.

My heart fluttered at hearing her finally saying Koo. I've missed it so much...

JK: "I just wanna thank you for today and for spending some time with me." I mumbled over her shoulder. 

I took a deep inhale of her scent, trying to savour it because I don't know when I'll get the chance to be close to her like this again.

Siri: "Aw, Koo. I'm glad you had fun today. I definitely had fun." She hugged me back and I didn't want to let her go...
"And thank you for winning me the bunny. I think I'll call him Cooky with a C, after you of course since you got him for me."

My heart did a hundred flips! She offered to name the bunny after me after all! Like she did in 'our' time!

Maybe things are looking up?

But then I realised she's still going home with Yoongi and whatever I've done today may not have mattered...

Fuck...

I just hope the pink bunny will be a reminder of me...

Please Universe! Let me have my future wife back! 

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