Jungkook's POV

These past couple weeks I've been trying to charm Siri. It's been damn hard because I don't want to be too obvious in my flirting in front of Yoongi or the others. I don't think it's working because she still spends every day with Yoongi and even more so now because they are working on a song together.

I need to get her alone but I can't think of an excuse.

While I was thinking about what to do, Taehyung was hanging with Jimin and I at our flat when he suddenly remembered he left his saxophone in the music department.

V: "Kookie, come with me!"

I groaned, "Why do you need me to come with you? Take Jiminie-hyung."

V: "Because it's late and I'm scared. Jiminie is a scaredy cat too but you're the brave one out of all of us so I need you to come with me." He tugged on the sleeve of my shirt to try pull me up from my seat.

JM: "Yoongi-hyung and Siri will be there anyway so you don't need to be scared."

V: "It's scary walking there! Pleeease can you guys just come with me!"

Jimin and I both rolled our eyes but reluctantly went with him.

Taehyung was right. It is sort of scary out here, especially at night. Not that I'm scared or anything but I can see why he didn't want to come alone. The music department is sort of isolated from other departments due to the noise they make which can disrupt other classes.

There was one room that had its lights on which must be the one Siri and Yoongi are practising in. Tae started skipping towards the room until he suddenly stopped at the door and froze.

JM: "Why aren't you going in? Something scary in there?"

V: "Shhh! Definitely not scary. More sexy." He whispered to us.

JK: "What are you talking about Hyung?"

Taehyung stepped to the side a little so Jimin and I could look through the little side window and what I saw made my heart drop.

"Say my name, Baby girl. Let me remind you who this pussy belongs to and what my name is!"

"You Yoongi! It's yours! And it wants to cum for you! Pleeease!"

"Holy shit!" Jimin whisper-shouted. "Yoongi-hyung is going hard on Siri!  Like wow!  He's even choking her! And it looks like she's fucking loving it!  And on the piano too?!  What kinky fuckers!"

I couldn't say or do anything. I was overwhelmed. I felt like my heart was getting ripped out and stomped on.

Seeing my wife getting fucked roughly the way I know she likes by another man is pretty damn horrible. It felt like I just caught my wife cheating on me even though I know that's not the case.

JK: "Let's leave them to it, guys. You can get your saxophone tomorrow, Tae."

I started turning to leave but...

JM: "Fuck that, I wanna watch!"

V: "Me too!"

I groaned as I was becoming angry and upset at the same time. I wanted to go in there and pull Yoongi off Siri and punch the shit out of him but I know I can't.  I have no right.  She's not mine right now and I need to leave before I do something I'll regret. I already regret so much and I don't want to add hurting a friend to the list.

JK: "Let's go before they catch us peeping." I grumbled as I pulled both Taehyung and Jimin by the back of their shirts.

They both protested in whisper-shout.

JK: "Fine. I'll leave you two here to walk back in the dark by yourselves then. See if I care if you shit your pants."

I started walking away from them and they looked at each other worriedly before having one last look through the window to see Yoongi and Siri. They both pouted and groaned but followed after me.

JM: "Damn. Yoongi-hyung is lucky to have Siri. I'm pretty fucking jealous."

I was a little confused at what made Jimin say this so suddenly so I asked why.

JM: "Well first of all, she's pretty darn beautiful don't you think? Like she has that natural beauty some girls don't have."

V: "Oh! And those blue eyes of hers! I could just swim in them!" Taehyung swooned over her eyes.

I gotta agree with both of them on her beauty and eyes. I always loved looking into her eyes. Even now when she's not looking at me like she used to but at Yoongi instead...

JM: "Second of all, she's not all over us like other girls. It's refreshing to actually have a girl as a real friend and not use us for sex."

V: "Oh yes! I like that point too!"

I was confused at that point. I thought they both liked to use girls for sex...

JK: "But don't you guys like using girls for sex too? That's why we're known as the university's fuckboys..."

JM: "I'm only this way because I haven't found 'the one' yet. Gotta fuck a few to find the right one, ya know? If they're no good in bed then obviously that's a no-go with a relationship for me. But if I found someone like Siri, I wouldn't let her go. She's a keeper for sure. Especially after seeing a bit of her kink just before."

I felt a guilty pang in my chest when hearing he wouldn't let Siri go and calling her a keeper. I've definitely been regretting my decision of letting her go and being in this time period. Like I've been thinking lately, I need to get her back.

V: "I'm the other way round. I'd rather make a connection first before getting into a relationship. That way it doesn't matter if the girl is shit in bed or not. Sex is better when it's with someone you care about and have feelings for. Sex can always improve when you're in a relationship because you can try things together and be each other's firsts for things."

God! I felt even more regretful because even though the me from 5 years ago knew this, I only realised (again) what Taehyung said 2 weeks ago. That sex is better with someone you love. I'm a total fool for not realising that sooner, before I came back to this time.

Because you are weak, weak, WEAK!

JM: "That's your way and there's my way, Tae. Either way, Yoongi-hyung is the lucky one. He gets to wake up with the one person who makes him happy all the time, can obviously have sex whenever he wants with her- like what we just saw, and he wouldn't have to worry about STD's or if he got a one night stand preggers or not because you have that trust in a relationship."

Have these two been thinking this stuff the whole time? If they're jealous of Yoongi in this time period, they must have been jealous and thought the same thing in 'our' time when I was with her...

Wow, this is a revelation... So basically... The future Jimin and Taehyung are single because they just haven't found the right girl yet, not because they want to be single...

Fuck I'm so stupid!

That's why in 'our' time they would sometimes tell me to go home to Siri and be with her rather than be out drinking.  Shit!  They must think I'm a bad, ungrateful husband in the future!

You ARE because you are weak, weak, WEAK!

My thoughts were all over the place as we were walking back to our flat. It's clear that I'm the one that's been an ungrateful bastard in the future. I didn't appreciate what I had even when the guys kept telling me to go home to her.

This makes me more motivated to make her mine again and have our future. But this time, I'm not going to resort to drinking my problems away. I'm not going to push her away because she vowed to be my light and my support. Hell, I might even go for a different job since that's what started all the stress and drama in the first place.

I need to do better with my charms and flirting with Siri.

I need to get her alone.

But how? I thought back on how I made connections with her and most were during our dates.

DING! Light bulb moment!

Our first date! At the theme park!

If I suggest going to the theme park, I know the guys will want to come but I also know that Yoongi hates scary rides. He won't want to go on them at all and I know Siri will want to because it's one of the things we have in common. She and I will be able to go on rides together and that's when I can try connect with her.

This is perfect! I'll suggest it for this upcoming weekend because next weekend will be my birthday and the concert. 

I just hope there's a chance for me to show her how good we can be together. I hope I can make her feel that soulmate feeling we used to have for each other.

I really hope I can get her back.

Get our future back.

Get us back.

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