you're not in love with me.

you call yourself 'infatuated'

'head over heels'

well then god dammit why was it so easy to ice me out?

does not talking make your eyelids heavy and your chest heave like my own? does holding something back make your throat burn and eyes itch like mine? do your hands get clammy? do your knees feel weak? shaky fingers? 

do you fight back the urge to scream 'i miss you'?

you're not in love with me.

k.h.