Hyunjin was combing and styling his hair hurriedly in front of the mirror. He wore a blue hoodie with jeans that fit him nicely.

"Babe hurry up!" he heard Felix whined, calling for him as he checked himself for the last time in the mirror.

"Yeah coming!"

Hyunjin walked towards the living room and saw pouting Felix, sitting on the couch waiting for him. Not forgetting about the arms crossed on his chest.

"What took you so long?" the freckled boy asked as he stood up, not really wanting the answer actually. So he went towards the door and opened it as he walked towards the older's car, opening the car's door and hopped in, leaving Hyunjin.

Hyunjin sighed softly as he shook his head, so done with his boyfriend's behavior because he usually sulk with him these days.

After he done locking the house's door, he walked towards his car and also hopped in, starting the engine.

"I'm sorry okay, baby? I promise that I will buy your fav chips when we get there" Hyunjin said while he looked at the boy beside him. Felix just looked up at him while he still crossing his arms.

"Really?" he asked the older softly. Hyunjin smiled at him and nodded. "Okay, apology accepted!" the freckled boy said as he smiled widely. No more crossing arms as he hugged the older and kissed him on the cheek.

"Awh I want it heree" Hyunjin whined as he pouted his lips, waiting for a kiss there.

"Nah-ah, gimme my chips first" Felix said as he sat carefully on his seat and took out his phone. The older groaned but he shrugged afterwards.

Buy chips, get the kiss.
Got it.

Hyunjin held the steering and slowly drove out of their home yard and went straight to the mall.

While driving, Hyunjin heard the giggle coming from beside him.

That adorable giggles urgh. Always makes him wants to hug the boy but he controlled himself. The older looked at the boy's phone, looking at what the other was watching.

Hyunjin saw that he was watching a cooking show on youtube. The show is starred by an amazing chef, known as Chef Lee Know which knows everything about foods. Hyunjin also knew that his boyfriend loves the chef so much because he loves to cook and always watches the chef's show.

The older then looked back at the road with a pout, he needs to make his little boyfriend forget about the chef and just give him his attention. Well, three missions.

Buy chips, get the kiss and get the attention.

He continued to drive safely until they arrived at the mall.

- shopping scene -

After about 15 minutes of driving, they reached the mall. Hyunjin searched for a parking lot near the entrance door of the mall. After he got one, he parked his car nicely and turned off the engine.

He went out of the car and quickly made his way towards the other side, opening the door for Felix. The blonde boy giggled while tying his shoes.

"You don't need to open the door for me, love" he said as he went out of the car after done tying his shoes. Hyunjin giggled.

"I just want to" both of them then smiled at each other and went inside the mall.

Felix intertwined their hands as he pulled his boyfriend towards a shop that newly opened. This is why the younger boy was so rush back in their house. It's because the shop was having an offer for their opening grant(?).

Both of them entered the shop named YOutfit.

"How may I help you?" it's only their opening, but they already have a great service.

"I'll just look around first" Felix said politely. The girl nodded as she waited for the two at the counter. The freckled boy then dragged Hyunjin towards the pastel coloured clothes. "Gosh, Hyun! Look at this colourrr. This is so prettyyy" he said, silently squealing as he observed all of the clothes.

He loves pastel, it's aesthetic and he loves aesthetic. There are so many things that he loves.

"May I buy this one, love?" Felix asked, holding a pastel pink colored sweater as he looked up at the older with his puppy eyes.

Hyunjin chuckled and nodded.

"Of course you may, baby. Just take what you want" he said, doesn't even care about his money, he loves to see Felix happy, especially because of him. He's whipped mann.

Felix squealed again as he took the clothes on his embrace, still not letting go of Hyunjin's hand.

"They're cute"

"I know right" a lady behind the counter sighed as they both looked at the couple, sudden lonely feeling rushing through their spine.

"You should get yourself a man or a girl, dumbass" the other said to the lady behind the counter.

"You too, dumbass"

The two girls started bickering, still lowering their voice to not disturb the customers. That's until Felix and Hyunjin appeared with 3 sweaters and 2 jeans with beautiful colors.

"I'll buy this" Felix said, softly as he put down the clothes on the counter with a smile.

"Alright!" the girl behind the counter said as she shooed another girl to go continue her work. The other just obeyed and went to another customer that just went in their shop.

The cashier scanned all the price tags and told the boys the price. Hyunjin paid as the younger took the bags of his clothes in his hands.

"Thank you for coming" the girl said, with a smile as she bowed. The other two boys nodded and returned the smile.

Hyunjin and Felix went out of the shop.

"Time for my chips!" the freckled boy said as he giggled, making Hyunjin chuckled at him. The older ruffled his boyfriend's hair.

"Aight, let's go" he grabbed the bags from Felix with one hand and the other hand made its way to intertwine with the younger's hand.

Both of the boys walked towards the market in the shopping mall while talking and laughing. After they reached the market, they quickly entered after Felix grabbed a trolley.

They're also here to buy some things for their house.

Hyunjin put the bags in the trolley and pushed it everywhere Felix went. The younger boy went to the kitchen section to buy some vegetables, fruits and meat.

While he was choosing the meat, Hyunjin told him that he will go to the toilet for a while. Felix nodded and let his boyfriend go to the toilet.

It's after Felix had chose the right meat, he went to the bathroom section with the trolley. He also texted Hyunjin that he was in the bathroom section so that the older won't be panic to search for him.

Felix hummed as he looked at all of the shampoos with different brands, he took a bottle of shampoo and opened the shampoo cap(?) to smell the scent.

He wasn't sure that he likes the scent or not so he put it down back, as he was about to take another bottle of shampoo, someone bumped into him until he fell on the floor.

Felix yelped at the sudden bump and then he looked up to look at the 'someone'.

"I'm sorry, didn't notice you there" that someone said as he smiled or that's what Felix thought. He was wearing a black mask with a black cap, all black clothes making him looks creepy.

"Oh- I-It's okay" Felix stuttered as he stood up.

"You sure it's okay? I can help you if you got injured" the man suddenly grabbed his wrist and pulled him closer.

"No! You don't have to. I'm really okay, please, let go of me" the freckled boy begged as he tried to pull his wrist off the man's grip but it's useless because the other is much stronger and bigger than him.

"Your pretty ass must be hurt right? Lemme check it for you" the man's other hand made its way towards Felix's waist and then slowly went down to grab his butts as his hand tried to get into the boy's pants.

Felix felt like crying as he doesn't know what to do, he begged and begged but nothing is going to change the man's mind. The bathroom area where he is, is empty. No one other than the man and him is there.

"Hyunjin.. Help me please"

A tear fell down through his cheek as he cried for help. He doesn't stop to get the man's grip off his wrist. He continued to pulled his wrist from the man while the other just continued to touch him everywhere.

That's when the man suddenly being thrown to the floor, Felix opened his eyes as he finally feel that the man wasn't holding him anymore. As soon as he opened his eyes, he saw that Hyunjin was straddling on the man as he punched the man's jaw until it was badly injured.

The man coughed out blood as he tried to punch Hyunjin back but he got interrupted by another punch on his cheek.

Hyunjin gripped the man's jacket with his anger rising.

"You dare to touch my boyfriend like that again, I'll end your life" he said with his deep voice and pushed the man on the floor harshly after he received some weak nods from the other.

Hyunjin stood up while panting softly and looked behind him, his evil looking expression turned into a soft one as he was greeted by a crying and shaking Felix, who was hugging himself.

The man ran away from there. The older walked towards his boyfriend and hugged him. Felix flinched at that but soon he calmed down, knowing that Hyunjin is the one who hugged him. He returned the hug and continued to sob.

"Shh.. It's okay. He's gone, I'm here" he said softly as he patted the back of the younger's head slowly. "I'm sorry for leaving you just now" he said again, feeling guilty. He tightened the hug.

"I-I wanna go h-home.." Felix mumbled in between his sobs, he definitely is scared by that.

"Alright. Now" he pulled off the hug and bent down to wipe the tears away from his boyfriend's face as he continue what he wanna say. "We will take your chips and then go pay for them. After that we'll go home, okay?" he pecked the freckled boy's forehead.

Felix nodded slowly, he sniffled as continued to hug himself, feeling disgusted.

Hyunjin noticed that, he grabbed the younger by his waist, pulling him closer to him as he pushed the trolley to the snack section and took many packets of chips into the trolley and then made their way to the counter to pay.

After paying, Hyunjin immediately brought both of them to his car and let Felix got in the car first before he went to open the car's boot and put the things they have bought in there.

Done, he hopped in the car after he closed the boot and started the engine.

"May we have a movie night, tonight darling?" Hyunjin asked. Felix looked at him with a small smile as he nodded. The older smiled back at him and gave a peck on the other's lips. "Don't think about that okay? We'll just have fun" he said.

"Okay.." Felix said in a husky voice. Probably because of crying. Hyunjin grinned at that as he intertwined their hands on Felix's lap while his other hand was holding the steering like a pro.

The older quickly drove out of the parking and went home.

- shopping scene -

Hyunjin got out from the car and sent Felix in the house first before he went to take the things out of the car's boot.

He put the vegetables and meats in the fridge and washed the fruits before arranging them on the counter perfectly. He knows that Felix usually does that after they get home after shopping.

He took the bag of chips to the living room where Felix was waiting for him.

"Go take a shower first, baby" Hyunjin said as he looked at the boy who was fiddling with his fingers like he wanted to say something. "What is it, darling? You want to tell me something?" Hyunjin asked.

"Em.. Can we.. take a shower together?" Felix asked hesitantly. Hyunjin blushed at that but then he just smiled at the boy.

"Yes, of course. Let's go"

Both of the boys went into their shared bedroom which has a bathroom. Hyunjin took two towels for them and immediately went inside the bathroom, following Felix from behind.

The cameramen and author just waited for them to done showering together, outside of the bathroom.

You guys can't get into their private part ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Okay let's just say that I'm too lazy to write that part. That is why.

After a few minutes of cleaning each other(okay that sounds so wrong), they got out from the bathroom and wore some comfortable clothes. They're going to have a movie night with cuddles. Of course they had to wear comfortable clothes.

"Do you feel better?" Hyunjin asked after both of them finally made their way to the couch. The younger looked up at him as he smiled and nodded.

"Yeah.. I'm feeling better, thanks to you, love"

"Great. Now let's start to watch some movies~" the older turned off the light and sat down beside Felix, who was wrapping himself under a blanket.

He handed Felix the already opened plastic bag of chips as he got himself one. He went under the blanket and let the freckled boy snuggled close to him.

Hyunjin wrapped his arm around the boy's waist to make him feel safe as he put the chips on his lap and eating it using his other hand. Felix chose a movie for them to watch and put his head on the older's chest.

In the middle of the movie, Felix suddenly looked up at Hyunjin, staring at his beautiful, handsome and gorgeous face and remembering all of those happy memories they made together.

From the highschool love until now, they're still together eventhough they've fought a lot. And it's probably because of each other's ego. But that didn't last long until one of them pushed the ego away and apologized, that's when they got together again.

Felix also remember the things that the older had done to him. When his finger got cut, Hyunjin was panicking and that made him laugh because it's just his finger and the older already became that panic.

And just now.. the shopping scene.. He could see that the love Hyunjin has for him is too much. And he also love him back that much.

Then he realized something, eventhough he had been so stubborn, sulky and moody all the time, Hyunjin was always there. He didn't even complaining about it, which made Felix felt relief and guilty.

He felt relief because Hyunjin is still here, being his boyfriend and can still holding on with his behavior until he realized about it. And he felt guilty because he always got mad at Hyunjin even with the smallest thing. But the older is still here.

He doesn't go...
Yet.

"Hyunjin-ah.." Felix called for his boyfriend as his voice cracked and he slowly sobs.

Hyunjin, who was too engulfed in the movie finally looked down at his boyfriend when he heard the broken voice came out of the younger's mouth.

The older cupped the freckled boy's cheeks with his hands and a frown on his face.

"Why are you crying baby?" he asked, concerned.

"I'm sorry.." Felix said as he sobbed, he hugged the older as if there is no tomorrow. They ignored the chips that fell on the floor as they are in their own world.

"Why are you sorry? You didn't do anything wrong, love" he pulled the boy's head to hide in his chest as he put his chin on the younger's head.

"I did so many wrong things before.. I got so moody at you all the time but yet you're still here. You even saved me and protected me from everything.. I'm so sorry" Felix uttered.

Hyunjin cooed at the boy.

"What are you talking about? You're the love of my life, Lix. Of course I'll protect you in every way I can. If I don't love you, I'm not here anymore. I'm still here because I love you so so much, love. I hope you got that in your pretty brain. I love you"

Felix whined as he felt touched this time, hearing those coming from the older, making him cried even more.

"I love you too" he said in between his cry. "I love you so so much too"

Hyunjin pulled off from the hug and cupped Felix's cheeks again, they stared into each other's eyes, feeling butterflies in their stomach just like the day when they met each other for the first time.

After Felix calmed down from the cry and there is just the sounds of sniffles coming from him, Hyunjin leaned in slowly as he attached their lips together as they moved in sync.

Felix closed his eyes as he kissed back and Hyunjin followed after him, closing his eyes too as he smiled in the kiss.

The kiss was just slow and passionate, full of emotions as both of them are too engulfed with the taste of each other's lips.

After a while, they pulled away from the kiss and rested his forehead on the other one's.

Both giggling.

"Hyunnie.." Hyunjin hummed. "Please make love to me"

The older got shocked by that.

"Are you sure you're ready, love?" he asked as Felix nodded.

"Yes, I'm sure. I trust you, love"

Hyunjin smiled at that and showered the younger boy with kisses. Then, he made Felix wrapped his legs around his waist as he stood up and brought the boy into their bedroom, leaving all of the chips and the tv opened.

The older then put Felix on the bed slowly as he hovered above the younger, making Felix giggled for no reason.

"I'll make love to you, love. And I'll always be here. Here always"

- end of shopping scene -

i don't write smut , remember ?

i should probably put the title as here always but ngeh . nevermind nyehe

i was going to make it all fluff but then i decided to put angst too , it's not me if there's no angst part
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yeet .

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