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Alpha Rakkon's eyes search mine before he lowers his lips, claiming mine in a swift and dominant kiss. It's the second time my eyes grow wide from shock...

...as I've never truly been kissed.

I've never been loved.

His other arm lifts, his hand fisting the back of my hair while my lips part for his hungry tongue.

I've never been anything but submissive in my life...

...so it comes with ease as I fall into his body, melding into his touch.

Alpha Rakkon doesn't restrain himself any longer, devouring heated kisses as he controls them. A soft moan leaves my parted lips on a breath he and I take, though he's quick to overpower me once again. My breathing is shaky and uneven when his lips leave mine, sucking the flesh of my neck into his mouth as he trails kisses down to my collarbone.

My hands grasp the fabric of the front of his shirt, clinging onto him when his tongue delves into the soft spot where my neck meets my shoulder. I moan louder, the air hitching in my lungs when I feel his teeth scrap over my skin.

I've managed to drench my underwear, my eyelids blinking open as I'm in a daze when Alpha Rakkon draws himself away from my neck. I'm breathless as his eyes stare down into mine, his hand capturing my jaw as he tells me, "As there will be those that hold speculation of whether or not I've claimed and mated with your properly...given your position..." his voice trails off as his voice sparks something in me when he declares, "...so on the new moon, when there's barely a sliver of light left in the sky, you will be introduced to the pack where I will mate and claim you in front of the pack...where you will claim me as well. There will be no shadow of a doubt in their minds that you're my mate and claiming you rightfully so."

He's going to mate with me...

...in front of the entire pack?

There's a slight hesitation I hold, but he reassures me, "I don't want a single rumor to arise that you're my mate, though you've never been claimed or mated with properly. This will prove to the pack that we have nothing to hide and that their omega will also be their luna."

"I..." my voice teeters off quickly, my heart skipping a beat.

Alpha Rakkon furrows his brows as he asks, "Do you object?"

"I'm just...scared..." I whisper back, unsure if I'll even be able to do what he's asking of me.

He nods, kissing me again before he says, "You have no reason to be scared and I won't let anything happen to you. If you're uncomfortable come that day, I won't force you into anything you aren't willing to do."

As he tells me this, it is reassuring that I don't have to do this...but I know it'll help with the transition into the pack. That much is certain and I'll hopefully have calmed my nerves by then.

With the date set of the approaching new moon, I remain in the sanctuary of Alpha Rakkon's bedroom. Only Will comes to visit and bring me food while I'm separated from the pack. I don't mind though, because I spend a lot of time reading the vast amount of books that Alpha Rakkon has accumulated over the years.

As much as the vampires try to play themselves off as superior beings, it makes me giggle at the way they've written and portrayed themselves. I read many different books too, ones containing faeries and mermaids, such wonders their lives hold as they fulfill the earthly desires of their very creation. Ending up lost in the books, it's not a surprise that I fall asleep with them in Alpha Rakkon's large bed.

As much as I end up being a little temptress as he calls it, he won't have sex with me. It's disheartening...but his reasoning is understandable.

As Alpha Rakkon cradles me in his arms, his chest bare against the tank-top I wear, he kisses my lips and reminds me, "I want our first time to be when I claim you."

"Can I not entertain you before hand?" I set a pouty look on my lips, which he chuckles at and kisses away when I giggle.

He arches a brow and asks, "Like the many men who've already had the pleasure of fucking you?"

That one hurt a little...

My eyes fall away from his, a whisper leaving my lips, "I enjoy pleasing..."

"Have you ever been pleasured?" His question throws me off as I bring my gaze back to meet with his.

Shaking my head, I reply, "Only you have..."

"Are you fucking serious?" His voice raises slightly and I flinch away at the inflection of his tone, "Me fingering you was the first time anyone has ever pleasured specifically you?"

My voice is even quieter when I reply simply, "Yes."

A mischievous and dark look playfully sparks across his eyes, Alpha Rakkon chuckling as he lifts away from me slightly, "I think it's about time we change that."

Alpha Rakkon is quick to lift me into a sitting position, snatching the shirt from the top of my body while my tits bounce into sight. I gasp when his mouth immediately sucks one of my nipples into his mouth, a moan followed shortly thereafter. He lays me back down against the sheets, his other hand cupping and massaging my other breast. My pussy lips are growing wet, my breathing uneven as he straddles my hips.

He switches breasts, his teeth scrapping my nipple before his tongue twirls around it. My head tilts back as I moan again, his mouth sucking a little harder as I cry out loud. I'm panting by the time he decides to relinquish his hold, his lips trailing kisses down my abdomen, over my belly button until he reaches the top of my thin shorts. Alpha Rakkon tears them away from my body, taking with them my underwear in a single fluid motion.

My teeth bite into my lower lip as I feel his fingers rubbing up and down my pussy lips, drawing up over my clit each time he makes a pass. When I buck my hips forward, two of his fingers quickly sink into me, muling as he thrusts them in and out of my walls. He strokes them, a quick, "Mmm...fuck me," leaves my lips between breaths.

When he suddenly removes them from me, I whimper, lifting up for him only to crawl back over top me. His eyes stare into mine, my heart skipping a beat before he entraps my lips in a heated kiss. Alpha Rakkon's hand cups the side of my face, his tongue entwining with mine as a light groan leaves his lips.

A few moments later, he breaks away from the kiss, lifting away from me, only to step off the bed. A small scream is ripped from my lips when he grasps the sides of my bare thighs, pulling me closer to the edge of the bed. I think I'm close enough, but he's not satisfied until my ass is nearly hanging off the edge...only then does he kneel on the floor before me.

My breathing is quick, but it only quickens when his mouth sucks my clit and pussy lips into his mouth. I cry out with a loud moan, grasping the covers above my head as Alpha Rakkon licks at my clit furiously. He rests my thighs over his shoulders, holding my hips so I can't squirm away...or grind them against his face when his tongue dips into my pussy.

My walls are stroked by his skillful tongue, moaning louder when Alpha Rakkon tongue fucks me until I'm crying from pleasure. My body is shaking, quivering and quaking under his touch as he sucks on my clit once more before my walls tighten and I cum hard. He doesn't stop though, licking up my juices as though it's the most delicious thing he's ever tasted.

What turns me on more?

Alpha Rakkon lifts up and leans over me, kissing me hard. I taste myself on his lips, his tongue that devours my mouth as we kiss one another in a heated passion. I almost lose sense of time and space, the way the two of us are set in this moment.

"I love you...Ash," Alpha Rakkon's voice coos next to my ear as he holds me close to his chest, "I will always protect you."

My heart nearly misses a few beats when I whisper back, "I love you too, Alpha R-"

"I am your alpha..." his voice cuts through mine and sends a shiver down my spine, "...but I'm also your mate. Rakkon, my lovely Ashling." As he says this, he nuzzles his nose into the crook of my neck, breathing in my scent deeply as his envelops around me.

Rakkon.

I murmur under my breath, "Rakkon..."

A deep chuckle comes from the back of his throat, his voice reverberating in his chest. His voice is husky, his teeth scrapping the outer shell of my ear as he corrects himself, "Perhaps my name alone shouldn't leave your lips...not yet anyways." I understand what he's referring to as I can feel his aroused cock pressing into the small of my back.

"I'm sorry..." I apologize.

"Don't apologize," he chuckles at this as well, his tongue drawing my earlobe into his mouth as a breathy moan leaves my lips, "I'm just imagining you screaming my name when I fuck you and that's not a healthy image for our situation."

My cheeks are red, which I'm thankful he can't see, but I release a small breath and ask, "What makes you so certain I'll scream it?"

"Minx," his teeth nip my lobe before he releases it from his mouth. He plants individual kisses down behind my ear, then to the side of my neck as he replies, "You've never been fucked by an alpha, now have you?"

"No," I whisper.

Rakkon then tells me with command, "I'll enjoy the way not only your wolf submits to me, but your whole being, Ash."

"I already submit to you..." I inhale sharply when he nips at the flesh of my shoulder, a small moan leaving my lips.

"Through the pack hierarchy? Yes," he confirms this as he continues to kiss me. His hand caressing over my abdomen as he pulls me flush against him, "As my mate? No; not entirely."

There's hesitation and a reservation I hold...

...he can feel it, sense it, because it's also the same attunement my wolf and I share.

"You don't place your faith and trust in me, that I will provide for and protect you," Rakkon voices the single doubt I have brewing in my mind.

After all, omegas are usually rejected and most certainly...ones that are mated to an alpha. It's a power play for them and at our expense, our souls and hearts are broken not just for us, but for our wolves...

"Ash," Rakkon's voice draws me from the swirling doubt that plagues my mind, only for him to tell me, "a pack is only as strong as its weakest link..." I feel his lips skim my shoulder, "...Alpha Zenon was careless and failed to see this," he pauses once more as his lips find my ear once again, "when that link is also signified as one of it's strongest, a luna...that is all they will see, because as I've told you before, the Moon Goddess doesn't make mistakes and I won't fight against our moon."

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