Chapter 9

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Jessica's POV:

Each and every second I spend with Brianna, the more my feelings seem to grow for her. If that's even possible. I just can't help it. She's so amazing, and well sexy. She puts up this tough front to everyone, but slowly I'm getting past her icy exterior. I'm seeing the real Brianna Steele, who isn't even close to being a bitch. She could actually be the sweetest person in the world if she wanted to.

I spent the night with her last night, and well to say it was amazing would be an understatement. The sex is not only just mind blowing, but after the sex is pretty fantastic too. She doesn't kick me out like she does to all the other girls, she holds me. Or I hold her. It's kind of romantic. She just makes my heart skip a beat, and gives me butterflies like I've never felt before. I just know I love her, and I know she loves me too. Even if she'll never admit it.

"Morning." Brianna sits up, and yawns.

"Morning beautiful." I giggle, noticing her extremely adorable bed hair.

"I know, I look like shit. Blame it on the alcohol." She turns to face me, and grins.

"No, you look good." I smirk at her.

"You are such a bad liar." She leans over and kisses me.

I kiss her back. "You always look good baby." I kiss her again.

"Well can't argue with that. I know I'm sexy. Even with my bed hair."

"Yes, you are. Even with your cute bed hair."

She gets up out of bed, and puts a shirt on. Damn, I like her better with no clothes on.

"Do you want anything to eat?" She asks.

"No. But there is something else I want."

"What is it?" She raises an eyebrow at me. It's really sexy when she does that, just saying.

"Come here."

She moves closer to me. "What is it?"

I grab her hand, and pull her on top of me. "You."

I think that was a little more then obvious though, when don't I want her? The better question is, who doesn't want her? She's just so irresistible. Sometimes, I find it hard to believe that out of all the hot girls in the world, she chooses me. I'm not anything special. I'm just some seventeen year old. She's the most gorgeous girl in the world.

I can't even find words to describe how good our sex is. There's no words strong enough. It's not only hot, but it's loving too. I mean, just the way she kisses me. It's like our lips were made for each other. I know, you're probably thinking I'm just some pathetic, clingy virgin but it's true.

After some incredible morning sex, I can't help but want more.

"I'm going to take a shower." She kisses my neck softly. "Want to join me?"

I don't have to think twice about that, of course I do.

Now, after our shower sex, we have to start getting ready. I swear, we would just stay at her place all day and umm 'work out' but sadly she has work, and I have hell. Formally known as school.

Why does my uniform have to be so hideous? I know I talk about this a lot, but just ew. Like whoever made these needs to be shot, just saying!

Just as I was putting on my tie, I feel Brianna's arms wrap around me from behind. "Did I ever mention how sexy you look in a tie?" She whispers in my ear.

That causes me to giggle, and of course blush. "Shut up. It's horrible."

"No really, the whole school girl thing is really hot."

I turn to face her. "Maybe I should wear this ugly outfit more often then?" I smirk before leaning in to kiss her.

She pushes me up against the wall, and slides her hands up my shirt. I swear, we would have had round three again right there, but her phone just had to ring. She goes to answer it, I think it was someone from her work. I don't know if you can tell by now, but Brianna and I have a lot of sex. I mean last night, we had quite a few rounds. And it's not even eight in the morning, or actually it is. Great, I'm late for school. Anyways, it's not even noon yet and we've already had two rounds. There was this incident where we had sex in the bathroom at Illusion a few weeks ago. That was pretty hot. It ranked in the top ten.

Brianna comes back, and interrupts my thoughts. "You're late. And so am I." She leans in and kisses me. "You're lucky you're so damn cute."

I smile, and blush again. Dammit, she really needs to stop making me do that. "Am I seeing you later?" I ask her.

"Of course you are. I couldn't go without seeing my Jessica." She kisses me again.

Did you hear that? My Jessica. I think I just died a little. Could she get anymore adorable?

She sets the alarm to her loft, and we head out to her car and get in. She drops me off at school, and since no one is around she gives me a passionate kiss before she drives off. She's so perfect, and I'm just so in love.

I'm so late, that I missed first period. I don't really care though. I head to my second period class, and take a seat. I don't even really listen to what the teacher is saying, I'm too busy thinking about Brianna. The truth is, I always think about her. But, you probably already knew that. I'm just crazy about this girl.

The next two periods drag on forever, but finally the bell rings for lunch. I go and meet Selena at our usual place, and sit down. I feel bad that I haven't spent a lot of time with her lately. The only time I really see her is during school.

"How's Brianna?" She asks, which was surprising. She doesn't really particularly care for Brianna, but I guess she's just trying to make conversation.

"She's good." I smile at her.

"How are things with her?" She takes a bite of her sandwich.

"They're actually really great."

"Is she the reason you were late this morning?"

"Yes, she was." I couldn't help but giggle a bit thinking of our really hot morning.

"My boyfriend and I spent the night together last night too." She took a drink of her water.

"Holy shit, you have a boyfriend?" I raise my eyebrow.

"Yup."

"You never told me." I frown.

She shrugs. "Well, I never really see you anymore."

"Who is he?" I ask.

"He doesn't go here."

"After school, we should hang out." I tell her.

"Really?" She looks over at me.

"Yeah, I miss you."

"Maybe we could have a sleep over? Like old times."

"Well, I'm actually seeing Brianna tonight..."

"Of course you are..." She looks down.

"But we have after school?" I smile at her.

"Yeah, I guess."

"I'm sorry for being such a shitty friend." I frown.

"Don't worry about it. I need to go to my locker, I'll see you after school."

Before I can say another word, she's off. Great, now I'm all by myself. Things are just awkward between us, and I just would do anything to fix them. She's more then my best friend, she's my sister.

"Aww, did you guys have a little fight or something?" I hear Amanda's voice.

I roll my eyes. "Just fuck off Amanda."

"You know, there's still hope for you Jessica."

I turn and glare at her. "What are you talking about now?"

"Jesus forgives sinners."

"The last time I checked, I haven't sinned." I smile at her.

"You're guilty of the sin of homosexuality. It's just immoral Jessica. You need to pray and ask for his forgiveness."

I stand up to face her. "You know what, I'm really not in the mood to kick your ass. So take your get out of jail free card, and move along." The last thing I wanted to hear right now was her bullshit. I love who I love, why can't people just accept that?

"I warned you Jessica. But it's not me you're going to have to answer to. It's him." She gives me a bitchy glance, before walking away.

The bell rings a few minutes later, and I head to class. The next two periods seem to drag on forever, but eventually the last bell rings and school is over. I walk over to the steps, where Selena is already there waiting for me.

"I'm really happy we're hanging out, Jess. I've missed you." She leans in and hugs me.

I hug her back. "Ready to go?"

"Yup." She was smiling at me. "My place or yours?" She asks.

"Hmm. Yours." I smile back.

"Alright cool."

I feel my phone vibrate. "Wait, I'm getting a call." I take out my phone, and see it's my mother. "Oh great." I mumble to myself as I roll my eyes.

"Hello?" I answer.

"Jessica, come home immediately." She sounds pissed.

"Am I in trouble?" I ask.

"Just come home."

"Is something wrong? I was going to go hang out with Selena."

"No. Come home NOW." She hangs up without saying another word.

"Let me guess, you can't hang out?" Selena was frowning.

"I guess not. I'm sorry. My mom wants me to come home. I don't know why."

"Whatever Jessica. Call me when you have time to be my friend." She storms off before I can say another word.

I sigh, and start walking home. I wonder what my mother's deal is. My room is probably just messy or something. Or I forgot to take out the trash. I walk home a little slower then usual. Anything to avoid dealing with her for just a little bit longer.

When I arrive at home, I open the door and walk into the living room to find my mother, father, and a man I haven't seen before. He looks nice at least. He's looks like he's in his forties or so. He has grey hair, and is going bald.

"Umm, what's going on?" I ask, as I set my bag on the floor.

"Jessica, come have a seat." My mother tells me.

I raise my eyebrow, and sit down next to her.

"This is Mr. Grey. He's here to help you." My mother looks at me as she speaks.

"Help me?" I turn to my dad, but he's staring at his shoes avoiding my eye contact.

"You're sick Jessica." My mother continues. "I got a call from that nice girl Amanda's parents. She phoned them at lunch, concerned about you. Bless her soul. Anyways, she told us the impure thoughts you've been having, and the disgusting lifestyle you've been living."

My heart just about stops. Did Amanda fucking out me?

"W-what are you talking about?" I stutter.

"After I got the call from her mother, I couldn't believe it. I looked around your room. I needed proof." She looks like she's about to cry. "And I found this picture." She hands it to me. It's a picture of Brianna and I at Rusty's kissing. "I also found this." She hands me my notebook, where I've doodled Brianna's name several times, and I've put her name in a heart, etc.

"How dare you fucking go through my stuff!" I raise my voice.

"I only did it to help you!" She defends herself.

"Jessica, your mother is very worried about you." Mr. Grey tells me.

"Shut the fuck up. This doesn't involve you." I say to him harshly.

"Jessica! Don't talk to him like that. He's going to make you better."

"Make me better?! There's nothing wrong with me." I stand up.

"I can barely even look at you." My mother stands up too. "It makes me sick knowing the type of lifestyle you were living. You're never allowed to see this Brianna again."

I couldn't even believe what I was hearing. "I'm going to see her. I don't care what you guys say."

"No, you're not." My mother argues.

"I love her." I feel myself starting to get teary eyed. "She's my everything."

"You're very very sick Jessica." My mother looks away from me.

"Dad...?" I turn to him, but he says nothing.

"You can't stop me from seeing her." I tell them, meaning every word of it.

"Jessica Elizabeth, stop this at once." My mother glances over at me again.

"No. I'm a lesbian, and I'm not changing who I am for anyone."

My mother moves closer to me, and begins to raise her voice. "Stop it right now!" She can't stand to hear the truth.

"I can't mom. It's who I am."

"And who you are is disgusting! You're going to spend eternity in hell!"

"Then I'll see you there!" I respond.

The next thing I know, she slaps me.

"Sharon!" My father stands up, finally saying something.

I can't even believe she slapped me. I move my hand up to my face, and touch my cheek. I'm just in total shock. She's gotten pissed at me before, but she's never slapped me...

"All we want to do is help you!" Tears start to fall down her cheeks. "We want you to see the light! You need to be saved..."

"I don't need to be saved from anything! Why does it matter who I love?" I ask.

"Because it's wrong! It's a sin to love someone of the same gender!"

"Then call me a sinner! Because I love her, and nothing is going to change that." I tell them.

"Then get out of my house."

"Sharon... Please..." My father mumbles quietly.

"No Robert! I'm serious. She's disgusting and I can't have someone who chooses that lifestyle living under my roof!"

I can't believe what's happening. First she slaps me, and then she kicks me out? Aren't parents suppose to love their children unconditionally?

"Fine, you want me gone. I'm gone." I storm upstairs, and pack some essential things like clothes, makeup, my iPod, my toothbrush, etc. I come back downstairs a few minutes later, and without another word I'm out the door.

"And don't you bother coming back!" My mother shouts after me.

There's only one place I can think of to go, and I think you know where that is. I make my way over to Brianna's loft, and knock on the door hoping with everything I have in me that she's home. She's answers the door a few seconds later.

I feel the tears start to roll down my face. "They kicked me out..." Was all I managed to say.

She grabs my bag of stuff and puts it on the floor. She wraps her arms around me and kisses me deeply. "Well, now you're home." She whispers, before kissing me again.

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