Brianna's POV:

About another month has passed since I've known Jessica, and to be honest it's been pretty amazing. She's really sweet... and kind, and so many more things. I've never met someone like her before. I've never met someone who's fought for me this hard and this long. It's really adorable. She's really adorable. Not that I would ever admit that to her or anyone else.

There's also something different about our sex. It's really amazing, but that's not it. I hold her after, or she holds me. Sometimes we just fall asleep in each other's arms. I've never done that before, with anyone. I've never even held someone before Jessica, or been held. It's a nice feeling. It gives me this warm feeling inside that I've never had before. It's weird.

She's still not my girlfriend. I will never do girlfriends. I like to fuck, plain and simple. Jessica is the only person that I've broken my not sleeping with someone twice rule for. She's the one and only person that I will ever break that rule for. There's just something about her that's so irresistible and breath taking.

Today I'm taking Jessica to her first bar. Usually my friends and I go to Illusion, but this bar is pretty nice too. It's called Rusty's. It looks kind of old fashion, and really nice. It has a pool table, and large TV's that display things that no one pays attention to. Everyone is too busy getting wasted, or they're too busy hitting on someone trying to get laid.

I don't even have to hit on people, people just want me. Everyone knows I'm amazing in bed. The best to be perfectly honest. All girls wish they could have me, even guys do. Sadly for them I'm unobtainable. It's just the way I am and I'll never change.

Today was Saturday, everyone's favorite day of the week, including mine. I can catch up on my precious sleep, and do whatever I want all day. Fortunately for me I don't have any work to do this weekend. I'm all caught up.

Today started out like any other Saturday. I woke up, went to Joe's and had a cup of coffee with my friends. Then we made our way down to our gym. This gym was also located where you would find most gay people. It's like our own little gay gym. Mostly only girls go to this gym, but there are a few guys too.

Sit ups, is the first thing we like to do. This gym is big, and fairly expensive to go to. It's pretty nice though. They have a lot of things to do. Running, jump roping, lifting, pretty much any exercise thing you want to do.

We take our place down at the mat, and begin our workout.

"Twenty one!" I hear Ellie count.

"You're so full of shit. That's like your tenth one." I say as I come back down to the mat.

She turns her head over to my direction, and gives me a deathly glare.

"Jesus, for a minute there I thought you got possessed." I joked.

Our silly childish banter was interrupted when someone caught my eye.

"I see Brianna already spotted her next target." Tiffany said as she came up.

"I'll be right back ladies." I smirk.

"Take your time, you don't want to pull anything." Ellie jokes.

This girl was hot. She had long black hair, dark brown eyes, she was fairly tall which was nice. She had nice boobs too... Just putting that out there. I liked her legs too. She was wearing short shorts, so well I could see pretty much everything.

She was lifting some weights. What amazing arms she has.

"Do you need me to spot you or anything?" I ask her.

"Well, these only weigh ten pounds." She smiles at me.

"Well, you can never be too careful." I smirk.

After a bit more flirting and teasing, I make my move.

"Do you want to come back to my place? I know a great way to burn lots of calories." I wink at her.

"I'd love to. Lead the way." She grins.

She follows me in her car back to my place, and well we have quite an amazing workout. Burned lots of calories, and we were sweaty and hot by the time we were done. Now that's what I call a good healthy work out.

"Can I use your shower?" She asks.

I don't even know this girls name, and she's asking to use my shower?

"Umm you can use the shower at your house." I reply.

"Well, we should do this again sometime." She smiles. "Here's my card." She hands me a little business card.

Hmm so her name is Nadia. That's nice.

"Well I'm sure you can show yourself out."

"You were really great." She was staring at me.

"Yeah so I've been told. Well there's the door." I point at it.

"Maybe we can do something tonight. Like dinner and a movie?"

"Can you not take a hint?"

She makes her way towards my front door, finally.

"Call me." She smiles.

"Apparently not." I slide my door shut in her face.

Sheesh, I hate the clingy ones. Like fuck off.

I decide to make myself something to eat. Salad? I think yes. That's like super healthy. I have to keep in shape. It's not a problem for me though. I have lots and lots of workouts if you know what I mean.

After my salad, I decide to take a shower. I need one after that workout. She wasn't too bad, just a tad bit annoying. I like the ones that get the point, and leave afterwords.

When my shower is done, I decide to crash. I need some sleep. Tonight is going to be nice. Probably going to be a super late night like usual too.

I'm awoken from my wonderful amazing nap by my phone going off. I grudgingly get out of bed to grab my cell phone. I had a text from Michelle.

"Hey Bri! You don't have any plans for dinner right? Didn't think so. You're coming over tonight to eat with Paige and me. Won't take no for an answer! See you then."

Oh Jesus. I was interrupted from my beauty sleep for that? Now I have to go over to the happy homo couple of the century. They're just so full of love! It makes me sick.

I look at the clock seeing it's around six, so I decide to go back to sleep for a little bit. I have time before I have to go over to the Brady Bunch's house. They're thinking about either adopting, or having a kid of their own. Can you believe that? It seems like just yesterday my little Michelle was off clubbing with me. Now she's off with her loving fiance instead. Puke.

After I sleep for about another hour, I get up and start to get ready. I put on what I'm going to wear for tonight, because we're just going to head to Rusty's straight from Michelle's.

I decide to put on a low cut black t-shirt (which makes my boobs look fucking amazing!) and some tight black jeans. Kind of casual, but I still look beyond sexy as usual. I leave my hair down (usually the only way I wear it) and I do my makeup before making my way to Michelle's.

She doesn't live too far from me, so it takes me a matter of minutes to get there. She lives in a nice cozy apartment. How lovely for her. I have a nice big loft, with lovely expensive Italian furniture. And I don't have to share it with anyone. I have it all to myself. Now that's the life.

I walk up a flight of stairs as I make my way to her apartment. Once I arrive there, I knock on the nice big blue wooden door and wait for her to answer.

She answers with in a matter of seconds. "Come in!" She grabs my arm and pulls me in.

"Jesus Shelly. Lay off the cocaine." I joke as I rub my arm.

"You know I hate when you call me that." She glares at me.

"Call you what Shelly?" I smirk.

"That!"

"I haven't the slightest clue what you mean."

"You're so full of shit Brianna." She chuckles.

I roll my eyes at her.

Her fiance Paige comes to greet me. "Hello Brianna, nice to see you again."

I don't think she particularly likes me too much. Maybe it's my values and morals, or maybe it's the fact that her fiance wants me. Who can blame little Shelly though? Everyone wants me. It's just a fact of life.

Paige is I guess nice though. She's decent for Michelle. Paige is a little short for my liking, but she's I guess somewhat pretty. Okay fine, really pretty. She has long blonde hair, and a really gorgeous smile. She has nice light blue eyes too. She looks so innocent. But ew, did you see me giving her a compliment back there? What has the world come to?

"Nice to see you again too Paigey." I giggle.

She hates when I call her that, and Michelle hates when I call her Shelly.

Michelle slaps my arm. "Be nice."

"Ow!" I rub my arm.

"You're many things Brianna, but not an actor." Michelle grins.

"Fine, that didn't hurt. But hey, I am being nice." I walk over to Paige and wrap my arm around her neck. "So what's for dinner?" I ask.

"Some vegetarian casserole." Paige replies.

"Ahh I should have known."

Paige is a vegetarian. I on the other hand, am not.

"So what's the occasion?" I ask. "Like why am I here?"

"So you're not eating all lonely in your big lonely loft all by your lonesome self." Michelle smiles.

"I wasn't lonely earlier." I smirk.

"So you did fuck that blonde chick?"

"Yup. She like wouldn't take a hint though. Those types are so annoying."

"I see. Anyways, lets sit down for dinner. I know you have plans with your girlfriend later." Michelle sits down at the table.

I take a seat at the table. "She isn't my girlfriend." I glare at Michelle.

"Then what is she Brianna? Besides under aged." Michelle says, as she dishes up some of that vegetarian shit.

She passes the casserole to me. "I don't know. What do you mean by that?" I dish some up before passing it over to Paige.

"Well, I just don't want you to hurt her. She's actually really sweet." Michelle says before taking a bite.

"Aww. Did you two bond?" I ask.

"We did actually. She loves you Brianna."

"And I love myself." I take a bite.

"And don't we all know it." Michelle took another bite.

"You know what, I don't need this Michelle. Did I come here just so you can lecture me?"

"No. I'm just concerned Brianna. You could get in a lot of trouble for sleeping with her. I don't even get why you are. I mean what happened to your not sleeping with anyone twice rule?" She asks.

"I know I can get in trouble Michelle... I'm not stupid. And I sleep with her because I want to so mind your own damn fucking business."

She really does need to mind her own business and stay out of mine. I'm a grown adult, I can do whatever the fuck I please to do. I sleep with Jessica because I want to. That shouldn't matter to anyone else besides Jessica and me.

We finished the rest of our dinner in silence. I guess I was a bit rude, but that's just who I am. I'm never going to be the nice, amazing, kind, girl who everyone wants to be around like Michelle is. I'm always going to be this cold, rude, and heartless bitch. It saves me a lot of grief to be this way. I am the way I am after all.

After we we finished eating, I helped Michelle and Paige with the dishes. Usually there's no way in hell I'd ever do this, but I know I hurt Michelle's feelings and I feel bad.

When the dishes were done, Paige left the room. She had to grade some papers or tests or some shit. She's a teacher.

"Look Shelly, I'm sorry okay?" I look at Michelle as I apologize.

"Brianna, it's not like you to apologize. You don't have to. I just don't want to see Jessica's heart get crushed. You're her first love after all. Her first everything."

"You don't think I know that? Look, how long have you known me Michelle? You know I don't do girlfriends."

"Trust me Brianna, everyone fucking knows that. Don't you want to settle down one day though? Grow old with someone?"

"The thought of me growing old in general is just horrible."

"Brianna... Are you telling me you're just going to fuck around your whole life?"

"Well, that's the plan."

"So even when you're like sixty?"

"Well, only time will tell Shelly." I grin.

She rolls her eyes.

I text Jessica, telling her we're on our way to pick her up. I know she could walk, but I don't want her to. It's dangerous walking alone at night.

Michelle and I decide to take my car. I get in the driver's seat, and she gets in the passenger's seat. Jessica is at her friend Selena's house, so we're just going to pick her up from there.

When we arrive at Selena's house, Jessica was already outside waiting. She makes her way over to the car, and gets in the back seat.

"Well hello there sexy." I turn around and wink at her.

"Can we just go now?" Michelle asks.

"Do I detect a note of jealousy?" I ask as we take off.

"No. Paige just doesn't want me out too late."

We arrive at Rusty's shortly, and make our way inside. I really do like this bar. It's my favorite bar, and Illusion is my favorite club.

"Wow." Jessica admires the scene as she looks around.

"It's nice isn't it?" I wrap my arms around her waist.

"Oh it definitely is." She leans in and kisses me.

Why must she be so adorable?

Michelle goes over to Tiffany and Ellie, and Jess and I go over to the bar.

"Can I buy you a drink sexy?" I ask.

"Are you talking to me?" She looks over at me.

"Who else would I be talking to silly?" I giggle.

"Well I thought by now you would have your eye on someone."

She knows me so well.

"Well I do."

"Who?" She asks.

I lean in and kiss her. "You." I smirk.

That causes her to smile ever so cutely.

I get us two beers, before we make our way over to the group.

"Hey where's our beer?" Ellie asks.

"I only buy certain people drinks." I kiss Jessica's cheek.

"Ahh I see. We have to be fucking you to get a drink." She jokes.

We all start talking, and we somehow got on the subject of first times.

"Well my first time" I begin. "Was with an older woman of course."

"Of course." Tiffany smirks.

I glare at her. "As I was saying, it was with my English teacher. It was in the ninth grade. God she was so hot. She was blonde, tall, and had super huge boobs." I smirk.

"How old was she?" Jessica asks.

"Oh not too old don't worry. Probably in her 20's or so."

"My first time was with one of my friend's mothers." Ellie takes a sip of her drink.

We all turn our attention towards Ellie. "Well, I have seriously underestimated you." I raise my eyebrow at her.

"Well, we had the house all to ourselves and she came on to me. What was I supposed to do? Ignore this super hot mother? I think not." She smirks.

"Mine was at summer camp." Tiffany begins. "I was a camp counselor, and I fell in love with another counselor. She was gorgeous."

"What happened to her?" Jessica asks.

"She told a friend back home, who told her parents. The next day her parents took her out of camp. I haven't seen her since."

"Right. Anyways your turn Shelly!" I smirk. "Even though I already know the story."

"I got drunk at a party. End of story."

"How nice, we all shared some wonderful stories." I finish off my beer.

Jessica didn't need to share her story, well because everyone knew about us. They knew how I was her first and only. I like being her first and only. It makes me feel special.

"Jessica, want to play me in a game of pool?" I ask.

She nods.

She didn't know how to play, so I had to teach her. I'm amazing at pool. I beat everyone I play. I never miss a shot.

Of course I won, and after our game I kind of wanted to go home. I wanted some alone time with Jessica if you know what I mean.

"Well Shelly, we're going to take off. Can you get a ride with one of these losers?" I ask.

"I can take her." Tiffany offers.

"Cool. Well bye."

I grab Jessica's hand, and lead her out to my car. "I've been waiting for this all day." I press my lips to hers and slide my tongue in her mouth.

We could have had sex right then and there, but I decided to wait till we got home. Public parking lots aren't really my scene.

When we got home, I made her scream my name quite a few times. I'm pleased with myself. I know she's quite pleased with me as well.

Afterwards, I just hold her. She eventually falls asleep in my arms. It was really nice just holding her. She's so adorable when she's sleeping too. This just feels so right... That's like the best word I can use to describe it.

I kiss her head, before closing my eyes and drifting off to sleep.