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Taehyung was standing in the middle of the cabin with tears brimming in his beautiful eyes. It was Jeongguk’s cabin, his home and it was so brutally taken away from him. Just like how Taehyung's purity was about to be taken away from him.

Jeongguk and the others have been dragged away, the pirate screaming he was going to destroy Hoseok if he dared to lay his filthy fingers on Taehyung but his screams got ignored, silenced when he was thrown under deck and Taehyung has watched this all with tears running down his face.

When the door opened, he flinched, eyes wide and on alarm once he saw Hoseok entering the dim room. There were no words exchanged in between them at first, Taehyung shuffling nervously in his spot because Hoseok was only staring at him, not saying anything at all.

The pirate stared at Taehyung's beautiful form, taking his beauty in and not believing that he finally won, finally had Taehyung to himself like he dreamed of. His hands slipped to his collar, untangling the cords keeping the shirt together, without taking his eyes off of the gorgeous raven who squirmed under his intense stare.

“Undress for me, Pretty”, Hoseok murmured huskily, eyeing Taehyung’s lush frame with want in his eyes. Taehyung flinched by these words, tears forming in his eyes and his heart was hammering in his chest. Yet he reminded himself to obey if he didn't want Jeongguk and his friends to suffer for his disobedience. Taehyung didn't want to say it out loud, but the obnoxious pirates have grown a place in his heart, and especially Jeongguk.

So the little prince gulped, before hesitantly loosening the cords of his robes, letting the pieces of clothing hit the ground in order to reveal his golden glistening skin, unblemished texture shimmering underneath the dim light. Hoseok nearly drowned in the sight, eyes hungry and wild while they scanned over Taehyung's naked form.

His skin was liquid gold shimmering, pink dusting on certain body parts but especially his cheeks. But the prince did not try to cover himself, only lifting his chin stubbornly when he caught Hoseok's eyes. He was not going to give in to the humiliating burn in his cheeks, the desire to cover himself up. 'Let him stare', Taehyung thought bitterly. 'He's going to take away your purity anyways, so why bother'.

“Now go lay on the bed and look pretty for me while I’m getting ready”, Hoseok instructed the beauty. Taehyung nodded, tears brimming in his eyes when he made his way towards the bed, his naked body contrasting the white sheets. Cheek pressed against the soft underground beneath him, Taehyung heard shuffling coming from behind him and his heart flipped anxiously.

“Can’t wait to devour you”, the traitor grinned while getting rid of his own clothes before hurrying to join Taehyung in bed. The captive only choked out a helpless sob before his pretty head was pushed into the sheets.

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Taehyung laid still, tears running down his face, body crumbled together and silent sobs forced his body apart. He hiccuped confused when he was suddenly released, turned onto his side and mewling when he felt something soft pulled over his naked form.

"I can't do this", Hoseok exclaimed unhappily, pulling back from Taehyung's form and the prince released a sob of relief, falling back onto the mattress and rolling himself up under the blanket, sobbing hysterically into his hands.

Hoseok did not violate him.

By the sight of his love interest crying so heartbroken, Hoseok pulled away, disgusted with himself and horrified how he could ever think this was an acceptable idea, these thoughts of taking someone against their will, were disgusting and Hoseok had no excuses.

He let his desire for Taehyung blur his mind and nearly did something unforgivable.

"I'm sorry, Taehyung. I was blinded by my selfish desires and did not think of you", Hoseok apologized, quickly grabbing his shirt and pants to dress himself and Taehyung turned away from him, wiping his tears away.

He did not utter a word, didn't want to face Hoseok, nor talk to him. What he has tried to do was indeed unforgivable, despite him not fulfilling his disgusting plan. "Taehyung", Hoseok said unhappily, god, he wanted this beautiful being so badly, wanted to have him to himself but just the thought of ruining Taehyung's purity made Hoseok halt. He could not do it, he wasn't a bad man.

He wasn't a villain, just a man madly in love!

“Tell me what you want and I'll give you everything your heart desires", Hoseok blurted out, staring at Taehyung's ethereal features, his gorgeous side profile and a sigh wanted to break through his lips. Because Hoseok knew he was not the one Taehyung loved.

Taehyung's head whipped around, sitting up and glaring, actually glaring at Hoseok. Despite the beginning of Taehyung's journey on the ship, Hoseok has never seen Taehyung glaring. Or maybe he did but his mind decided to forget it.

“Hoseok, there is nothing I want from you. I'm confused why you behave this way... why are you trying to take Jeongguk's title away?”, Taehyung asked, fiddling with his fingers in his lap and he looked helplessly at Hoseok, trying to understand what was behind his sudden change of feelings.

It was the wrong question to ask. Because Hoseok's face turned into a picture of fury. "BECAUSE I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU!", the pirate yelled at the petit raven who gasped, flinching away. "You have really no idea what you're doing to me, don't you... I desire you, Taehyung, so much. I dreamed to have you in my arms, dreamed to be with you but Jeongguk had to fucking ruin it!", Hoseok seethed, the other shuffling away from him, scared.

"And I know, with him in the picture, your heart will never belong to me", Hoseok said, he was heartbroken because he understood that his love wasn't enough, that he has lost even though his love has been nothing but pure.

"What a-are you saying?", Taehyung stammered, not wanting to hear the words from Hoseok who has been so friendly and whom Taehyung has considered a friend.

"Because you are in love with Jeongguk!!"

Taehyung gasped, eyes filling with tears. He could not deny it. His heart has betrayed him and chosen Jeongguk, even if he didn't want it at first, fought against it with all his might but he did fall and now Hoseok knew as well.

"See", Hoseok cried out heartbroken. "My love would never be enough. How can I force myself on you, my love, when your heart could never belong to me?! I am not a monster so I won't touch you. I wanted to ignore it, wanted to take you as mine... but you are an angel, Taehyung. And I'm not allowed to taint you", Hoseok cried out.

"I'm a weak man, weak to my dreams and desires. But not even I as a lovesick fool could take what isn't mine to have", he said, trembling in his spot and he fell to his knees. To his surprise, Taehyung timidly got out of bed, pulling the blanket over his petit form before engulfing Hoseok in his arms.

"I forgive you, Hoseok. And I'm sorry", Taehyung whispered and Hoseok pressed his face against Taehyung's shoulder.

And he cried, against the one he has intended to ruin, only to be the one to be ruined himself.

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Y'all thought Haha--

so, I read over this chapter, and I deem it a bit confusing, sorry for that. Also, if I read anything about Tae and his choices or readers complaining, I will simply delete them. For my mental health, I will not engage with complaints anymore, constructive criticism is completely okay but not readers voicing out their thoughts rather rudely.

I don't give a damn whether you like it or not, I write for myself. You are free to enjoy my content but I don't need ppl bullsh*ting their, for me then, unimportant opinions.

Thank you for understanding ♡♡

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