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"huh! this is damn heavy! " y/n walked to jungkook's house with the bag of banana milks she bought from the store nearby.

being avoided by jungkook after the incident on movie night , lying to jennie and terrifying the poor bunny , y/n decided to get back her jungoo. it was hard for her to be treated like this by the boy. being like a family for 12 years while secretly loving him , y/n knows she has all the rights to smack his head and bring his senses back. still.. if there's something that she had done wrong , y/n knows that a big pack of banana milk would make jungoo forgive her.

reaching his house , she saw jennie and her mother getting out of the house. they said they were going for grocery shopping , and jungkook is still asleep in his room. their mom were also worried about jungkook's behaviour to y/n , so she told to sort out the problems if any , and left to the store with jennie.

y/n closed the door behind entering the house , and walked upstairs to jungkook's room , slowly opening the door and peeping through the creak.

he was there.

jungoo.. wrapped cutely inside the blanket.. head peeking out.. messy bed hair.. pouty lips.. tightly closed eyes.. soft snores.. sound asleep.

a smile crept on y/n's lips as she tip-toed towards the bed , placed the bag on the side table and gently sat beside the sleeping boy. she caressed his locks , waking him in the process.

"noonaaa~~" . jungkook smiled softly with half lidded eyes.

what's with this boy?! why isn't he avoiding y/n now?

he gently pushed the blanket away and shifted forward , placing his head on y/n's lap.

"my noona.. is pretty."

y/n's cheeks wears a shade of pink. she was partly confused , partly flustered. her body stiffened when jungkook moved more closer and hugged her waist tight.

"this dream.. seems so real. like.. noona is really here . I like this dream" . he let out a soft giggle.

that's when y/n figured out. the boy is still half asleep. she took a deep breath and patted his back.

"jungoo.. "

"noonaa~ "

"wake up.. "

"hmm..?"

"wake up , sleepyhead.."

the boy shook his head and snuggled more onto y/n's lap.

"JUNGOO !!! "

eyes shot open , jungkook lifted his head up and looked at y/n. his eyes widened as he threw himself away from y/n , resulting him to drop on the floor with a thud.

"ouch!!"

"jungoo ! " y/n ran to jungkook and knelt on the floor beside him. "are you okay?! did you hurt anywhere?"

"y-yeah I am o-okay". he quickly looked down and fiddled with his fingers.

"jungoo .. why are you avoiding me?"

"I .. am not avoid-

"yes you are. tell me why"

"u-uh?". jungkook lifted his head up and bit his lips nervously. y/n sighed as she continued.

"I know it's because of what happened that night but jung-

"don't hate me noona !"

jungkook clasped his hands together and tightly closed his eyes , repeating his words.

"please d-don't hate me , n-noona.."

"yeah?" y/n was confused. "what are you saying jungoo? why would I hate you ?! "

"t-that .. I.. we did- ..no I did .. n-noona.. here" jungkook blurred out random words as he touched his own lips showing y/n that he's referring about the kiss.

"jungoo , say it properly"

"aaahh it was noona's first kiss !!!! "

a blush crept across y/n's cheeks when she heard what the boy said , but quickly faded when she thought what he meant.

so.. is he avoiding me because it was 'my' first kiss and he's at fault for having it? it was nothing for him? jungoo also haven't had his first kiss. does that mean it was his first kiss too? and he didn't felt anything?

" I heard noona talking to jennie once .. that noona want your first kiss to happen like the one we see in dramas .. with the person noona want to spend future with"

oh boy.. that's what exactly happened on the movie night. only if you knew..

jungkook looked down with a sigh. "I ruined all of it. ofcourse.. noona will hate me.."

keeping aside her aching heart , y/n chuckled and jungkook looked at her confused.

"why are you laughing , noona?"

"yah bunny !"

"hm?"

"you think I hate you? because of that one incident?"

he nodded while looking at his lap , which made her laugh again. y/n scooted closer to jungkook and called him.

"yah !"

"..."

"jungoo~"

"..."

"Jeon jungkook !"

he responded with a faint hum

"look at me"

"no.. "

"aah! I said look at mee ! "

jungkook shook his head in denial , but y/n was stubborn enough to grab his chin and made him look at her

"jungoo ! why are you crying ?!" y/n pulled the boy into a hug. his sobs got muffled as he dig his face to y/n's shoulder and cried more.

"n-noonaa"

"shh.. it's okay~" y/n kept patting his back "why are you crying..hm..?"

"I can't think of noona h-hating me.. it h.. h-hurts. I thought, if I tried to talk .. noona will tell me to go away. I can't stand the thought of it."

"aigoo... poor thing.." y/n wiped jungkook's tears away and caressed his cheeks.

"a-and .. I cried every night , noonaa.. I missed you.."

y/n felt a single tear drop trailing down her cheeks. she was overwhelmed by the dumb yet cute behaviour of jungkook.

he didn't want to get away from her. jungkook hated the thought of being apart from y/n , and that made y/n happy in someway. still .. one part of her heart was broken again.

the kiss meant nothing to him. it was just accidental. jungkook saw it as something that never meant to happen , and he regrets.

y/n took a deep breath and smiled to jungkook.

"so , noona.."

"yes?"

"you don't hate m-me?"

y/n took the bag of banana milk and brought it before jungkook

"do you think I bought this because I hate you?"

"woaaahhhh banana milk !!!!!"

jungkook's eyes widened as he snatched the bag and hug it close to his chest , showing y/n the sweetest bunny smile.

"noonaaa~~ I'm touched.." he jumped on y/n which made the two fall on the floor , and jungkook giggled as he hugged y/n tighter.

"yah! I c-can't breathe. let go ! "

"noooo... jungoo loves noona !! she bought me a deck of banana milk !! I won't let goooo!! "

jungkook kept hugging y/n tighter as she laughed and hugged him back.

"and.. jungoo.."

"yeah , noona?"

"no matter what you do , I will never hate you."

"really , noona?"

"really. noona can never hate jungoo. because I-"

"because noona loves me !! " jungkook said as he sat up on the floor and clapped hands , showing his bunny smile. "am I right , noona?"

y/n returned the smile as she nodded , hiding the sting felt inside her chest.

" yes. because I love you "

more than a brother .. more than a friend. and you will never know that .. nor love me like I do.

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pfft ! what did I write?🙄 does this make any sense ¿