19 - Noona, I'm sorry

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"Noonaaaaaa~~~"

Y/n blinked twice, looking at Jungkook who sat on the couch.. pointing at his pouty lips, demanding a kiss from her.

"J-Jungoo.." She laughed nervously with her heart beating loud. "Let m-me bring the wat-

"After you gimme my kiss, noona~" He swayed her arms sideways and whined.

Y/n pulled her hands from Jungkook with a little force and took a step back. "No Jungoo. I'm not giving you that kiss"

"Aaaaah whyyy~~" The drunk boy sang in a high pitched voice, stomping his feets.

Cuz I don't want to break me more. I don't want you to hate me for doing this to you. I'm confused, Jungoo. I don't want to give me false hopes..

"Noona.." Jungkook's voice took a sad tone. "I asked ..why"

Y/n collected herself and pinched Jungkook's nose. "Cuz you're drunk.. and you don't have any idea of what are you asking" She quickly left to the kitchen, not waiting for Jungkook's whining.

Y/n took a glass and filled it with warm water. Returning to the living room, she sat on the couch beside Jungkook. "Here, drink this"

He shook his head, looking down at his lap. Y/n sighed and scooted closer. "Jungoo, if you're not gonn-

"I hate you"

"What?" Y/n asked, to ensure that her ears played a trick.

"I hate you, noona" Jungkook raised his head, locking his gaze with Y/n.

Y/n saw the tears glimmering in his bambi eyes, the slight shivering of his lips, and the tightly clenched fists. She sighed for the nth time while getting up and taking Jungkook's hands, pulling him with her.

"You're drunk, Jungoo~" Y/n held his waist firmly while letting his arms around her shoulders, walking Jungkook to his room. "I know you don't hate me"

Jungkook wobbles and grips tightly on Y/n's shoulder, taking the steps to his room upstairs.

"Ugh! why did you get drunk in the first place?!" She made him sit on the bed, and started taking off his socks. "You're still underage!"

"Don't do this!" Jungkook pulled his legs making Y/n frown. "I can do my things. I'm not a kid"

He was trying to get his socks off, but his drunken self don't letting him succeed. With a growl, Jungkook threw his hands on air and closed his eyes.

"Yeah you are not a kid" Y/n takes off his socks, and sat on the bed beside Jungkook. "But I loves to take care of this Jungoo" She swiftly ran her fingers through his black locks, Jungkook taking a comfortable breath in the familiar act of affection.

"This is why.. " He held Y/n's wrist, and opened his eyes to look at her. "This is why I want to hate you.. but I can't"

Y/n wonders is this how a person changes when they get drunk. She heard some people act cute when they're drunk, some acts stupid, some gets emotional. And Jungoo... speaks things that no one can understand.

Y/n almost falls back when Jungkook throws himself on her, crushing her in the tightest hug she ever got.

"Why.. why you had to be Jenny's bestfriend? .. why I met you when I was little?.. why.. you treat me like this.. noona..?"

"Jungoo~" She called him gently when his hands clenched on the fabric of her clothes, a sob escaping his lips. "What's wrong..? hm..?" Y/n is getting worried now.

"If you were one of the girls in my class.. or someone that I met few months before.." Jungkook's voice turns shaky. "If you were someone I didn't know for years.. this would have been so easy.."

"Jung-

"It would have been so easy to tell that I love you.."

Jungkook started sobbing louder.. hugging Y/n like if he lets go, he will fall apart.

"I love y-you noona.. I don't want to be your younger brother.." His eyes fluttering, making the hot tears fall on Y/n's clothes. Separating from her like he never wanted to, Jungkook looked straight into Y/n's eyes.

"I love you, noonaa.."

Y/n felt like the time has stopped. She felt dizzy, and her breath stuck on her throat.

W-What did Jungoo just say?

"Jungoo..?" Y/n's brows furrowed "You said.."

"that I love you" One more tear drop fell on his puffy cheeks. "I always did"

Hearing it for the third time, it gets clear to Y/n. The boy she loved secretly.. the boy who made her heart take rollar coasters.. the boy who always be there for her.. the boy whom she never thought will love her the way she loved him.. her little bunny.. her Jungoo.

He told that he loves her.. he loves her in the way she always wanted.

Y/n was overwhelmed. Her eyes brimming with tears as she opened her mouth to tell something.

"No..!" Jungkook's hand gently clasped over her mouth, stopping Y/n before she could talk. "Please don't say anything, noona.." His hands moved to her jaw, then cupping her cheeks while his thumb rested on her lips.. still not letting her to speak.

"I know, noona.. I know you don't love me" Jungkook talked with his cracked voice. "I don't want to hear it from you.. it hurts"

Y/n shakes her head, wanting to scream her heart out that she loves him.. exactly in the way he loves her. Still she chose to stay calm when Jungkook talks again.

"I don't know when it happened. You were always with me.. you takes care of me.. listen to my stupid talks.. believes me when no one does.. and before I knew it, I was in love" He chuckles sadly. "But I was scared. If I tell how I feel about you.. I feared that you'll hate me"

Tears escaped Y/n's eyes as she listened to him. All these years, he was going through the same things she did. Hearing it from him, Y/n's heart aches.

"Remember, when you asked about my dream? It may seem stupid to you but.." He inhales sharply. "My dream was to be the boy you love, noona.." Jungkook's eyes trailed to Y/n's lips, where his thumb rested. "That night when we accidentally kissed .. I thought my heart stopped" Despite the tears, Jungkook's cheeks painted a shade of pink. "I was so happy.. but then, the same fear took over"

As Jungkook sighed, Y/n wonders how they were on the same boat.. looking at opposite directions not knowing that they were together.

"I was holding back for years.. not wanting you to leave me. but.. but now.." Jungkook's breathing became uneven as he was crying again. "It's so much to bear, noona.. I feels like my heart will burst and I will die, if I keep this from you"

Jungkook breaks down in tears, louder cries escaping him as he held onto her. Y/n takes a hold of his wrist that cupped her cheeks, moving away his thumb glued to her lips.

"Jungoo~" She don't know why her voice cracked. "You know wh-

A loud gasp escaped Y/n's lips when Jungkook tugged her close to him, connecting their foreheads. She forgot everything that she was about to say, getting lost in his warmth that engulfed her.

"I'm s-sorry.. noona~" Jungkook said, closing his eyes. "I'm sorry for loving you"

Y/n left a shaky breath, which is soon stuck on her throat when Jungkook's lips brushed on hers.. connecting them in the most gentle but most desperate way.

Heart pounding louder in the chest.. eyes shut close.. warmth surrounding.. they shared a kiss that tasted the salty tears.

Slowly pulling away, Jungkook locked his gaze with Y/n. She could see how worn out he is. His lips red.. cheeks tear stained.. and eyelids heavy, with the sleepiness taking over. She caressed his cheeks, gently rubbing her thumb below his eyes.

"p-please..don't h-hate me, noona..." Jungkook closed his eyes, falling forward to collapse his body to Y/n.. tiredness made him asleep. It only took a few seconds to hear his soft snores.

"I'm sorry.. I'm s-sorry, Jungoo~" Y/n cries, hugging the sleeping boy close to her heart. "I never knew you were also suffering.. like me"

Tears streaming down Y/n's eyes, hurriedly landing on her lips. But this time.. the tears are no more hurting. Y/n is no more hurting. She cries.. because she is happy.

Y/n smiled and fall back on the bed, careful with the sleeping Jungoo. Swiping back his hair that stuck on his forehead, she showers him with smooches.. ending it with a gentle peck on his lips.

"We both were cowards.. Jungoo~~"

Y/n smiled excitedly, thinking about confessing her feelings to Jungkook.. tomorrow. She turned off the lights and hugged Jungkook closer, letting him snuggle to her.

Finally.. the storm is over.

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🐥: will you kill me if Jungoo acts like nothing happened the next day, and the saga continues? 😌 okay I'm waiting for the votes~

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