Lisa's POV

I parked my black jeep at the exact spot of six years ago, which is five feet away from the edge of the cliff.

After jumped off the jeep, I angrily slammed the door close as the argument between my dad and I flooded into my mind.

What the hell is wrong with him?! Is he crazy!? No fucking way I'm going to agree with his stupid idea!

Me, marry a fucking bitch that I don't even know her name!? Hell no! So this is the reason we came back to Korea huh!?

The lower part of my body laid down along the jeep hood, while my upper part comfortably upon the tinted glass.

I used my right arm as the headrest.

My eyes roamed the sky, where clouds barely five.

My life had a hell without my dear friend, it was ten years with him and already six years without him.

No, he wasn't my lover, boyfriend or whatever you guys call this day.

He was my big ‘brother’ and my partner in crime.

Hell yeah, my life would be a lot better if he was right here by my side.

He probably blabbering non-stop about how lucky I am going to get married to a hot girl.

I bet, he would be drooling if I show him the picture sent by my dad.

Haha, that asshole was really a fuckboy, yet he shows respect and protected the girls.

Flashback(Lot of flashbacks I know, deal with it.)

Yo Limario, let's go check out some booties! BamBam dragged me to the top of the bleacher.

The cheer girls trained hard for the next week upcoming competition.

BamBam and I, of course, took this opportunity to admire that hot body doing some smooth moves.

I came out to him when I was 7 years old. Pretty young to be a gay huh? Then I came out to my family. Well, they actually expected me to be gay especially with that 'thing' down there.

“Ouch!” BamBam whined while pointing to a blonde girl doing the split.

“Yeah ouch! How the fuck they do that?!” I observed the captain talking, what I assumed some encouraging speech to fire up their spirit.

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The bell rang indicating students that they finally can go back home.

I jogged to BamBam, only to found him sat on the pavement playing with his phone.

“Okay let's go!”

He stood up and patted his ass to clean the dirt “What Mr.shine head ‘lectured’ to you this time?” He smirked.

We called the freaking principal ‘Mr. Shine head’ referring to his head obviously.

Well, don't blame us, he got no hair on his scalp and it was beaming the student's eyes.

“Nah...nothing big deal. He just gave me a ‘talk’ about me beating up some assholes the other day.” I fixed my snapback.

“I don't get it, I just being nice. So where to?” I asked.

He shrugged “The same spot I guess.” He replied unsurely.

“Kay...but we'll use the different path to get there.” I suggested.

“Cool, Let's go get some drink first.” He added.

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“How did you find this road?? Man....it so quiet here.” BamBam scanned the place through the already rolled down window.

“I don't know, I explored this town yesterday and then ‘boom!’ I found myself here.” I explained.

BamBam giggled as the of responding to my explanation.

Only the sound of the engine intruded inside our ears, I looked outside the window too, tried to memorise the surrounding.

“Did you hear that?” BamBam asked, looked eagerly outside the window as if he tried to find something.

“Hear what?” I asked him back with confused written on my face.

“STOP! STOP! STOP!” He yelled abruptly

Without wasting no time, I stopped the jeep immediately and closed my eyes, in an attempt to devote my hearing.

“HELPPP!!” Without we realised, we already outside the jeep as soon as we heard that desperate shout.

BamBam and I traced down the scream and ran immediately when we managed to figure out from where all screams came from.

“The park!” BamBam shouted-whispered to me.

My heart beat faster once the persistent screams stopped out of the blue.

‘Shit! This is bad’

I speeded up my jog toward the abandoned park.

‘Whoever you are, please be save!’

The horrible view that I witnessed really disgusted me.

Madness instantaneously consumed my whole existence.

‘I'M GONNA KILL THAT PIECE OF SHIT!!’

Before I knew it, we were already before those monsters.

In split second, my leg with no mercy kicked the hell out of the Joon Young—right in his face.

I looked at the girl, my anger rose up higher as I realised how pitiful the girl's state was.

As fast as lightning, I took off my jacket then covered her bruises, half-naked body.

Soon, my feet kicked the fucker's dick, extremely hard.

And I didn't fucking care about the consequence, all I knew was, this shit absolutely deserved it.

I ‘paused’ for a moment, YEAH FUCKING PAUSED! This shit panted like a dying person.

Cupped his bleeding dick.

“Hey, can you move?” I asked the girl. ‘What a stupid question. Of course, she can't! Look at her condition bitch!’

Her black eyes quickly disappeared behind the eyelid right after I asked her that.

“Lisa behind you!!” BamBam warned me.

“POWW!!” The sound of the gun boomed the silence of the park.

I closed my eyes tightly ready to receive the impact.

nothing

I felt nothing

My eyelids slowly rose up, the sight in front of me was too much for my heart to bear.

I could hear my heart shattered in billion pieces.

“....no....no no no...” I'm out of air.

There he was, laying down with his back facing me.

‘They had a fricking gun!!’

“NOOO!!!” I sprinted to his stiff body, my knees weakened, soon they hit the ground.

Gently, I pulled his body to face me, those dickheads hurriedly flew off like a bitch.

‘....no......no..this is not happening....’

“...h-hey Lisa...” BamBam smiled weakly.

“Don't you dare say a single word!” My vision started to blur.

Quickly, I pulled out my phone and called the ambulance.

“The ambulance is on its way....hold on man...you gonna make it..” My palm was smeared with his blood.

‘FUCK! The bullet got his heart! Shit shit shit!’

“...Lisa....I-I don't think I-I'm gonna make it...” He said between his breaths.

“Shut up! Don't you dare die on me—”

“Yah....Lalisa....” BamBam whispered, then gasping for air.

“...a-at least I d-die as a hero...” He continued before he peacefully closed eyes.

Leave the world and me with a smile on his face.

“NOOOOO!!!!!”

-Present-

The blue sky above me turned orange, my eyelid was heavier as the sleepiness dominated me.

I fell into a slumber sleep.

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The loud ring of my phone forced me to wake up, only to see darkness surrounded me.

‘How long have I been asleep?’

Quickly I picked up the call, ignored the name displayed on the screen.

“Hello??”

“Lalisa Manoban! I want you to go back home at this instance!!” My dad yelled was this close to deafening me.

“NO! AND NEVER!!” I shouted back.

I was about to hang up when I suddenly heard a soft voice behind the line.

“Lisa, honey, listen to your dad please?” My mom pleaded.

I groaned, why it hard to disobey my mom?? Probably because she had such a fragile heart that I'm afraid to break it.

“...fine....”