Lisa's Pov

“JENNIEE!!!” Was the first word that flew out of my mouth as soon as I heard a loud gasp behind the sink which is unfortunately belonged to my wife.

She looked directly to my buddy down there with an intense gaze, that got me cupped it immediately, but I was barely hiding it completely.

“What are you doing here!?” Oh shit! She would freak out, she would think I'm a freak, Jennie snapped out from her deep thought and shot me pure terror look.

“I-I am s-so sorr—”

“GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE!!!!” I felt a warm liquid cascading down my cheeks.

“You are such a freak!! Do you think you can charm me with that thing?! Ewww Gross!! Stay away from me!!”

In instant, I snatched the robe hanging beside the shower, Jennie stood stubbornly beside the sink ‘This girl....’ Wearing an unreadable expression, didn't give a fuck about my demand.

“I SAID GET THE FUCK OUT!!!!!” My wife flinched due to my sudden rage, I felt a pang of guilt hit me, because I've never been this harsh to her.

To my surprise, she didn't move an inch, she was supposed to feel scared, gross, or tell me that I am some kind of monster and flee away from me.

But she didn't.

So instead, I was the one that dashed out of the bathroom and hid behind the bed, ashamed of myself.

“I am not going to touch that thing, there is a reason why I'm gay! Don't look at me like that! Urghh I'm going to puke.”

Those words hunting me, just the thought of it made me miserable.

Nayeon, maybe....I don't remember her name, she was my first, almost my first to be honest.

I thought she was going to accept me for who I am—unconditionally, I was terrified with the idea of exposing my true self to Jennie, afraid that she would give the same reaction as Nayeon.

But Jennie and Nayeon were two different people.

I certain, if Jennie gave me the same reaction as Nayeon, it going to feel a thousand times more hurt.

Nayeon was just a completely random girl that I flirted with at school, and she was the one that initiated, so I played along with her.

Everything was great, until she commanded me a bold move, I was on the verge of lust, so I granted her order instantaneously.

But then her face telling me a horror story once she looked at my true form.

Since that incident, I didn't interact much with girls, refused to let myself being high hope.

“Lisa I am so so sorry.....please don't hate me...I wasn't supposed to be such a.......stupid pervert.” Jennie soothed me down as she embraced my side firmly.

“Are you going to leave me...? Please don't because I l-love you....I love you Jennie...please don't leave me...” I pleaded with so much hope, my cheeks stained with hot tears.

“Why do think that I'm going to leave you?” She tucked my damp brunette behind my ear, and planted lovely kisses on my cheek.

“Because I'm disgusting? I was born abnormal, different and a monster because I am a girl.....with a fucking dick attached to me! That is so fucked up!”

Damn, I would be freak out too if I found a man with a vagina.

“No Lisa....you're not disgusting, please don't say that word anymore, and you're not abnormal or different, and way too far to be called a monster.

“...you are unique, distinctive and special.

“No matter what your condition is, I would still love you....yes Lisa I love you....so damn much...

“And I never stop loving you ever since I met you...my love for you only grew stronger after all these years...” Jennie buried her face at the crook of my neck while sobbed quietly.

Wait—what?

“What do you mean? After all these years? I don't get it.” I cupped her cheeks and dried her eyes.

She stared at me with dismay look, but only in a brief moment before she quickly replaced it with a sheepish smile.

Her cheeks turned into a deep shade of red, scrutinized me with her sparkling black eyes.

Jennie then pecked my lips before she dashed out the bedroom, leaving a clueless girl alone.

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“Someone had a crush on a certain person but too shy to admit...I see.” I teased her, playfully pinched her nose, Jennie rolled her eyes.

“Because that certain person is just too cute, attractive, sexy and hot causing that ‘someone’ thought she didn't have any change....at all.”

My fuming kitten crossed her arms cutely, blushed with her own words.

I was quite popular back then, with both girls and boys, but my eyes were only on the girls.

Girls actually found my bad attitude attractive and.....cute, to them everything was cute.

I'm not cute! I'm fucking hot!!

Unlike BamBan, I didn't flirt with girls as much as he did, especially after that disastrous encounter with Nayeon.

But that didn't stop me to admire the girls from afar.

“Are you talking about yourself? Because last time I checked, you are the one who is cute, attractive, sexy and hot.” I retorted back.

Her cheeks reddened, matched perfectly with her smile, she then playfully poked my forehead, I grabbed her adorable face that hovering me and kissed her lips passionately.

Jennie clearly enjoyed, she slowly lifted my head up from her lap without breaking apart our lips.

And joining me laying down on the sofa, with her on top of me, our tounges danced together fighting for dominant.

Jennie straddled me, sent a shiver to my lower region, my shaft twitched in excitement as Jennie out of the blue trailed her kiss down along my jawline.

Then slowly to my neck and found my sweet spot, she sucked it hardly, forcing a moan of pleasure escaped out of my mouth.

I felt my little friend down there throbbing against her warm core, soon I felt my pant tightened.

She could feel, causing her to join my moan

Listening to her beautiful moan, plus to her steamy kisses initiated my hand to sneak under her shirt.

Traced my fingers upon her smooth skin.

Jennie's hands grasped my hair and let out a throaty moan in the kiss as I pushed her hip down to my hardening shaft, pressing her warm centre.

Sucked her pulse point, I switched our position, ended up her below me.

Out of nowhere, I felt a strong impact against my chest.

“Let me go!! Don't touch me!! DON'T HURT ME!!!” She breathed heavily, struggled to escape out from me.

A tear slipped out from her squeezed eyes, I felt my heart sank deep into a sea of pain, rejection and disappointment consumed me greedily.

I stood up abruptly, tried my best to hold back my tears.

‘She disgusted with me.’

But what made me confused was, Jennie still seemed to struggle with herself even though she literally alone on the sofa.

Just like the other day that I found her on the bed, my heart confidently said that the nightmare of hers related to this occurrence.

Anxiety rushed inside me.

Put aside my rejection feeling, I quickly embraced her, just like what I did on that night.

I was glad that my action could stop her nightmare, I attempted to calm her down by whispering her name.

“Everything will be alright, I'm here for you Jennie...” I whispered before dearly kiss her temple.

“L-Lisa? W-what happened??” My Jennie voiced out under my chin, I stroked her back soothingly and let out a relief sigh.

Her rapid breath finally came to even.

“You just had a panic attack, Jennie please tell me what actually happened to you?” I kissed her head.

Silence.

I sat up both of us with her straddled me, then I stared deeply into her puffy eyes that behind the thick glasses.

Later, realisation hit me. That glasses, that cat-eyed.

I knew her!

“Oh My God Jennie-yah.....” I engulfed her so tightly as if my life depended on it, I cried in anger and sadness upon her shoulder.

“It was you...the girl that was r-raped...oh my god...I'm so stupid...how could I forget about you...I'm so sorry.....I'm so sorry..”

My heart beat increased drastically, I was in mad furious as I flashed back that disaster incident.

“I was almost....” My wife muttered quietly upon my chest, her body was trembling a little in my arms.

“What is it baby?” Gently, I tilted her head up and our eyes met.

“...I w-was actually a-almost ra-raped...” She spoke out, then smiled weakly.

“...before they can....” She paused, I instantaneously knew what she tried to imply.

I nodded to her, Jennie gave me a small smile.

Then Jennie pecked my lips “...But you saved me....you stopped them...you and your friend...thank you..”

My angel smiled sincerely to me before she kissed my cheek and hid her head under my chin.

The mentioned of BamBam somehow triggered me, I will never forget how despair his parents appeared when I told them the death of their beloved son.

How can I forget the day his parents begging the principle for not telling anyone about his death?

They wanted everyone to consider their son still alive.

Because their love toward him was so powerful that they couldn't accept his death.

“Where is he right now?”

Jennie broke my deep thought, will she accept the death of her saviour?

I don't want her to think that it was her fault.

“I don't know....he informed me that he wanted to move far away from Korean for a certain reason...since then, we never meet again.” I lied.

“Why don't you guys meet? He is your best friend ain't he? No message or call?” She attacked me with question after question, playing with my hair.

I felt guilty lying to her, but I have to, I had a strong feeling that she would blame herself for the death of an innocent person.

“Nopeee.....that asshole dare to change his number phone and deactivated all his social media.”

Jennie giggled, fully rested her weight on me with my back pressing against the sofa.

You know what, fuck double update, let's make it triplet!