Chapter 22 - Insecure

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'Would you stop being a coward for a few minutes and go to our soon to be mate why did he cry himself to sleep last Saturday?'

'It's already been a week Justin'

'Thank-fucking-you for the really important the information I almost forgot'

Jungkook knew if Justin was a human right now, he could have surely seen the wolf roll his eyes after speaking out his sarcastic statement.

He knew he was supposed to talk about the last Saturday, while he and Taehyung were now alone.

Both of the unmated mates were currently sitting in the living room, while Taehyung was working on his laptop probably going through the pack security and financial accounting. Jungkook was sitting on the rug with his painting supplies and was completing a assignment, the assignment was a bit tricky to actually understand and paint it out.

What kind of emotion is supposed to be a home wrecker?

Jungkook pondered over the question a lot, usually a home wrecker is someone who splits two in love people. But if the people were actually in love they wouldn't have been splitting no matter what, right?

"What kind of emotion is a home wrecker?" Jungkook unknowingly spoke loud while was still thinking about the question again and again, the question was answered by Taehyung himself.

"According to me it's fear of losing and insecurity, one who possess these emotions pushes themselves away from their love and that wrecks their home" the Queen said glancing at the alpha who flinched at the sudden answer.

"Elaborate please?" Jungkook furrowed his eyebrows and shifted closer to the older who was sitting on the couch.

"You can't understand until you feel it Jungkook", Taehyung sighed his eyes were back and fixed back on laptop, the laptop was slapped closed and Taehyung's fingers were almost gonna slap between them, thank the Moon Goddess for his fast reflex.

Taehyung looked at Jungkook who stared up at him with his big doe purple eyes stubbornly waiting for a better elaboration.

"You said you respect me, is slapping my laptop close is a token of respect?" Taehyung scolded the younger and shot a glare towards the younger.

Jungkook just blinked his eyes like the brat he is and further waited for Taehyung to explain his said words in detail.

"Brat" Taehyung scoffed and leaned back to the couch and Jungkook climbed on the couch and laid his head on the older's lap being stubborn as always waiting.

"Fear of losing..." Taehyung trailed off his fingers pushing back Jungkook's hair, it has been a day since Jungkook was avoiding him the whole Saturday and today was Sunday. He was happy that Jungkook being awkward around him anymore.

"When someone loves their special one a lot there is a constant fear looming over their senses that their special one would leave them wanting to find someone better, someone prettier, someone who would maybe match them more might even include age or the way of thinking" Taehyung exhaled a shaky breath after speaking all his words, his fist unknowingly clenching over Jungkook's hair enough tight that it made the younger twist his face in pain but Jungkook decided to stay quiet.

This explanation was way more personal and experienced, it was clear from the way Taehyung spoke his words like he felt those.

"When you see someone who is destined to you, is your mate seek comfort in someone else's arms, burying their face in that said person's neck" Taehyung paused his gaze travelling back to Jungkook's face his fist loosened and he massaged the strained scalp and continued, "It hurts more than in one way Jungkook"

Jungkook looked away, he knew what Taehyung was exactly speaking about he couldn't think that his actions would cause Taehyung to get the fear of losing him. He knows he has nothing like that with Lalisa, it's just her scent is extremely similar to his mother's.

"Insecurities eat you up like- I don't know how to tell you. It makes us feel like we aren't enough...we are never enough there is always someone better. Someone better that could attract you in the way I couldn't" Taehyung bit his tougue, he spoke way to out of context, this should only be limited to explanation.

Taehyung rolled his eyes knowing that he made things awkward between them again.

"You are the only one who attracts me though" Jungkook shuffled and sat up, his eyes drilling in the hazel ones, "The only one who makes me wanna do things I would never"

Taehyung widened his eyes, looking at the alpha who was hovering over his body, he saw the same glint in Jungkook's eyes like the day he had seen on that particular day when he was just in a towel wrapped around him.

Jungkook's actions were leading on his alpha instincts.

"You don't know how I day dream and night sweat yesterday, you know why I sweat at night?" Jungkook questioned his body hovering over the older's smaller one.

The older shook his head, with his breath being ragged, he barely could breath feeling the heaviness on his chest which felt oddly exciting.

"I had a dream, I woke up sweaty and hard" Jungkook trailed off a smirk curling on his pinkish lips seeing the older's gaze moving around, "It doesn't even go down until I think about you, thinking about doing things to you"

"Jung-Jungkook yo-"

"Now, now omega that's not how you address me" Jungkook chuckled his voice being husky, his fingers curled around the older's tiny waist.

"Look at you already being aroused by my touch", the younger pushed his head in the mint haired omega's neck, littering little kisses around the tanned neck greedily inhaling the sweet scent of strawberries.

"Al-Alpha" Taehyung whole body tingled with his fists balled on Jungkook's shoulder, he tried to get a hold on himself but just couldn't when all the touches Jungkook was providing him with tingled his whole body, his body felt cold against warm one.

Taehyung gasped when he felt hardness on his thigh, he exactly knew what was that hardness about. He couldn't help but feel proud to attract his alpha, they had barely even done anything and Jungkook was already hard.

"You can feel that right, don't ever doubt yourself. You are the only one that could make me this excited" Jungkook whispered in a muffled voice, his lips dragging along Taehyung's neck.

The hot breath over Taehyung's skin made a shiver shoot through the older's spine as he had to bite back a whimper when Jungkook lightly sucked once his neck.

"We are ba-" Jimin along with his mate froze with handbags in their hands, the mates had previously went to buy some groceries returning back to seeing the two unmated mates were up to something.

Jungkook pushed himself away from Taehyung who still seemed like he would faint any second.

Not even a second later Jungkook had jumped over the couch and ran away from the scene living the frozen Taehyung behind, the older was still struggling with his breath.

"Geez! Y'all could have found a room the whole living room smells so aroused" Jimin srunched his face and walked towards the kitchen placing the bags.

"I think Jungkook should stop coming here until he learns to control his horny self" Hoseok grumbled, his protectiveness over Taehyung showing. He was the protector of the Queen, the mint haired omega's safety is his priority at any level.

"Hobi he was in his control when Taehyung was in his heat, don't be so impulsive alpha" Yoongi spoke in a hurried voice, clinging on Hoseok's bicep.

"Jungkook didn't right now and until he completely has a control over himself he couldn't enter the mansion for the next weekends", the orange haired alpha huffed loudly and stormed towards the kitchen telling Jimin not to prepare food for Jungkook as the purple head was instantly leaving.

"No he isn't" Taehyung who seemed to get out of his initial daze after Yoongi shook him and later told him about Hoseok's decision and walked into the kitchen.

"Listen Taehyung, it's not safe" Hoseok's face hardened as he crossed his arms around his chest again spoke, "Don't you remember what your previous Alp-"

Taehyung raised his hand immediately silencing Hoseok as the alpha gritted his teeth.

"I know Jungkook, don't compare him to that monster" Taehyung sighed his mind was still dizzy with all his previous activities but he needed to stop Hoseok before the alpha would reach Jungkook.

"I know, but this stage of an alpha isn't all rainbows and unicorns- heck! a alpha goes through a lot of changes I have been through it" Hoseok paused before selecting correct words, "I almost forced myself on Jimin once and he didn't even knew that he was my mate. Even after years past I regret it with all my heart. I don't want Jungkook to go through that"

Taehyung turned away and curled his fingers into a tight fist, his mind pondered over the fact again and again. Jungkook needs to control himself ofcourse, but he doesn't need to cut ties with Taehyung.

The mint haired omega could barely had his mate away for a week, he nests himself almost daily with Jungkook's clothes around. He couldn't let it happen.

"Shift the whole Jeon family here" Taehyung muttered which shocked Hoseok out of the world, the alpha didn't expect this answer.

"Jeon couple is out for a week, they have a wedding to attend in the Crimson pack" Yoongi butted in, equally confused about Taehyung's sudden decision.

"Then fucking shift Jungkook here and later his parents I don't care! I want my mate right in front of my eyes, am I understood!?" Taehyung growled at the three his eyes glaring at everyone who lowered their heads.

Jungkook who was just climbing down to staircase flinched hearing Taehyung growl, he had slowly entered the kitchen seeing everyone bow their heads to Taehyung who seemed beyond agitated.

"Hyu-"

"You are moving in the packhouse, your parents would later. I want no further discussions" Taehyung walked off to his own room and the door was shut with a bang.

"You shouldn't have brought up the late King Hoseok" Jimin shot Hoseok a glare.

"Late King?" Jungkook asked.

"Taehyung's previous Alpha, his late husband" Yoongi spoke his own face twisting in displeasure.

And Jungkook absolutely hated the sound of Taehyung called someone else other than him 'Alpha', rather than being concerned over his moving in.



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