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That night, you quickly pack your belongings and shuffle out to the bus along with your teammates.

"Y/N!" Taka calls out as she sees you hand your bag to Mito.

You turn around and almost immediately get attacked by Taka's body ramming into your own as she hugs you tightly.

"Thank you so much for helping me out with Akaashi!" she whispers onto your neck.

"Don't mention it," you giggle, "hey let's exchange numbers so we can keep up!"

Taka nods and the two of you exchange numbers. Once you're finished, Akaashi walks up to the pair of you. You notice his cheeks turn a bit pink as he greets Taka.

You give Akaashi a quick hug goodbye and instantly get attacked once more, but by a bigger and harder force.

"Bokuto," Akaashi groans, "you're going to suffocate her."

"Am n-"

"Oi owl back off Y/N," Kuroo barks as he grabs onto your arm, "she's not yours."

You feel yourself get pulled into Kuroo's body as he continues to chew out his friends. Once Kuroo's words echo in your mind, you push Kuroo away from you.

"Excuse me I'm not anybody's!" you shout.

As you back up, you feel yourself bump into yet another person. Angry that it keeps happening, your aura darkens as you turn around.

Even when you see the familiar blonde setter standing in front of you with a blank stare, your mood doesn't shift.

"Ah, god Kenma, you're so quiet!"

Eventually, you realize what you've just shouted out to the poor boy and you begin apologizing. Thinking that you've just made your situation with him even worse, you quickly say goodbye to the rest of the group and board the bus.

As you sit and stare out the window, you feel a weight shift you in your seat. You look over and see Mito as she sends a quick text to someone before meeting your gaze.

"You alright?" she asks worriedly as she sees your quiet disposition, "You look stressed."

Unable to contain your feelings, you flop your head over onto her shoulder and sigh.

"Mito I don't want to be in a relationship. Everything will get complicated... but everything already is complicated," you complain.

Mito begins to pet you as she reminds you to take your time and think about what you really want. Not trying to pry into your life too much, she doesn't ask you to explain.

"After some time you'll realize what you want."

"Thanks," you breathe as you continue to rest your head on her shoulder.

"Well if you want my opinion," chimes in Nakamura from the seat behind you, "you should just go for Kenma already!"

Keeping your head on Mito's shoulder, you turn your head upwards to see Nakamura smiling like a moron above you.

"I agree!" Ritsuko then adds, "Even I was able to acknowledge my feelings."

You turn your head back to the seat before you, trying to assess the situation.

"It's different," you finally respond, "none of you were opposed to a relationship."

"And none of us are anywhere close to a relationship!" Ritsuko replies, "but you and Kenma have been playing your stupid game for too long."

"Yeah I agree," Nakamura adds sadly, "I don't think anything's going to happen with Yaku and me..."

As Nakamura sits back down, Ritsuko goes to comfort her.

You try to relax and close your eyes as you stay leaning against Mito. While memories of Kenma flood in your head, you wish you could just forget about him. The feeling of how comforting he was beside you hurts. You feel so alone and empty without him. How is he fine? You know that you're clearly not.

"Y/N," Mito whispers as she gently shakes you to wake up, "we're back."

Your team gets off the bus and you quickly grab your bag from your coach. Still feeling guilty for costing the last point of the game, you swiftly gather your belongings and leave before you can get chewed out.

On your walk back to your dorm you hear familiar voices, causing you to stop and take a peek down the hallway.

"You're so fucking dense Kenma!" Kuroo's voice echoes throughout the hall.

After seeing the two boys, you lean up against a wall around the corner to conceal your presence.

Kuroo continues to yell at Kenma, mentioning something that Kenma did being rude and accusing him of lying.

You roll your eyes, thinking it was obvious that idiot Kenma would do something moronic. After listening for a bit longer, you decide that it would be best to get over your feelings for him.

I'd rather lose my dumb feelings than continue to be hooked on some guy who doesn't even mind my feelings.

Once you make your way back to your dorm, you see Shiro by her computer.

"I'm back," you sourly say to her as you throw your bag onto your desk.

"Hi," Shiro's voice squeaks quietly, "I found someone to play chess with."

You're honestly too tired to put too much effort into the meaningless conversation with your roommate.

"Awesome," you quietly, yet sarcastically, reply, "let me know how it goes."

You then flop yourself onto your bed and pull the covers over your head, hoping to sleep away the events of the week.


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