Tariq
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I brought the blunt up to my lips and took a puff. I inhaled the smoke and held it in for a little bit before exhaling it out. I'm a dumb ass nigga. 2 months ago when Kyrah asked me that question I panicked. I wanted to say yes. I do love Kyrah. I love every part of her.

I just don't wanna fuck up. I don't wanna hurt her.

Kyrah makes me feel more special than any other girl I ever been with. I shouldn't of let her slipped from my fingers so easily. I don't really know what I was thinking. I wasn't thinking.

"Yo." Will came into my room.

"Damn what's wrong witchu? Nigga you look like you just got yo heart broken."

Something like that.

"Nigga i'm gone."  I told him. I ain't lying though. I'm high as fuck right now.

"Coach mad at you."

I kissed my teeth. "This the first time I missed practice. He gon he straight." I passed him the blunt.

Kyrah is the only person I can think about right now. I been wanting to talk to her but she barely been here. I'm thinking about popping up at her job today since I ain't doing shit. Damn, I really miss that girl.

"Nigga what's really going on with you. You hella quiet." Will pointed out. 

"Nothing nigga. I can't be quiet?"

"...Yo girl not giving you none? Cuz you acting like it."

"She ain't my girl no more."

"Damn y'all broke up?"

I sighed. "Yeah we done."

"What the fuck you do?"

"I ain't do shit."

"Bullshit."

"Deadass." I said.

"Whatever nigga. I just came to say coach told me to tell you that you gon be on the bench next game."

I scoffed. "Yeah we'll see."

"Don't get bold with him. He don't hesitate to kick nobody off the team. Then he be replacing them quick as fuck, plus we need this scholarship."

I wasn't listening to anything he was saying.

"Ight."

"I'm serious bro. Don't let a bitch fuck up what you got going on." He was about to take another puff out of the blunt but I smacked that shit out his hands.

"Bruh-"

"Get the fuck out." I said in a low tone.

"You serious right now? You kicking me out over a bitch nigga?"

"Kyrah ain't no bitch."

"Why you acting so crazy over her. You just hated her ass not too long ago and all of a sudden you all lovey dovey with a bitch you ain't eem like."

"You got 5 seconds to get the fuck out.."

"Whatchu gon do about it homeboy."

I laughed. "Yo i'm really bout to pull a melly on this nigga." I mumbled to myself.

"It's been 5 seconds and i'm still here and you ain't did a bitch ass thing. You a bitch and that ugly ass bitch you got a bitch."

I grabbed my gun from off of the dresser and pointed it in his face with my finger on the trigger. The color from his face was gone. "I'll lay you out right now on my floor and then clean it up like nothing happened...you seen me kill niggas before..so you know i'm not playing. This the last time ima say it. Get out."

He left out the room with no hesitation in his step. I wasn't really gonna kill him. Will my homeboy. His mouth just reckless as fuck. I had to shut his ass up.

After today I ain't fucking with him no more. If you can't respect my girl you don't respect me either. Kyrah is my girl. Cuz i'm about to go get her back."

Kyrah

Where do you want me to meet you at?

Unknown
meet me at that ice cream place..by Lewis Park.

alright.

I'm on break at work and the unknown number that's still been texting me texted me today telling me if I want to know who they are, meet up with them.

If they would've said a private or disclosed location then I wouldn't of agreed to doing this. But it's public and In tired of this number texting me all the time leaving me in suspense. I need to figure out who this is. Could be somebody important.

"These customers have some nerve." Sabrina, my co worker, said as she came into the break room.

"Like a bitch really got mad at me when I told her where the triple D bras were."

"Did she ask?"

"No! She was shopping in the B cup section! I was just tryna do my damn job and help her confused delusional ass out but what did that get me? Fucking cussed out. The worst part about it is I couldn't even say anything back. That's what I hate about working a 9-5 job. Because bitch I am not one to hold my damn tongue and i'm quick to put my hands on a bitch...OR A NIGGA. People be having me fucked up on God." She ranted.

"Girl what if she was shopping for her friend or a family member?"

"Nooo she wasn't. She said 'Bitch don't tell me what to look for I know what I want' and I said 'Baby by the time you cover the nipple it's gon snap'."

I shook my head at what she was telling me. "You a crazy ass girl."

"That's what all my ex boyfriends told me." She said.

"Is that why they yo ex now?"

She laughed. "Yeah. That's good though. Ion like scary ass niggas. How the fuck you cant handle me? Like I really ain't that much to handle...right?"

"Based on how much you be arguing with customers...I can't tell."

"Girl whatever. I'm a chill person deep down...until a bitch play with me."

"Heard dat." I agreed with her.

My timer went off on my phone indicating that my break was over. "Duty calls. Stay back here and relax your mind. I'm scared if you walk out there you gon snap if somebody walk wrong."

"Trust me i'm not going back out there." She said.

I walked out and went to the register waiting for anybody to be rung up. I looked around and noticed how empty the store was. Wasn't barely anybody here. It is a weekday though, maybe that's why.

I sighed and placed my chin in the palm of my hand. My feet hurt and i'm ready to go home, bathe, and sleep.

Somebody who walked in surprised the fuck out of me. Tariq came in and looked around. He made a face at all of the girly shit that was in here. I laughed to myself a little bit before composing myself. He does not know how to hide his facial expressions.

When he finally saw me he started to walk my way. Aw shit. What he want?

"Can we talk?" He asked me.

"Umm now? I'm kinda busy."

"Busy? Where?"

Damn I wish the store was packed today. "Alright, but not too long."

I walked from behind the counter and led him to the break room. Sabrina was still in there looking in her phone but when she seen me and Tariq walk in she put it down. "Girl who's this fine piece of meat you got with you?" She teased.

"He's a...friend..kinda...it's complicated. But we need somewhere to talk so do you mind?"

"You kicking me out? You kicking me out like that huh?"

"No i'm not it's just-"

"Girl it's okay." She cut me off by laughing. "I'm out y'all hairs...tell me about it tomorrow." She said the last part in my ear and then winked at me playfully. That girl is really something else.

She left out of the room closing the door, leaving just me and Tariq.

I sat on the couch and so did he. It was awkwardly quiet. It's like we both wanted to say something but didn't know how to say it.

We haven't spoken to each other foreal ever since that day so this is a little weird.

"How you been mamas?" My heart fluttered when he called me that. I really missed him saying that to me.

"Good, great actually. I don't have any complaints. What about you?"

"Can't say the same." He said.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

He sighed and looked at me. "I miss you."

He said it so depressingly which made me believe him.

"I miss you too, but we both agreed that we don't need to be in a relationship."

"We didn't mean that." He said.

"Well when I asked you that question you made it clear that-"

"That's what I came to talk about."

I looked at him confused. "What?"

"Kyrah, when I first knew I liked you the feelings I was feeling was weird. I didn't know how to react to them. Which led me to doing stupid shit and I'm deeply sorry for that. But anyways. After getting into a relationship with you and you showing your true colors, and how you were towards me, you made me feel good. Anytime i'm down you bring me right back up with your advice..and your you know what..." He looked at me with a smirk causing me to blush and look away.

"That's a different topic though. I'm sorry for being a bipolar nigga sometimes and during these 2 months I realized I let the one person who I care about the most leave. I don't look at no other girls except for you. You're the only one I want. You're the only one who knows me, and my real heart. I'm sorry for acting like a dickhead."

"It's okay. You're not in the complete wrong. I'm sorry for always arguing with you throughout the relationship. I'm just so..defensive..I guess." I told him.

"That's not all I want to say though." He grabbed my hand and held it in his. "Kyrah...I love you."

As soon as he said that my eyes started getting watery. Did I hear that right?

"Can you repeat that?"

He laughed. "I said I love you mamas...don't cry." He pulled me into a hug and I just kept letting the tears flow.

"I'm so happy to hear you say that." I said.

I pulled back. "I love you too."

"It's pretty hard not to love a nigga like me."

I slapped his chest. "Boy please I'll take what I said back."

"You got a receipt?"

wowwwww. "You bold. You know that?" I said.

"I know."

This feels good. To be talking again.

He placed his fingers under my chin and tilted my head up and kissed me on the lips. I wrapped my hand around his neck and started kissing him back. I climbed on his lap and deepened the kiss. He hands traveled down my back until they rested on my butt.

"Wait." I stopped the kiss remembering what Jess told me.

"Did you let Jess suck your dick?"

"Hell fucking no who told you that?

"She did." I said.

"You believed her?"

"No..but I still had to ask."

"When you come home I'm taking you out on a date somewhere nice. So be ready alright mamas?"

I smiled. "I missed you calling me that."

"I miss you calling me some things too." He smirked.

"If this date goes well you might here those names tonight."

"Damn I need to make sure I do a good job then."

"Yup." I said popping the P and pecking him on the on the lips one  more time.

Finna have some fun tonight.

A/n: slap me for taking so long to update🧍🏾‍♀️
i'm sorry y'all.
how y'all felt about this chapter?
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made it a lil long for y'all.
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I love Sabrina💀 reminds me of me.
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January 25, 2020