CHAPTER 13

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"Valide and my dear sisters. I made official statement and now I want you all to hear that, we will be waiting for few more people to deliver these news to everyone important," Murad has said as he invited all of us to his chambers. Even Ayse and Farya were there and I knew this was something regarding our weddings.

Even though if Murad has said to me he would marry me to Kemankes, it feared me what Murad changes his personality very quickly and what if he would change his opinion about that.

At that moment Silahtar, Deli Huseyin, Yusuf Pasha and Kemankes entered the chambers and it kinda worried me why all of them were invited here when there was 3 of us brides. I didn't want to stress myself too much on this subject, but when I looked at Kemankes he didn't even look at me which made me hurt. I tried to behave like nothing has happened in front of everyone else because no one should know about it.

"Now that everyone is here, I made decision about marriages of three of my sisters. They are all pupils of my eyes and I want you to know my dear pashas that you shouldn't even dare to hurt them, otherwise I will take your title and position very quickly," Murad said to them and he was so protective brother to us almost all of the time which I really liked.

Mother looked at all of us her daughter and she seemed to be worried and there was good reason to be worried. Atike and Gevherhan were fighting all the time about Silahtar and now Murad needed to chose who he would chose Silahtar to marry for and whoever he choses would hurt another Sultana. While she had problem as she didn't want me to marry Kemankes, but little much she knew how I was hurt by Kemankes' behaviour and it was all her fault. But she should never know that because if she knows that this hurt me she would know even further what she could do to hurt me and I didn't need that to happen.

"I decided that I will marry my twin sister Naime Sultan to Kemankes Pasha, may it be happy marriage and I wish luck to you two," Murad said and I gave him a smile as no one should know what have been going with us. Kemankes was surprised Murad would allow this and he kissed his hand immediately. Mother looked at me and then at Kemankes, she had disappointed reaction on her face and I enjoy looking at it.

"Kemankes I expect from you to treat my Naime well, she is my everything and if she cries once it won't be good," Murad said to Kemankes.

"I will never make Sultana sad, I promise you," Kemankes said and Murad patted him on his shoulders and there was the first lie already because currently I was sad because of his behaviour and wasn't even excited of the marriage anymore.

Kemankes went back to stand next to pashas and he looked at me but this time I moved my gaze away and didn't want to look at him anymore. He won't be able to hurt me any time after this.

"I have been thinking a lot for my sisters Gevherhan and Atike, and I never knew if I gave good decision, until today when I decided what is the best," Murad said and Atike and Gevherhan looked at each other. Gevherhan already was sad because she was sure Murad would never allow her to marry someone she loves and knew the spoiled Atike would get whatever she wants.

"I decided Gevherhan will be married to Silahtar," Murad said and Gevherhan couldn't believe same as no one of us. I felt so happy for my beloved sister who finally deserved to be happy.

"No," Atike said nervously, "you can't do that," she was so nervous and couldn't believe Murad actually would do this to her.

"Atike, you will be married for Yusuf Pasha. I decided what I did," Murad said as he started getting kinda angry. Silahtar kissed his hand, and then did Yusuf the same and we were all surprised Murad would get this decision. Murad stood up meaning that he wanted to be alone.

"How could you do this to me when I love Silahtar?" Atike yelled in front of everyone and I felt awkward in her name. Her future husband was listening to her and she was speaking this way.

"Everyone leave my chambers," Murad said and all of started to leave, beside Atike who didn't want to leave his chambers. I knew she would ashame herself now and I couldn't listen to her threatening with her life now. She wasn't loved by Silahtar and she didn't deserve to destroy life of two people who love each other.

"Sultanim, I want to talk with you," I started walking to my chambers when I heard Kemankes calling for me.

"About what? Haven't I betrayed you?" I asked him and I knew I sound arrogant, but he didn't need to be forgiven immediately for those acts which hurt me.

"I want to talk with you in my office, please," he said and I couldn't decline that because how much I wanted to be cold, that much I didn't want to be in bad relations with him when now we will get married.

I entered his chambers and he came locking doors after I entered so no one could come inside. I walked around his chambers standing behind his working desk.

"I acted like idiot yesterday, I didn't listen to you and I know you were right. I know they made you a trap, but I was worried about this whole situation that I didn't know how to react," he said and this time he sounded really like he is speaking from the bottom of his heart.

"You've hurt me, Kemankes," I said.

"I never felt towards someone like I feel for you, and when I finally had hope for us your Valide told me those lies. I am a man who wasn't used on romantic life, but as a warrior. I don't know how to control my emotions and I always become angry," he said looking down at the floor and this was the first time seeing his sensitive side. He looked like a person who doesn't have emotional side but he did, and this was the first time I saw it.

"I just want you to believe me in the future because we will be married and I don't want you to believe in lies," I said as I walked closer to him and it was hard for me to see him so emotional and he really felt wrong and I truly felt that.

"I will never make you cry, Sultanim," he said.

"Naime, you will be my husband, and you won't call me Sultana but by my name," I smiled to him.

He didn't even say a word but walked closer to me. He came so close to me for the first time and we knew no one could look at us here

"I love you Naime more than you can imagine. I will never allow myself to make you sad once again," he said taking my hand into his hand and bringing me even closer to him.

"I love you too Kemankes," I said forgiving at that moment everything, because I felt he was for real sorry for everything.

Our eyes were so close and I couldn't stop looking into his deep brown eyes and he couldn't stop looking at mine. He placed his hand on my cheek before kissing my lips.

"You will have to wait until I'm your wife," I said smiling at him no matter how much I wanted to enjoy his passionate kisses and be close to him.

"When you become my wife, I won't let you go," he said not caring for anything and placing his hands on my back and bringing me closer to him into one more passionate kiss from which I didn't want to get out, but stay with him forever.



"Valide how would you allow this to happen? How could Silahtar and Gevherhan be engaged? How did you allow this when I love Silahtar?" Atike yelled on Kosem so nervously while she was histerically crying. This was the first time in her lifetime that they did something against her will and she couldn't accept this to happen.

"Enough Atike! Your brother decided about this not me and you won't blame me. Go outside because I have much bigger problems," Kosem said as her head hurt so much and she was so nervous. She couldn't believe Murad would allow Naime to marry Kemankes and she thought Murad would never allow this to happen. To her it was like a bad dream where she was losing everyone she has ever cared for. She knew there is nothing to happen since Kemankes is going to be married for her daughter.

"Sultanim, you should forget Kemankes Pasha because that won't bring you any well. He will become your son-in-law," Haci tried to comfort Kosem when Atike left her chambers, but there was nothing that could calm Kosem down.

"If that was someone else, I would get rid of that person very quickly. But I never thought my daughter would fell in love with him and with all of her might she did whatever was important to marry him," Kosem said as she was at the verge of tears. She couldn't believe this would happen to her or that she would grow so fond of Kemankes Pasha.

"Sultanim, don't be like that. It was not just Naime Sultan, but also Kemankes Pasha wanted this. He loves her," Haci said knowing he shouldn't have said this, but someone had to bring Valide Sultan down to earth with her feelings.

"No," Kosem said as she didn't want to believe into that.

"If you don't believe me, then go somewhere where are both of them. And look how Pasha looks at her, you will understand all in his look," Haci said and Kosem got so nervous she crushed the table in her chambers down. She didn't want to accept this is reality and she hoped she would wake up from some bad dream she had.


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