JIMIN POV

"Where are you going?" Yoongi spoke when he sat on the couch reading his newspaper.

His dark eyes fell on me, taking his eyes off the newspaper, He's scary. My whole body is Shivered up when his eyes met mine,

"I-I,.. I'm going to College" I shutters as I'm really afraid of him now..

He's the mafia king and the thing he did with me, hurts me too much physically or mentally. I'm just his toy, may be he can hurt me too.

"College huh?!" He smirked

"Yess c..college" i lowered my face just to avoid his gaze,

"Let me drop you babyboy"

"Huh?? Y-y-you..."

"Why are you shuttering like that? Are you by any chance afraid of me?"

He came closer to me and grabbed my waist infront of everyone stood there in the living room.

"S-s-sir!! Everyone is here!"

"So? Everyone knows who you're!!"

So!! They know that I'm a toy that you bought for your pleasure.

Just a toy right?

"Let's go babyboy" He hold my chin up to look into his eyes.

Examine the every corner of my face, his eyes fell on my lips, when his smirk grew wider,

"Lip balm huh?" He lifted his one eyebrows

"Y-yess"

He pressed his thumb on my lips and squeeze it a little bit,

"Everyone close your eyes"

he shouted making everyone flinch in this room..

He has the power to make everyone flinch in a second that's why he's the king no doubt...

But what is he going to do??

His thumb is rubbing on my lips, it seems like he's trying to wiped my lip balm. I gulped in his touch.

I know i have no right to fell in love or grew any kind of feeling but this touch makes me insane.

How can i just take this relationship only sexually?

Is everything that simple?

"What are you thinking babyboy?"

"N..n.nothing daddy" First time i called him daddy without his wanting.

"Which flavour?"

"Huh? What?"

"Your lip balm?"

"Strawberries" I lowered my eyes,

"Let me taste it, let me taste you"

With that he pressed his lips on mine, and devouring my lips along with the whole lip balm.

His lips are moving with mine when i clenched my hand on his shirt.

Soon he pulled out and looked at me again

"Now it's ok"  he spoke

"What?"

"Your lips look normal.."

"What do you mean?" I don't have any idea what's he talking about?

"babyboy, your lips were too much seductive before. I don't want anyone to look at you except me.so, you better not talk to strangers or anyone including that Bastard Joy"

"Y-yess daddy.. I'll not talk to anyone.. i promise but Can i talk with my bestfriends?"

"Give me their details later now lets go"

He slide his hands on my waist and pulled me closer to him then we both walked towards the car.

I never saw this kind of car before in my life, Driver can't even see us!! this car
Has AC too.

It's expensive.

"What are you watching babyboy?" His rest his hand on my thigh.

"T-this car is cool"

"Yeahh it is.. I'm way more cool than this car"

"Is this car bullet proof?? I heard about that mafia cars!!"

"Offcourse it's Bullet proof"

"Woahh nice"

I'm looking through the window, as i never ride this kind of expensive car, it feels different.

I don't know why i wanna imagine some stuffs which is almost impossible to happen.

A peaceful car ride at night under the stary sky with the love of my life...

But my life is miserable...

Who wanna love me if they know I was someone's......

"Babyboy?"

My imagination broke when his deep voice called me.

"Y..yes daddy?"

"Your college is here"  He pointed outside.

"Hmm.."

I get out of the car when everyone looked at me weirdly!! Is it because of me or the car??

Definitely because of the car!!

They're keep on looking at me when I get my backpack from the car and looked at yoongi,

"Thank you for dropping me"

I turned to get into the college when he called me from behind..

"Babyb.... baby!!"

He called me baby??

No.. he meant babyboy but he can't call me that infront of everyone that's why he called me baby.

But why did he call me??

Oh lord.. everyone is watching me weirdly. What should I do?

He came closer and said,

"You forgot something!!"

"What?"

He's like a maze, I'm lost in him. I can't understand him..

He came closer and pressed his lips on mine making me dumbfounded.

It's just a friction of second, he pulled out,

It's just a peck

A peck

"Go now" he spoke and waved his hand

I just wanna ask him something to make my mind clear, so i hugged him lightly and whispered near his ear

"Why did you do that?"

"Just to let them know whom you're belongs to"

"I'm not your boyfriend or something.. you told me that we can't love each other"

"So, when did i say I kissed you just because i love you??"

I pulled myself from his embrace and walked away without looking back.

I'm walking through the coridor, My tears are gathered into my eyes, so i keep my eyes down, just not to let them know how pathetic I'm.

I'm always a strong boy in their eyes but today, Jimin is all broken from inside. He's just disappointed on his fate. He ends up with someone who needs him only for his needs, his desires, his pleasure. He doesn't allow me to fell in love with him or anyone else. I can't led my life like i want.

Min Yoongi..

You're someone who gave me werid feelings from the first time.

I fall in love with that touch when i was blindfolded. I fall in love without knowing who you're, without seeing you!!

But now I can't tell that and As i know you're not gonna love me in your life.. i should not love that feelings anymore.

Your hug was warm, i can stay in your embrace forever, I don't need anything but you.

From now, as you want only physical relationship then okay!! I'll give you my body not my soul.

You'll definitely tell me oneday that something is missing.

Without love and affection of soul physical relationship will not gonna work out.

Now jimin will change..

If you need only physical relationship then jimin also choose physical,

No mental relationship allowed.

I'll tried my best.

AUTHOR : HMMMMM!!! HE'S RIGHT THO WITHOUT LOVE, LUST IS NOT GONNA WORK OUT🙂

I DON'T KNOW WHAT AM I WRITING. MAY BE THIS IS SHIT..