Adora
It's now 5:42 pm and i am freaking starving because I didn't have time to eat anything at lunch having to play the stubborn teenager. And of course as a dumbass i am the only thing i have kept in the mini fridge is hidden alcohol.
How could he do this to mum?
I mean did he just forget that she even existed? What the hell is up with that ?
Nobody has bothered to try to talk to me since the last knock on my door because they know it's a waste of their time.
I wanna go downstairs and eat something or go out and lie down on my spot, listen to some music and smo-shit has Daniel bought me cigarettes?
My dad is a really known doctor in the town so like everybody knows him and I can't risk having people recognising me buying cigars. So instead Daniel buys them for me.
I swear to God if i don't have anything to smoke i am gonna kill myself with no second fucking thought.
I take my headphones off my ears and place them to the bed connecting them with a wire so as to be charged.
Shit i really need to get the hell out of here but if i bump into anyone in the house i will definitely pretend to pass out so that they don't have a chance to talk to me.
Well Eliot must have football practice now and dad is usually at his office at that time so maybe i am alone.
I put on some baggy jeans and a sweater and slowly open the door trying to be as quiet as possible.
I don't hear anything from the living room or kitchen so i head downstairs glancing each room a little to see if anyone is in there.
Apparently no-one is home so i just open the door put on my trainers and start walking.
While walking i take my phone out of my back pocket and dial Daniel's number. After a couple of bips i hear his deep voice.
"Pumpkin this is not a really good time" he says kind of out of breath,while i heard some bimbo's voice telling him to come back to her. Seriously kill me.
"Daniel leave this stupid chick,go buy some weed and meet me at the star place.Fucking right now"i demand
The star place is the place our parents used to go. Actually at the café place on the other side of the road for them to catch up while me and Daniel were playing there when we were younger. But now... I guess it's the place we listen to music and smoke like there is no tomorrow.
It's truly beautiful though. Especially at night because from there you can have a view of all stars and the moon. Daniel and i go there all the time and sometimes just watch the stars thinking without talking. That's why i love Daniel. There is no awkward moment between us. He is my brother. Not by blood but he is.
"Can't it wait a little bit i have a bit of a boner that ain't gonna leave any time soon" he whispered so that i was the only one to hear.
"No get your ass up and meet me at our place. Because i swear to God if you are not there in fucking 10 minutes i will cut your balls off and shove them down your throat" Jesus i really don't know how he puts up with me.
"Fine I'll be there in 10... But you own me" was the last thing he said before hanging up the phone.
I started walking faster to the star place putting on the hood of my hoodie not wanting anyone to recognise me and have a conversation with me.
I reach the star place sitting down and waiting for Daniel to come.
After five or six minutes his figure comes into view. I understand why girls are like dying to fuck him because he is truly hot. And good in bed...what? I know he is my best friend but a couple of hook-ups won't hurt what we have. We both knew that it was just fucking. The same called for me and Joanna but apparently i am too irresistible that she fell for me.
Me and Daniel are kind of the same. Maybe that's why i feel so connected with him. He understands me more than anybody would. Even more than my mum. She definitely knew me like the palm of her hand but not as much as Daniel. He is aware of my feelings even if i haven't told him anything which is kinda creepy to be honest. But i love it. I love having someone care about me so much they would do anything to make me happy. That's what Daniel does.
Daniel lost his dad a year after i lost my mum. Jesus I don't even wanna remember how devastated he was. At least i was there with him all the time to try and make him at least smile. The same as he did when i lost my mum. He really is my soulmate.
"I hope this is important because if not i will make you suck me off until i cum without fucking stopping " he said breaking me from my thoughts.
"Did you bring me weed?" I asked
"Yes now tell me what the hell happened"he said preparing the weed because he knows i will definitely need it.
I don't answer him. The only thing i do is lie down on my back watching the stars.
He notices my hesitation and starts again.
"Does it have to do with your Dad or Eliot?"he asks lighting my cigar and giving it to me knowing it will help me talk. I take a long inhale filling my lungs with the deadly gas and eventually blowing it out.
"Dad" i respond
"What happened?"he asks lighting a cigar for himself. I take another long inhale making my lungs burn making me feel so fucking good.
"He met someone." I simply say. Daniel doesn't respond. He knows that i need my time to say how i feel and that interruptions do not help.
After a couple of minutes of both of us staring at the stars smoking i start again.
"It's a woman" Daniel knows where i am going with this so he lies beside me.
"He wants to marry her " i say trying to control tears coming out from my eyes.
Not that i am ashamed of Daniel watching me cry. But i haven't shed a tear in two years since i remembered my mother telling me not to hide this beautiful face with tears. I guess i was beautiful then. But not now. Not after everything that happened.
Daniel knows that i won't say anything else. He also knows why i am actually sad. He knows that it's not because my father will marry another woman. It's because he will be happier with another woman. What if he forgets how mum used to be like? What if he forgets how she looked? What if- Daniel cuts my thoughts by pulling me into his embrace. Daniel is the only one i let hug me after my mum's death. Not even Eliot.
He used to hug my legs every time he saw me but not anymore. Everyone that tries to hug me... I simply push them away.
After like ten minutes i get out of Daniel hug and lie back down on the ground.
"Do you think she watches me?" I ask daniel.
"Yeah... She definitely does." He answered
"How do you know, do you guys face time from time to time or something?" I say giving him a glance and then look away again.
"No. We don't face time. But... I remember how she was around you. How much she loved you. And she still does. You just... Have no proof for it. Maybe you can't see her but she definitely can. And she definitely does." He responds with his eyes stuck on me.
I don't look at him though. I keep looking at the stars thinking about her. About the way she screamed every time a bug was in the house. Or how once she forgot to turn of the oven and almost burned the house. It wasn't funny back then but now that i am thinking about it... I would kill for her to come back and burn evey single house in this town.
"I believe he watches you too" i say refering to Daniel's dad. I know how much he loves him and how much he misses him.
Daniel simply smiles as we both remain silent. After a couple of minutes a buzz interrupts our silence and of course... My dad is asking where i am.
I don't answer his text as i stand up streching my legs. Daniel looks at me asking me if i am leaving already.
"No. Not yet"i say
I look over at daniel while i light another cigar to gather my thoughts.
I walk around looking at the sky while smoking and blowing the smoke up in the air.
After some time i feel kind of dizzy so i sit on my ass not really close to Daniel and some seconds later i start talking again.
"Do you think he will forget about mum?"i ask him. He looks over at me kind of confused sitting up.
"Are you fucking kidding me?" He asks.
I don't have time to respond since he starts talking again.
"Your dad could fucking die for her and be happy for it. There is no way that stupid god damn bitch will replace your mum. You hear me? No fucking way" he said it a loud way to make me understand how deadly serious he actually was.
Jesus i love this boy so much.
"Now. Get your ass up ,let's go eat something and then i will take you home so that you can get some proper sleep" so he did notice my pale skin and the black circles under my eyes.
"And no more weed"he says taking the cigar out of my hand acting like he is some kind of principal in a freaking private school.
He helps me get up and we walk towards his car. "What are you hungry for?" he asks me.
"Well... I would definitely eat a burger and some fries" i say as he opens the car door for me as i get in. God he is such a gentleman when he wants to.
Once he gets in he puts the key in the keyhole thing and start the car driving to our favourite burger place.
After like twenty minutes of driving and listening to music on the radio and screaming the lyrics,Daniel stops the car. I open the door and walk into the burger place as Daniel does the same.
We order our classic order. One cheeseburger and one turkey burger for Daniel and one burger with egg for me.
And of course fries for the middle. One to start but we both know we will fight for the fries so after some time we will order another one.
We wait as our food is getting ready talking about our day. Well i said everything at the star place so i just listen to him rambling on about his day and a weird dream he had in history class about some nazi ducks that ruled the world.
"And then the leader of the duc-"
Daniel gets interrupted by the waiter serving us our food.
Jesus i feel like it's a miracle to finally have food on my table.
We start eating as Daniel continues with his dream which i am too focused on my food to hear about.
Once we are done we order two cans of coca cola because i feel like i will literally die from all the shit i just ate in one sitting.
We take our cans daniel pays for the dinner as it is his turn. Well we have this agreement that every time we go out we take turns on who pays for food not that i am some spoiled bitch that expects somebody else to pay for her food.
We get into his car as we sit there for a second and then Daniel starts the engineer.
"You okay?" He asks me looking at me.
"Actually... Yeah i am fine" it's been a while since i said that and actually meant it. But with Daniel of course i will be okay.
So we just drive home starting small talks about irrelevant topics like if avocado is considered a fruit or a vegetable.
I don't get why people don't understand what i need to be happy.
The only thing i need is someone to understand how i feel and truly care about me.
That... Apparently only daniel can do.
But it's okay at least i have him be there for me whenever i need him
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I really hope this isn't boring.
What do you guys think of Daniel?
Because there will definitely be more chapters with him.
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