Chapter 20

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Adora

Fuck fuck fuck what the hell did i do?
I kissed her i fucking kissed her and she fucking kissed me back.

"Hey you here or what?" Cristina waved her hand in front of my face snapping me from my little planet.

I simply nod my head telling her to continue with whatever the fuck she needed this time.

"I asked you if you knew where your father was. He really needs to go pay a couple of bills because i am pretty sure they are gonna cut the water"she says chuckling.

I shake my head no and after some talking which was mostly to herself as she was muttering something under her breath i she leaves my room.

I change into a white shirt with a large hoodie over it which i really need to return to Daniel by the way and some black baggy jeans. I put on a pair of blue socks as well as my shoes. I get my backpack placing everything i need in it and quickly went to the bathroom. I brush my teeth and pee before leaving the house unnoticed.

I get my phone out of my backpack and start dialing the only number i could at a moment like this.

"Adora it's fucking seven am what the fuck do you need now."

"Get up Daniel it's important"

"Adora listen to me if you keep disturbing my sleep i am gonna get ugly and no girl would like to suc-"

"I kissed her"i say interrupting him.

"W-wait what?"

"I kissed her"

"No you didn't. Fuck Adora tell me that you didn't. Fucking tell me that you didn't kiss her." I take a deep breath before answering.

"Okay....I didn't kiss her happy?"

"Fuck Adora why fucking why?"

"Well i-i... don't actually have an answer to that."

"Okay here me out go get coffees and go to the star place... I'll be there in ten."And with that he hangs up as i start walking faster.

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I am at the star place waiting for Daniel as i notice a tall figure coming closer to me.
He has a bag in his hands.
He hands me the bag which was full of those cookies that he knows that i just love.

Could i just marry him?

"Okay take it from the start and tell me what happened"he says sipping some coffee as i shove a cookie in my mouth.

"Okay so here is the deal i was peacefully sleeping until a god damn fucking clock decided to start bipping out of nowhere.
I couldn't turn it off so i started throwing in on the floor trying to smash it with my foot and then Camila came in with those short fucking pitzamas and i started apologizing for the party and she took out some batteries and she said it was okay and then we started laughing and crap and then i walked to her and grabbed her and then i fucking kissed her and you know what? It's not all in my mind okay she fucking kissed me back and if that stupid god damn Cristina bitch fucking asshole hadn't come into the room i would hav-"

"Okay okay i got it. Jesus relax"
I hadn't realised how fast i was talking until Daniel stopped me making me notice how much out of breath i actually was.

"So what happened next?"

"Well Cristina came in Camila pulled away and left the room looking down the floor like a lost god damn pappy"

"You know what... Let's skip first period"
And with that he lit up a cigarette handing it to me.

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Daniel and i were now walking towards the school after having discussed every god damn detail about what happened this morning with me and my so-called sister.

We get inside the school walking towards our lockers to get our shit as i simply listen to Daniel rambling on about him being the president of America and establishing an international naked day.
That would be pretty cool actually.

We reach our lockers which are across from each other. I open my locker leaving some stuff in there before checking my schedule to see which class i have now.

Fuck. Fucking Chemistry why just why?
Wait isn't that the class i have with Camila?
Well maybe i can talk to her or something.

"What do you have? You seem ready to kill yourself"i hear Daniel joke behind me as i shove my schedule in his chest taking the stupid book with me.

Daniel looks at me before chuckling and ruffling my hair.

He places his arm over my shoulder kissing my head leading me to chemistry class.
"You know maybe we could skip."

"No princess we literally just got here"

"But what if-"

"Nooo what if's Adora you are going to your class and you are gonna pay attention and actually learn something and you are gonna be successful and rich and you will have millions to spend on weed." I hear him say in a cheerful tone without slowing down his walking.

Reaching the class my eyes fall on the beautiful brunette that i had the pleasure to kiss today.

Camila is talking with that Jacob dude that i have grown to hate in the past week or so.
I don't think she notices me until i stand behind her with still daniel by my side tapping her shoulder.

"Hey sister what you doing?"

Camila looks at me with an expression that i have never seen before on her.
I have seen seen her angry, sad, happy but this, this was different. She was looking at me with...

Shame.
Guilt.
Indifference.

I don't really know how she combined all those feelings. But i saw them.
She hated what happened.

She regretted.
But at the same time.
She didn't give a fuck.
Not about the kiss.
About me.

"Adora do you need something?"

Fuck i fucking fucked up really fucking bad.

"Ehh... No...Nothing"
Absolutely fucking nothing.

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The rest of the day was kinda ordinary.
The only difference was that i spent most of the day thinking about what the fuck to do with Camila instead of sleeping on my desk.

I don't get it.

I mean i kissed her but she did no move to pull away. So it's not entirely my fault.
I started it but she didn't stop me.
She could have stepped back.
She could have pushed me.
I would step back. I really would.

But she didn't.

She stayed there and kissed me so what the fuck does that mean?

"Excuse me could you move a bit?"
A soft voice snapped me from my thoughts as i look forward seeing a short brunette in front of me. She probably sees my confusion so she motions the door with her hand making me look behind me.
I quickly realized that i was literally in front of the computer room making it impossible for people to get in.

"Oh... Yeah of course"i mutter an apology before getting out of the way as the girl stepped in the room.

I start walking towards my locker ready to take my shit and get the hell out of here. I take everything i need out of it trying to avoid anyone that might try to talk to me.

I put on a black hoodie and walk down the school corridor.

"Hey Adora"
Fuck just keep walking.

"Adora wait a second"
Just pretend you don't listen.
Just keep on fucking walking.

Well. That wasn't so successful cause her walking became quicker as she kept up with me.

"Hey what's up?"

"Adora you deaf or something? I was practically screaming at you."

Well screaming is a little extravagant, i could barely hear her anyway...

"Joanna watch your attitude with me"
And back to my true non-apologizing rude self again.

"I-i just wanted to talk to you"
"Well maybe next time.Have a nice day."
A nice day?

She mumbles a simple okay understanding that i am in no mood to fight or talk or be around her actually.

Before i could leave i feel her grabbing my face pulling me closer to her.
She kisses my lips softly but in a sexual manner simultaneously. I don't really react to her kiss. I just stand there like an asshole letting her finish eating my face.

When she pulls away she looks at me with a smile. I look at her confused but decide to let it go.

And when I turn around.
I see her.Looking at me.
After obviously seeing the kiss between me and Joanna.

"Hey Camila it's not-"
"What i think it is?"she jokes but i don't see the indifference in her face anymore.
I see something else. Something different.
Anger.

"Cam-"
"Your dad is waiting for us outside come on"

I look at her before she turns around walking towards the school exit.I don't even spare Joanna a glance as i quickly follow behind her.

As Camila said my dad was inside the car waiting for us. Camila gets in the backseat as i try getting next to her. But to my damn fucking luck she is not so eager to sit beside. So she settles for placing her backpack where my seat would be.

Okay that hurt.

So not wanting a scene i simply get in the front seat next to my dad.

"Hey girl's how was school?"
"Fine"

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The drive is no so bad actually.
Well that's because a client of my father's called him to discuss. So me and Camila simply sat there. It is good though.
When i approached her at school... I didn't even know what to say. I just wanted to be close to her.

It's funny how i thought she would be happy to be close to me too.

"Okay Mister Rogers I'll go home and check my appointments to see what i can do for you."after a little pause my father thanks that Rogers dude and shuts the phone.

A minute later or so we arrive home as i take my bag and walk towards the house. I take my key from under the doormat and get inside while looking over seeing Camila coming closer.

"How was school girls?"i turn around seeing camila behind me. I simply throw my bag on the floor rolling my eyes.

"What do we have for lunch Cristina?"
"Macaroni and cheese but it's gonna be ready in like five minutes."

With that i take my bag going up my room. I take my clothes off putting on my pitzamas to be more comfortable. After some exchanging of arguments in my head i decide that i should go down and eat with them.

I really miss my not-giving a fuck self.

I walk down the stairs seeing Camila helping Cristina make the table.

"Hey do you need any help?"
What did i just say?

Cristina looked as confused as i was before answering. "No Adora it's okay you can sit"

Good because i had no intention to help.

Sometimes i remember how i used to help mum to make dinner. When i would come after school and we would talk about my day. Then when i had my pitzamas on she would help me put on an apron so as not to ruin my clothes. She would give me small tasks like taking some plates or glasses to the table. God how many glasses i had broken trying. But she never yelled at me. She never scolded me. She would always pick me up to make sure i wouldn't hurt my feet. And then she wo-

"Adora"a male voice snapped me from my thoughts as i take a look in the room.

When the fuck did we sit to eat?

"W-what?"
"Cristina. She asked you if you have chosen what you are gonna wear in the wedding"

I look at Cristina shaking my head no.
"Well tomorrow me and Camila are gonna go shopping you wanna come with us? You might find something good"

Well no...
I look at Camila and she looks like she is opposed to me spending the day with her and her mother.

You are not gonna win this baby...
"Yeah sure"

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The rest of lunch was fine.
My dad mostly discussed with Cristina about him taking a business trip or something but my mind was stuck at Camila.
Fuck i really need to talk to her.

When we were all done i actually stayed at the table for a while and i decided to help a bit. Who would have thought?

Camila did most of the job but i tried to help.
I give her a couple of plates for her to place them in the washer as i feel her fingers slightly brush against mine.

I look at her but she keeps avoiding my gaze. God damnit Camila.

After having placed everything it the dishwasher she excuses herself saying she has some studying to do. Bullshit.

I follow behind her quietly calling her name.
She pretends not to hear me until i grab her elbow pulling her back. I pull her from her arm leading her to my room before closing the door.

Okay what the hell am i supposed to say now?
Fuck i really should have thought about it better.

"Hey Cam... Is it just me or have you been avoiding me?" Yeah that's good enough.

She looks at me before saying
"Me? No i haven't. I've just been extremely busy"

Extremely? Right.

"You know Cam-"
"What you did this morning was wrong. It was stupid and awkward an-"

"Then why kiss me back Cam?"
I don't give her a chance to answer because before she opens her mouth to talk i start again.

"If it was wrong and stupid and awkward... Why didn't you stop me? Or did you actually like what happen and try to cover it now?"

She releases a fake chuckle before finding the courage to talk.

"Listen Adora. We are god damn sisters okay? Our parents are gonna get married in a month or so... Besides. I like guys and... I don't want something to happen between us. I want us to stay like we used to be and that does not include you kissing me out of nowhere. " As she talks i realize i still hold her arm keeping her closer.

"So... You regret what happened?"
That's a stupid question but i really have to ask.

She looks at me up and down before giving me the one answer i did not wanna hear.

"Yes. I regret what happened." And with that she takes her arm from mine exiting the room.

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Ohhhh... Camila regrets what happened...
What do we think of that?
Anyways loves...
See you in the next chapter ๐Ÿ˜˜


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