Adora

The party was kinda boring.
Well at least until Daniel decided he wanted to pee and i decided to stroll around the house.

I hadn't drunk anything more than a beer and some vodka knowing that the whole drinking thing should stop.
Well maybe not today.
I was walking around until i heard a very familiar giggle as heavy footsteps where coming my way.
I don't know why. But i hid behind a wall wanting to see what's gonna happen.
Then i saw him with Camila.
I fucking hate this guy.
He was holding her hand and suddenly grabbed her other hand turning her to face him.

Jesus fucking Christ just kill me already.

I couldn't really hear what he said cause he was barely whispering but i knew Camila could hear him clearly after her expression quickly changed.

Her expression was pretty much confused before he grabbed her cheeks slamming his lips on her.

Fuck me.

No no no this shouldn't bother you Adora you are her fucking sister you should be happy for her.

How the fuck can i be happy though?
When the girl i feel so many things I can't even explain is kissing that son of a bitc-

My thoughts are interrupted as i step on a branch which was on the ground making a noise that Camila seems to notice as she gasps in her kiss with Jacob while he just turns her face kissing her harder.

I don't know why but i felt like i was betrayed or something.

Adora you are not betrayed she is not your girlfriend she is your fucking sister.

I quietly leave going straight to the table with all the alcohol. Maybe that drinking problem can wait a couple of days to be dealed with.

I grab the first bottle i find putting it's top on my mouth swallowing as much liquid i can. I feel it go down my throat as i lift the bottle again swallowing down whatever this crap is as i start dancing in the loud music.

I keep drinking and drinking until i feel like being on the verge of passing out.
But i just keep drinking.

Where the hell is Daniel?
Did he get stuck in the bathroom or something?

I start walking around feeling my head ready to explode. I missed this feeling.
The good pain. Where you are the one to control it and nobody fucking else.

Fuck i am laughing so hard feeling my knees hit the ground as i laugh harder and harder. What am i laughing about again?

I feel two hands grab my shoulders slightly shaking me. I turns my face still laughing looking at Daniel's worried face.

"I left you for five fucking minut-"
"She kissed him" i say between my laughs.
"She fucking kissed him Danny"

"You know what it's okay let's just go home and we can talk about it or-"

"Noooo." I feel my hands pushing him on the ground actually managing to get up on my own as i walk around the house to find the one person i was dieing so much to see.

I see a guy stop Daniel as i take this as a chance to get in the house only to find  Camila with that douche of a fucking-

"Well sister you having fuuunnn" i hear myself say out loud.

"Sister?" Jacob asks looking at the pretty brunette next to him.
"Ohh she hasn't said anything about me?"

What a little bitch i always talk about her.

"My little pretty sister i am so very sad right now i really thought that yo-"
Then Daniel comes running towards me stopping me from my whole rambling thing.

"Princess how about we go home and we go to sleep okay?"
"What no... I wanna sit here with my sister to have fun. Okay don't be a dick." I go to sit on the couch but end up falling on the floor like an asshole instead.

Camila and Daniel share a look before he speaks again.

"I literally left her for five fucking minutes"

"Adora get up we are going home" My sister says taking the bottle from my hand handing it to Jacob who looks at the whole thing in front of him in disbelief.

"No baby i am not going anywhere cause i am having so much fucking fun got it?" I kind of scream at her getting up taking another bottle from a table opening it with my teeth while getting out in the garden.

After some seconds i find Daniel coming closer to me. I suddenly feel the urge to throw up after all the yelling.

Daniel notices it and grabs my hair telling me to let it go as i would feel better later.
I feel the liquid coming up my throat as i come down and the same thing happened again and again until i feel Daniel shoving two fingers in my throat telling me to not be scared and that everything was gonna be okay.

He goes deeper and deeper with his fingers in my throat as i vomit all over his hand.
When i am done i cough a couple of times before my head meets Daniel's lap.

"I can't fucking do this anymore Danny" i hear myself whisper.

"I know baby,i know" Daniel says as he strokes my hair eagering me to cry more.

"It's just so fucking unfair so so fucking unfair Danny I can't do this I can't fucking do this anymore its just getting harder and harder and i fucking wanna give up cause this is just a fucking nightmare." I keep crying and crying letting out all the feeling that have been eating me out for so long.

Fuck why is it so hard? I have lost fucking everything but this was the last fucking drop.

"My life is becoming worse and worse every fucking day. Every fucking day another problem comes. When one goes another one appears i mean why the fuck is this happening to me? "

I hear soft footsteps coming closer as i notice Camila looking at me with those beautiful green eyes of hers that never fail to make me melt.

I quickly wipe off my tears but more keep coming out.

Damn it how do those shit stop is there a switch or something?

"What's goi-"
"Camila how about you go home and Adora stays at my place tonight huh?" I hear Daniel say and i think i see Camila slightly nodding.

Daniel lifts me up wrapping my legs around his waist as i hide my face in his neck not being able to stop the stupid tears from coming out.

Daniel stops in his tracks for a second as if he is telling Camila something.
But before i realize i was in his car not letting him go as i keep holding him still crying now on his chest in the backseat or his car.

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"And then you fell asleep on the car i got you home and... Well that's pretty much it." Daniel says finishing with the whole narration of last night's events.
I woke up less than two minutes and i already feel like shit. I mean i knew it would happen but that's way too bad than the previous times i have ever gotten drunk.

I burry my face i my hands as Daniel takes them away kissing my forehead.

"You know what it okay. You'll be fine i bet she won't even remember it in like a week."

He knows that I don't care about the headache. He knows very well i care about Camila. He knows very well that I don't know what i feel but he also knows that i have never felt this way before.

Fuck why did you kiss him Camila?
Why just fucking why?

"Yeahhh... Probably"
Well that's a lie but some small lies that make us feel better are not causing any harm now ,are they?

Its the same as :
"hey babe do you think i have gained weight?"
"No darling you are gorgeous"

"What the hell am i supposed to tell her when i go home?"
"You know let's not think about this now.
How about we just relax a bit and maybe go out to eat something okay? "Daniel says handing me a pill for my headache as well as a glass of water.

I slightly smile swallowing my pill before nodding my head burring it in Daniel's neck as he keeps rubbing my back soothingly.

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I spent half the day with Danny we watched a couple of movies and went for lunch before we decided that it was time for me to go home.

We are currently in his car as Daniel started the conversation that i was dieing to start but decided not to.

"You know i don't think she is gonna tell you anything but even if she does tell her that you didn't know what you were doing and saying due to the alcohol"

Before i can even respond Daniel talks again still keeping his eyes on the road.

"And about that asshole that kissed her... It ain't gonna last. And if you want my opinion to this... You have to do something for it pumpkin. You have never been like this for any other chick... So instead of getting drunk to deal with your feelings like some kind of alcoholic... Clear things with her and yourself. You gotta realize whether it's the fact that she is your sister which makes you take such an interest in her or you actually like her because of who she is." I go to talk but Daniel raises his pointer quietly telling me to shut up and listen.

"Adora if you really wanna have something with her... If you really think she might be able to make you happy... I say go for it.
But don't do it if you just wanna fuck her cause i really don't think you want to break her heart."he takes a deep breath and starts talking again.

"This girl Adora... She is different from us.
And i know you are aware of that but i feel like i need to remind you. And i am telling you this because i love you and this crap between you and her... Can either end with the both of you happy... Or it will destroy you both."

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I know this story is pretty slow but i have some interesting things in mind about the following chapters😏.