Camila

When i arrived at the party i noticed some guys eyeing me probably stunned by my appearance.

I don't normally spend time on clothes and makeup but when i do i know i look hot and catch some attentions.

I took off that horrible jacket even though it's cold in here.

I then noticed the guy that invited me here coming closer to me in a fast pace with a beer in his hands.

"Hey you here"he gave me a hug as i was wondering whether i should wrap my hands on my waist. I quickly realized i was standing like a dumbass so i just circle my arms around his waist and that's when i saw Adora looking at me.

Without realising my grip on Jacob tightens and i let my face fall in his neck. He then relaxes his grip on me letting me go before speaking again.

"You want something to drink?"
Damn it i really forgot how teenagers party today. I guess i could drink something light. I have drunk a couple of cocktails before so I think i will be okay.

"A beer would be nice"

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I have been with Jacob for almost the entire time and have drunk like 2 Coronas. I felt kinda dizzy but i decide to ignore it as i see Jacob come back with to other beers in his left hand.

He smiles at me giving me one as i thank him. I have learned a couple of things for him today. I haven't been here for over an hour but i have learned a lot about him.
His parents are divorced just like mine.

Well his dad actually gives a damn about him but we are equal to the divorce part.

He has a little sister Amara and an older brother George who is now in college studying economics ,if i am not mistaken.

Some minutes ago he suggested that we go for a walk and before even realising it i was walking around the house with Jacob. We talked about my old school and how it used to be but I did skip the part of why i changed schools thought ,and i am glad he didn't ask.

As we walk i feel him grabbing my hand leading me somewhere where we were alone. He grabs my other hand as well turning me to look at him.

"You know i don't really say this to girls but i like you, a lot" he says quietly only for me to hear as he smiles at me as i stare at him kind of amused.

Never has a guy been this straight forward and honest with his feelings about me.

Shit is he expecting me to say it back is that what this whole silence is about?

He doesn't actually give me time to say it back as he slams his lips on mine kissing me softly. I was kind of shocked but I kiss him back with the same force as his lips gain dominance.I hear a sound of a branch breaking or something and i gasp as Jacob takes this opportunity to shove his tongue in my mouth after turning me to face him once again.

At least this wasn't my first kiss so i knew what i had to do.Jesus i remember my first kiss it was so embarrassing. I remember not knowing how to keep up with the guy's pace and when he pulled away i thanked him.
Like what the hell?

I feel him smile in our kiss as he grabs me by my waist pulling me even closer.

He then pulls away looking at me still smiling. He takes my hand in his as we start walking again as we walked back inside in the house.

The atmosphere was... weird.
I didn't really say anything for a good five or so minutes until he asked me question snapping me from my thoughts.

"So what do you want to study?"

"Well i wanna try psycolog-"
My sentence was mid cut after Adora came in front of me with a bottle in her hand as she started talking.

"Well sister you having fuuunn?"
"Sister?" Jacob questions looking at me.
"Ohh she hasn't said anything about me?" She said pointing at herself before talking again."My little pretty sister i am so very sad right now i really thought that yo-"
I see a running Daniel coming closer to her as he stops her from talking.

"Princess how about we go home and we go to sleep okay?"
"What no... I wanna sit here with my sister to have fun. Okay don't be a dick." She went to sit on the couch but fell on the floor instead.I eyed Daniel raising my eyebrow.

"I literally left her for five fucking minutes"

"Adora get up we are going home" i said grabbing the bottle from her hand handing it to Jacob who looked at us in disbelief.

"No baby i am not going anywhere cause i am having so much fucking fun got it?" She practically screamed at me getting up taking another bottle from a table opening it with her teeth getting out in the garden.

Daniel went behind her telling me that he can handle it. Fuck why does she have to be so god damn stupid?

Jacob could see how tense I was and told me to come out with him to get some air.
He opened the door for me letting me step out first.

A shirtless guy came closer to Jacob telling him about an issue that he needs to deal with. He looked at me and i nodded silently telling his that I'll be fine.

My head was killing and i know it wasn't because of the alcohol.
It's about fucking her.
What the hell is wrong with me.
I hate her but I can't see her kill herself like this. I know about her mother and i understand. I don't know how i would be without my mom. But i can't i just can't watch her punish herself with her actions.

I started walking around not wanting to just stand there like this anymore. I breathed in some air trying to relax a bit.

I heard some kind of weird sound in the back of the garden where no-one is supposed to be. I remember Jacob telling me not to go there either but the sounds coming from there only tempted me to go closer. Then i realized what this sound was.
It was the sound of somebody vomiting.

I saw Daniel over Adora holding her hair as she vomited all the shit she had drunk.
When the sound of vomiting stopped another sound came out.

A silent cry.

"I can't fucking do this anymore Danny"

"I know baby,i know" Daniel said as he stroked her hair letting her cry keeping ger head on his lap.

"It's just so fucking unfair so so fucking unfair Danny I can't do this I can't fucking do this anymore." She kept crying as Daniel kept stroking her blonde hair.

"My life is becoming worse and worse every fucking day. Every fucking day another problem comes. "

I couldn't hear it anymore.
I couldn't pretend i wasn't there.
I could just stand there listening her crying.

I came closer to them so that they could notice my presence and as soon as Adora noticed me she quickly wiped her eyes from all the tears that kept coming out.

"What's goi-"
"Camila how about you go home and Adora stays at my place tonight huh?"
I could practically hear the pain in his voice.
I bet he hasn't seen Adora like this in a very long time.

But why are all her feelings coming out now?
Why did she suddenly chocked down any drink ahe could find? What problems is she talking about?

These questions kept rambling on my head as i slightly nodded silently telling Daniel to get Adora home and take care of her.

Daniel helped Adora stand up as he lifted her from the ground most likely not trusting her to walk on her own. He wrapped her legs around his waist as she burried her face in the crook of his neck.

He started walking telling me with his eyes to go home now and be careful.
I got inside taking my jacket from the couch as i started walking pulling my phone out to call a cab.

As i was walking out a deep voice stopped me in my tracks.
"Hey where are you going?" Jacob asked me coming closer and closer.
"Well i was gonna go home"
"Why so early?"
"Well they have called me a couple of times telling me that i need to come home"

"What about Adora is she okay now?"

Damn it i was really trying to stop worrying for a second.
"She is better now ,i mean i think she does "
He looked at me before nodding his head.
"Do you want me to drive you home?"
"No it's fine i have already called a cab"
Actually I haven't but for some reason I don't feel like letting him take me home.

"Okay good night" i heard him say before he grabbed the back of my neck kissing my lips softly.I kissed him back for a good five or so seconds before wishing him goodnight leaving the party.

I pulled my phone out once again actually calling a cab telling him the address of the house. He told me he would be there in seven or so minutes so i decided to sit on the pavement as my thoughts consumed my head ones again.

How the fuck did this happen?
Why did Jacob kiss me?
And why did i feel like i was doing something... wrong. Like I wasn't supposed to be kissing a guy i think i like.
And then it's Adora.
What the hell is going on inside her head.
Why is she doing this to herself is this some kind of punishment that she thinks she deserves? Can i do something to help her?
Cause if i can i will do whatev-

"You ordered a cab mam?"
A cab driver said to me poking his head out of the window. I replied with a simple ''yeah that was me'' before opening the door sitting on the back seat.

I arrived home in less than twenty minutes as I wished the cab dude goodnight after paying him. I got my keys from the pocket of my jacket opening the door to my house trying to keep quiet.

It was almost 3 am and i really didn't feel like having a conversation with my mother and her fiance. Especially about Adora and where the hell she is.

I got off my shoes leaving them near the door. I tiptoed as quietly as i could and to my luck i managed to get to my room without waking anyone up. I pulled my dress off my body as well as my socks with the little whales on it.

I put on a shirt and went straight to the bathroom to brush my teeth. After i was done i lied on my bed and tried go to fall asleep but the thought of this one girl managed to keep me awake all night wondering whether she is okay or not.

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