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I woke up to the sound of some shouting. I open my eyes to see Nicky shouting for me to get up. I slowly start moving. I climb over Natalie and go around Tyler. I feel like I just went to sleep. I pull out my phone and look at the time. Its a little past three in the morning. I wake up a little faster now as I start to run after Nicky.

"What's going on?" I ask starting not to know what to think. I see Will on the phone and doing compressions on my mom.

"Your mom stopped breathing. I need help." Will says and hands me the phone.

"Tell them our address."

I start giving out our address. The tears are rushing down my face. Chase comes into the bedroom and sees whats happening. He takes the phone from me and I run over to my mommy. Her lips are blue. Will bends over and starts breathing into her mouth.

I hear pounding on the door. I run down the hallway tripping as I get to the stairs. Alex answers the door and looks at me confused as the emts come thru the door with a stretcher.

"She's down the hallway. " I scream out. I fumble turning around and running after. Alex now behind me. I see Nicky crying sitting on the floor. The emts are now giving my mom CPR. Hooking her up to oxygen. I'm watching and can't calm down. Alex grabs hold of me. He pulls me out of the room with Nicky.

"You need to calm down. Going into hysterics is not going to help. " Alex says. I nod in agreement and try to calm down.

"Let's go get changed so we can go to the hospital. Chase will find out what hospital. "

I go in my room. I feel numb and I slowly take out sweatpants and a hoodie. I put on my clothes and tie my sneakers. I walk out to Alex already dressed. "Where's Nicky? "

"I have him downstairs with Tyler. Their all awake. Their going to watch Nicky so we can go to the hospital. " Alex says. I notice the emts are now gone. I look around and Chase is making coffee. He hands me a cup. "Ready to go."

I nod and bring my cup with me. I slowly sip it. I look at the cup weird. Wondering why he made coffee but having it in my hand is distracting enough that I'm slowly pulling myself together. I'm still a wreck. I have so many questions but just one big one. Is my mom going to make it?

But I don't want to say it out loud. The ride there feels like its taking forever. I don't want to freak out again.

He's finally parking. I feel so out if it. Like I'm watching a movie and this is not really happening to me. But I know it is.

I see Will as we walk in the waiting room. I'm so wrecked at the moment. I can't think. He pulls me into his arms. He's now the one breaking down after remaining so strong and doing what he could. I'm just standing there frozen. I've gone completely numb.

His tears are now going down his face. As he grips me like life support and it's freaking me out. I feel I'm going to go into hysterics.

"I don't want to lose her, we only just started." He says in my hair. Chase and Alex are sitting in the chairs against the wall. I just keep looking around. I can't say anything and I don't want to. It would be like admitting my mom might not make it.