(Hoseok's POV)

"I'm about to have a threesome." I mumbled to my reflection. The battle between sheer panic and pure excitement as the expression on my face. Excitement with a pinch of anxiety ended up being the winner.

"Hoseok!" Yoongi called, the two waiting for me to exit the bathroom. I messed with the strings of my black robe, I liked the feeling of the silk and it made me feel confident yet I couldn't find the confidence to walk out the door. Knowing what's in store. One of them is a sadist, the other, pretty much the kinkiest person in the entire world. So of course, I'm freaking nervous, but also excited at the same time??

(Wait, you're probably thinking, what's happening right now? Who is this threesome with and how- all shall be answered momentarily)

        (Flash back- day after Yoongi was released from the hospital.)

        "Please just talk to me." Yoongi tried as I continued to ignore him. He kept secrets from me, he put my best friends life in danger by dragging Taehyung back into the lifestyle KNOWING he wanted out.

      So yes I was helping him, do things around the house because after all...he got shot, but was I going to talk? No.

       "The history I didn't tell you about was because I didn't think it was necessary. I want you to see me the way I am now, not the way I was back then." Yoongi tried to explain as I threw a bag of chips at him. His desired snack, which hit him in the chest.

        "Do you still have feelings for Taehyung?" I broke my silence, asking the question I was afraid to hear the answer to. With everything I had heard it-

        "No." He said flatly, "Hoseok look at me." I reluctantly looked up from the ground to see his face. "I haven't felt anything for Taehyung in years. I love you, and I wouldn't lie to you about that."

        "What else is there? What other things should I know about Yoongi?" I didn't want to forgive him without knowing everything. He seemed taken aback by the question.

        "Well...there is one thing."

        ***

       "I hate him, I hate him, I hate him!" I threw a pillow as the older rubbed my back, with his good hand. An attempt to lift some of my stress but it didn't feel like it was working.

       "You don't hate him." Jimin corrected, "you're angry, which is understandable."

        Jungkook was moving back with his mom today, I couldn't go to him. Namjoon and Jin were both acting strange so the only other person I could think of was Jimin.

     "I mean how could he do that?!" I felt fresh tears brimming my eyes at the thought. "At the start of our relationship, h-he-" I couldn't repeat it, but Jimin already knew.

      Yoongi confessed that he had been sleeping with other people when we first started dating. He said that almost all of his relationships either ended in a short amount of time or ended in him getting hurt. He said,

      "I'm not saying that's an excuse but I didn't know we would actually work out. When I saw a future for us I stopped- Hoseok please understand."

       But I stormed out after that. I could sort of understand, I could feel his regret and guilt. But that didn't change it.

       Yes he had been hurt. But he hadn't trusted me. Even after he said he loved me, he did that. He could've talked to me about the way he was feeling. Being hurt isn't an excuse to hurt someone else right?

        "Maybe put yourself in his shoes-"

       "Who did he sleep with?! Was it the same person each time or just a random? I don't know which is worse!"

        "Hoseok-"

       "What if it was the same person and he grew a bond with them or something!"

       "Hose-"

      "But if it's just a random that means,"

      "It was me!"

      ...

     ...

     ...

      "What?" I turned to him on the couch, my eyes wide. I didn't just hear that, I didn't.

       "I slept with Yoongi. I knew he had a boyfriend, I didn't know who you were at the time. I'm just going to be honest with you, I've had a crush on Yoongi for a while, so I thought maybe he'd fall for me. I had no way of knowing you're such a good person, and I-I'm sorry, I really am." Jimin reached out for me but I moved away. This can't be happening, it's just...

       I wasn't even mad at Jimin. He had a crush, maybe he had liked him way before I came along. I wasn't mad at him, I don't know how I feel about anything.

"Hoseok?" Jimin asked after several moments of silence. "I can understand if you," He approached me, worry laced in his voice.

(Jimin's POV)

I was insecure. I always have been, maybe your parents leaving you would do that to someone. Whenever someone would show interest in me I tended to get attached, I know it's bad. But I couldn't help it. With Taehyung he was so much like a brother that it wasn't a problem but with Yoongi...I sort of fell for him.

       When I met Hoseok I promised myself I wouldn't do anything with Yoongi after that. Hoseok didn't deserve that, no one did.

But when Hoseok pressed his lip to mine I was completely caught off guard.