It's been two weeks since I've last seen Chanel, I've been giving her more time and more space. I didn't wanna continuously bother her cause I knew it was gonna piss her off even more.

Plus I've been having other stuff to stress about, for example, my period hasn't come yet. I've been so focused on Chanel and wanting her forgiveness I haven't been thinking about myself.

But all I know is that I'm on birth control so I can't be pregnant, I sure hope that I'm not.

I decided to invite Rayven over and speak to her about all the drama that's been going on, I didn't get the chance to fill her in.

"So what have you been up to?" Rayven asked.

"Well, this past month has been crazy, First Chanel and Noah were supposed to move out, but then she found out about me and Noah so she moved out by herself, he's been staying with me but right now he's out looking for a job, I've tried plenty of times to talk to her and make things right but she doesn't want anything to do with me, She said that I'm dead to her, she slapped me, and besides all of that I haven't got my period in 2 weeks so I really don't know if I'm pregnant or not or if it's just irregular, I'm really stressed and don't know what to do about everything."

"Woah, that's a lot to take in" Her mouth dropped open "Like I don't know where to start."

"Yeah, I know it's a lot." I sighed.

"Well first, This whole situation with Chanel you have to try and deal with that, I'm pretty sure you don't wanna be beefing with your own sister over a piece of dick, so just try to give her a little bit more time then talk to her, as for your other situation I think you should take a pregnancy test or something just to confirm."

"Okay, but I really hope I'm not pregnant, that's gonna make Chanel hate me, even more, to find out that I got pregnant by her ex."

"Oh well, she's gonna have to suck it up." Rayven stood "I'm gonna stop by the store and pick you up a test real quick, I'll be back."

"Okay."

She left my room.

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"Tania, what does it say?" Rayven stood outside the bathroom door for me.

"I didn't check it yet, I'm just a little bit scared to find out." I opened the bathroom door "Can you check it for me?"

"Okay fine." She walked into the bathroom and looked down at it "It's negative."

"Really?"

"No bitch, the test is positive!" She screamed, "Oh my god, I can't believe you're -"

"Rayven shut up!" I yelled over her voice.

"Why? You should be happy about this, you should wanna tell Noah about this!"

There was a knock on the door "Come in." Noah walked inside the room.

"Everything okay in here?"

"Everything is fine." I forced a smile.

"No, it's not." Rayven spoke up.

"Rayven, please just leave it alone." I turned back to her.

"No, you need to tell the truth, no matter how bad you don't want to you can't sit in his face and lie to him like that, just tell the truth."

"I was planning on telling him, I just didn't wanna do it now."

"Why not? It's not gonna make a difference whatever time you tell him, just tell him!"

My phone began to ring, I looked down at it and saw that Jay was calling me. Me and him haven't spoke in a while, we were supposed to link up the same week of Noah's party but it never happened.

"Hold up." I answered the call "Hello?"

"Hey, It's Jay, How have you been?"

"I've been fine, well sort of."

"Well, I'm back In new york for a while if you wanna meet up and talk about things."

"Um, about that, I think it's best if we stay friends, I just have a lot going on in my life right now that I have to deal with."

"Okay, that's fine with me, we can be friends, so can we chill as friends then if that's okay with you?"

I thought about it for a second "Um okay, sure, just let me know where to meet you."

"Okay, I'll text you, bye."

"Bye." I hung up the phone.

"I don't wanna talk about it right now so I'm gonna go out to get my mind off of things."

"Babe, why don't you wanna tell me?" Noah rested his hands on my shoulders.

"I will tell you soon, I promise, just not now." I leaned in kissing him.

I walked into the bathroom and shut the door, I grabbed the pregnancy test off the toilet and looked down at it.

I couldn't believe that I was actually pregnant, I mean I've been on birth control for the past year and we've only had sex without a condom once.

I threw the pregnancy test into the box and then in the garbage, I grabbed some tissue and threw it on top of the box then sat down on the toilet.

I don't know exactly what I'm gonna do about this but I have to make up my mind on whether or not I wanna keep it.

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I sat in the ice cream store waiting for Jay, he walked in and over to me.

"Hey." I stood.

"Hey there beautiful." He smiled and gave me a hug "How's life been for you?"

"It's been okay, Let's get us some ice cream first, and then I can fill you in on everything."

"Okay."

We waited in line until it was our turn to order, we ordered what we wanted then got it and sat back down.

"Yeah, so anyways, there's been a lot going on since I've last seen you, I know that me and you were supposed to go out but it never happened, It's because even though I told you me and Noah had nothing else going on I kind of ran back to him again, And I apologize for that -"

"Tania, you don't have to apologize to me about anything, I understand that you have strong feelings towards him and he feels the same way about you, I don't expect you to just drop him and give me a chance."

"Yeah well I should have given you a chance." I took a scoop of my ice cream and ate it "Things got bad, Chanel found out about me and Noah, she moved into the new house by herself so for the past month he's been living with me, and then even worse news, I haven't been feeling good lately and I missed my period, so I took a pregnancy test and turns out I'm pregnant."

"Damn, Well I did tell you to tell Chanel about it before she even caught you both, but I think you should just give her a little bit more time, but at the same time I don't know how she'll feel about you being pregnant, she's most definitely gonna be mad about this."

"Of course she is, but I think I'm gonna go to the doctor and check in person before anything, sometimes pregnancy tests can be false."

"I think you're gonna get the same answer but yeah, you should do that, and I just hope everything works out with you."

"Thank you."