It was 3 days later, Me, Noah, and Chanel were all sitting down in the living room having some takeout.

"So I have some good news Tania." Chanel stood with a smile "We finally picked out a place, we signed the papers, and we're gonna be moving out soon so you can have your place all to yourself."

"Oh wow." I said "that's great"

"Yeah, Finally we get our own place though, you know, just so we can have our own privacy" She smiled.

"Yeah, I get what you mean" I stood "Well i'm happy for you both." I looked over to Noah, he was staring me down.

For some reason I just wanted him to tell Chanel that he didn't wanna move in with her anymore, that he didn't love her anymore. But he didn't say anything, he seemed happier than ever, and it pissed me off. I know him and Chanel spent two years together but if it really meant something to him then he wouldn't have been fucking me.

Without saying anything I walked off upstairs and into the bathroom, I sat down on the toilet and sighed.

This was hard for me, I didn't want Noah to leave me. I might have caught feelings a little too quick, but that's just me, I fall for people fast.

I sat there for a few then got up, I took a deep breath in and out.

Suddenly the door opened and Noah walked inside closing it behind him.

"What are you doing?" I asked.

"What's up with you, You seem angry."

"Well I'm not, now get out, I have to pee." I tried to open the door.

"Don't have no attitude with me." He blocked my way.

"You don't tell me what to do, you're not my man."

"So that's the issue? Are you mad because we found us a place?"

"I'm mad because you should have never kissed me, you should have never fucked me, should have never touched me at all if you were still gonna be with Chanel, You can't be doing those things with me meanwhile you're with my sister."

"Yeah, I know, But I can't control myself, you're too damn sexy to resist." He smiled.

"See, that's what i'm talking about, If you love Chanel why are you in here with me?"

"Because, I have feelings for you, getting to know you has been the best for me, I know it's wrong but it feels right." He pulled me closer "I already let you know how I feel about you."

"Noah, I have feelings for you too but this can't keep happening, Chanel doesn't deserve this, she doesn't deserve to be treated like that." I looked down.

"I know" He sat down on the toilet "So what do you want me to do? Do you want me to tell her that I've been fucking her sister for days now and that I might be in love with her?"

"Woah, you what?"

I can't believe he said that.

"I didn't mean to say that."

"Don't try to backtrack now, Is that how you really feel?"

He didn't make eye contact with me "I don't know."

"Noah, where are you!" I heard Chanel yell from downstairs.

"Look, Just go, I don't want her to catch us up here."

"Okay." He stood "We should talk later, around 4am, Chanel should be sleep by then."

"I guess so."

He left the bathroom.

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It was 3:55 am, I was downstairs waiting for Noah. He came downstairs almost 30 minutes later "Sorry I took so long, just wanted to make sure she was actually sleep." He sat down next to me.

"So what did you want me here for?"

"So we can finish off what we were talking about earlier, I asked you do you want me to tell Chanel everything?"

"I don't know, Part of me wants you to tell her the whole truth and another part of me wants to keep it a secret and act like it never happened."

"We can't just sit here and act like it never happened, we both fucked up, I did it because I love you."

"What? Noah it's too soon for you to love me."

"I know it is but I fall in love fast, all the conversations me and you had have been the best."

"Wow." I didn't know how to reply, I know it's sad but I've never had someone tell me that they love me before.

"Wow what?"

"I just don't know what to say." I wanted to kiss him so bad, but I had to control myself.

He just sat there staring at me waiting for me to say something "Well?"

"Look Noah, I like you but I don't love you, I'm not there with you yet."

"Oh." He frowned "So I don't get it, what's the real issue here? You tell me you don't love me but then you have a attitude once you find out me and Chanel are moving out together, like what do you want from me?"

"I honestly don't know, like yeah, I have feelings for you and I want you to stay here but at the same time I think that it's best for you to go, what we did was so fucked up and just imagine if Chanel finds out about us both? Even though me and her used to have problems with each other she's still my sister at the end of the day and I don't wanna lose her over this, we should have never done anything from the jump, we both got caught up in the moment and we both did something that we shouldn't have."

"Everything has happened between us already, why do you wanna change your mind about it now?"

"Because I've been thinking a lot about it and I feel bad for Chanel."

"So what are you saying, that you want this to stop between us?"

"Yeah."

"Okay, cool." He stood "That's fine, So I guess i'll see you later." He walked off.

I sighed and rested my head in my hands.