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(Author's note: This chapter contains a lot of mental break down and depressing stuff. So If you are going through something like that... DONT READ! You might end up harming yourself... Text me in pc or on my board or in the comments... I will explain you the entire chapter... Please dont harm yourself... I cant take more gulits... I hope you listen to me... Because I care for you!

(I purple you! 💜)

You can read the little part after to be continued... If you are sure you are not going through mental break down please continue...)

I opened the door and froze there heart broken after what I saw....
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He was k-kissing a girl...

I felt like my entire world broke apart... The girl turned towards me with a smirk... I couldn't see either of them clearly because my eyes were full of tears. I couldn't leave Jungwoo alone so I just ran out of the office with him... Not like Jungkook stopped me or called out for me to give an explanation...Like he did not even care... He did not even react. Did he like it?

This shows how important I am to him! This is his love for me??? After my mom and dad passed away...whatever hurt me never broke me cause that was way heavier than the tiny things happening... Now... I feel the same pain...the same hurt... Like I have no one... Like no one loves me... What did I do to deserve this?? The tears did not seem to stop anytime soon. I sat in a cab and drove back to Jeon mansion with Jungwoo.

Jw: N-noona dont cry!!

He wiped my tears from his tiny hands and side hugged me I wrapped my hand around his little body... He was the only innocent soul who actually loved me I guess...but unfortunately... I cannot live with him anymore...

After I reached the mansion I gave Jungwoo a glass of water because he might be tired and then packed up my things... I did not care to keep them in order... I just dumped everything in my suit case...with the memories of the girl over Jungkook and Kissing him still flashing in my mind and tears still flowing like a continuous river I pulled my suit case to the living room.

Jungwoo came running to me...

Jw: N-Noona?? Y-You are leaving??

I was not in a condition to answer anything I wiped my tears before coming infront of my little baby because I knew he would be hurt. I just nod my head slightly.

Jw: Noona! Dont go! I cannot live without you! I love you noona please stay! (crying)

He was a crying mess...his eyes were red, cheeks and nose were red and wet. I bent and hugged him. I couldnt stop myself from breaking down. We both were crying...

Y/n: I-I...too l-lo-ve...y-ou ba-by...

With every word my breath trembled and voice cracked.  I cried more and so did he. I pulled back and looked at him. I wiped his tears and mine too.

Y/n: Baby! (deep breath) no one cries! I love you! Take care! Eat all your meals on time! Be good with your hyungs! Keep watching pokemon! A-and... Take care of J-Jung... Jungkook!

Only I know how hard it was to take his name out of my mouth. I took a deep breath and walked out. Jungwoo was crying... I did not want to leave him like that...but I had no choice.

Y/n: Baby! Please smile for noona!

Jw: No! Dont leave me! Noona You love me! Dont leave me... (crying)

Y/n: I-I have to! Sorry baby! I cannot take you along... J-Jung-gkook is your dad and he loves you very much. I love you baby! Please take care! I love you...

I ran out cause I couldn't stay there and look at him break like that. I took a cab and with no clue what to do or where to go... I just called my old apartment owner.

Thankgod... No one took his apartment... He just simply believed in my step mom's words and threw me out... He was sorry about that...and because I have no choice... I did not argue...

I was trying not to cry infront of the cab driver. I bit my lips and pinched my skin to stop myself from crying. I covered my mouth and quickly wiped the unintentional tears time to time.

I went back to my apartment and as my rent was already paid I just went in and threw my bag. I locked myself in my room with the broken photo frame of my parents... That was the only thing...which was with me even though it was broken just like my heart... I love you mum and dad! I love you baby! I love you J-Jungkook and will always love you but... I cannot take it...anymore!

I got many missed calls from Rose and Jisoo but I did not lift. I wanted no one. I wanted to be alone because that is how I can protect myself from being hurt by everyone... I dont know if I will go to that office... I dont know if I will want to see Jungkook ever again!?

I fell alseep while crying.

*4 hours later*

I woke up with puffed eyes and recollected what happened.... My broken heart still aches...

I slowly got up on my feet and decided to go to a bar. I wanted to relief my pain. I did not want to think of him! I am not used to drinking... I just drank once... that too 1 shot at graduation farewell but that was the only thing I could think of.

I got ready wore a casual sleeveless top and black jeans because I am not going to party... I just wanted a drink. I headed to the most famous bar in the city. I sat at the counter.

Bar-tender: Mam? I think... You want to relief pain... Want me to get you a shot?

Y/n: Is it that obvious?

He just nod maybe because of my puffed eyes and placed a shot infront of me. I drank one.

He got three more. I drank two more and pushed away the fourth one. There was a bottle of wine in front of me. I gulped it in.

I put the money on his table and with the bottle in my hand head outside. It was 10 I guess... Who cares... My entire world is upside down... Time doesn't matter...nor does my feelings!

I was walking home when I heard a few steps following me... Like in every kdrama... The female lead is saved by the male lead who loves her... (sad chuckle) but no one loves me... No one is gonna save me...I am gonna get exploited and thrown...then I am going to suicide...this is how its going to end... This is how I am going to die... (sad chuckle) Again... No one cares y/n... No one will come on my funeral... No one will bury my body... No will even know I disappeared or died. I touched my cheeks they were wet... Y/n!! Dont cry! No one cares... No one loves you...  Its all waste.

I felt two strong arms grabbing my arms. I just continue to cry thinking about my vulnerable life... They were 2 tall men. Who looked at me with a smirk plastered on their faces. They pined me to the wall where I just stood lifeless maybe I accepted my destiny and lost against my faith.

Man: Today we have something very special.

Man2: Something very beautiful!

They were going to come close to me when I saw someone pushing them. They fell on the ground. The person's back was facing me. He wore a black jacket and black skinny jeans.

(Author: Guess?)

I wiped my tears for a better view though they were not stopping. 

???: No one touches her!

He was hitting them hard. They were badly injured, soon they ran away. The person walked to me...

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LUCAS!!

Y/n: L-Lucas?! T-Thankyou!

I hugged him.

Lucas: Dont mention that...

Y/n: If you wouldn't save me...they would e-exploit me t-to-night... I would lose my i-innocence...t-to them...T-Thanks! (broken breathing and scared tone)

Lucas: Your welcome baby...but who told you wont lose your innocence to-night... only.... Its going to be ME who is going have you!

He hugged me tightly and put his hands on my back touching it awkwardly...making me feel very 'Eww'

Y/n: L-Lucas... Dont! Please...You cannot do this...

Lucas: You have no idea what I can do... (smirk)

To be continued...

(Author: Did you like it??? Don't hit me with shoes, water bottles and rotten tomatos... 😨😨😰😰

If you wanna throw shoes at me...it should be Chanel... I'd like boots😌😌😌 (Gucci will also be just fine😂)

(Meet my second love 😂😂😂😅😅😅)

If you wanna throw water bottles...make sure its mineral 😉😉😉

(How is water home made!!?? 🤔🤔🤔😂😂😂)

If you wanna throw veggies at me...it should be fresh carrots so that I catch them before they fall and hold them tight in my arms. *Dramatical love music* My love story with carrots...😍😍😍 ❤❤❤

Tae: Yhea...be single forever with carrots! I knew you will never find someone at this rate! 😪😪😪

Author: hey! Tae! Lets leave!!! We have to celebrate Kookie's birthday!!!👏👏👏😃😃😃

Tae: Aish kiddo! Dont clap! I wanna talk to you after party!😅😅😅

Author: Ok!!! Readers you coming??? 😉😉😉

Reader: Ofcourse we are coming! Is that even a question?? 😒😒😒 Dumbo! Its our kook's b day after all!!!)

Behind the scenes of 'Single Dad ff':

01-09-2020

(This is for personal satisfaction and yhea... Imaginary party for kookie... Cause if we go there they will kick us out 😂😂😂)

Everyone...i.e Bts (except Jungkook), Blackpink, y/n, Jungwoo, Author, readers, armies, Lucas, Mia, step mom and step sis and decorating the room.

Lucas: Y/n-ahh!!!

Y/n: Hmm?

Lucas: Sorry about the story... I am not like that...

Y/n: I know... (smile) Its just in the story...

Step mom, step sis and Mia: We too!!! (pouts)

Y/n: I know ya! You guys are very nice! (group hug)

Blackpink: Now you forgot us??!

Author: All my characters are so good! (wipes dramatic tears)

Tae: Yha! Dramatic girl put this up there! Be careful!

Author: Yup!

Readers: I'm back! I've got the cake! 

Author: Good! Which flavour?

Jin: Kookie likes choco!

Author: Responsible eomma!

Jw: Just like me!!!

Readers: Yup! Its chocolate!

Jw: Reader noona!! You will give me right??

Reader: Ofcourse!

Author: Little kid is asking... I know you like chocolate cake but leave for him!

Reader: Atleast I am sharing!! Will you give him your carrots!?!

Jw: Eww... I dont like carrots!!

Author: What!?! (dramatic heart attack)

Tae: And here we go again!!

Everyone were laughing.

Jimin: Shu shu guys! Seems like Kookie is coming!!

Tae: Author! Come down!!

Author: yes!! Catch me! (jumps and Tae catches)

Jin: Switch off the lights!

Readers: Done!

Rm: Yoongi hyung dont sleep when the lights are off!

Yoongi: I'll try.

J hope: I'll take care!

Author: All ready???

Everyone: Yes!! (whisper shouts)

The door opens...
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Jk: W-what? Light...

Everyone: Happy 23rd Birthday!!!! Kookie!!! Yay!!!

Everyone:

Saengil chukha hamnida
Saengil chukha hamnida
Saranghaneun Jungkook shi
Saengil chukha hamnida

saeng-il chukha-hamnida saeng-il chukha-hamni da
(Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to you)

jigueseo wujueseo jeil saranghamnida
(In the earth and whole universe, I love you most)

kkot boda deo gob ge, byeol boda deo balge
(More beautiful than a flower, brighter than the stars, happy birthday to you!)

saja boda yhong gam ha ge,
(More courageous than a lion, happy birthday to you)

saeng-il chukha-hamnida saeng-il chukha-hamnida
(Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to you)

kkotdaun nae chin-gu ya, gulgogibge sarayo
(My friend who is similar to a flower. May you have longevity)

Happy Birthday!!!!!

Jk: Thankyouuu guyysss!!! I love you all!!!

Author: A little throw back!