— Namjoon pov —

I couldn't stop thinking about her worrying for her...everyday I would find a new pink patch on my skin somewhere and every day the make up artists would have to cover it up so that the fan base wouldn't catch on and hurt my soulmate even more.

I worry for her so much...

I wish I could just be there with her always, listening carefully to her beautiful voice and holding her close to me so that no one would ever hurt her. That's all that I wish for.

I leant back on my desk chair tapping the pen on my bottom lip thinking hard about some new lyrics I could write, I've tried writing about her before...but I've never really been happy with it...

I want her to be the first one to hear it, before anyone else.

But she might not understand it's for her..

I groan before leaning again back on my chair but my eyes widen and all my senses escalate before I land right on my back from falling from the chair, my foot aching in agonising pain as it hit the underneath of my desk.

I let out a painful shocking yelp and shout before I hear the door of my studio open and a few arms wrap around me carrying me over to our sofa.

"Hyung!" Jungkook concerns as he puts a pillow under my foot and then Jimin calling out everyone else to help me.

"Is it you? Or soulmate?" Hoseok ask's rushing out of his room and leaning over to sofa to ask me.

"It was me, I fell of my chair.." and as soon as I said that a loud snicker was sounded from beside me.

"Make sure you don't break your own bones I won't be able to fit those silly," Yoongi giggles before coming over with an ice pack and placing it on my ankle, but my back was hurting me the most but I could feel a coldness be placed on my back and soon the pain being numbed away.

"I woke her up..." I whisper to myself gathering the attention of the fellow surrounding people.

"Who?" Jungkook ask's like a small child who doesn't fully understand everything yet.

"His soulmate kook," Taehyung mumbles rubbing his forehead slowly scooting out of his room.

"Does she live somewhere else then?" Jin smiles at me pitifully.

"Yeah.." I reply shortly before groaning again in pain as Yoongi moves my foot a little.

All of the boys smiles soon slowly droop now knowing she doesn't live in Korea.

".....so this means you might not get to meet her soon?" Jimin ask's a little worried about me.

"Well, we will find each other eventually I Geuss, we can't not meet unless one of us die.." and that's what I worry about most, she is always getting hurt everyday and today was probably the worst...maybe not... it was the worst when the pains began, however this beating was just as bad.

I remember waking up in the night from a terrible pain on my right cheek then soon the air was cut off from my lungs as I felt a squeeze around my neck, panicking I shook Taehyung awake before gasping and trying to sound out something to say.

Fear and shocked never left his face the whole night and soon again I felt horrible pain run through my body on every inch of me, even in my lower parts it ached it...it was horrible.

Really horrible.

It felt like I was stabbed all over and then squeezed again, but going through all that pain all I thought about was her...worried if she was going to survive.

From my dramatic reaction to everything the boys even called our managers and they had paramedics and soulmate specialist assist me and heal my pink patches that swamped my skin immediately.

When they healed one another would appear in a different place and all I could feel was pain. Just pain, aching and horrible pain just staying on my body for the whole day.

I couldn't move from my bed the whole day either, trying to listen to music that makes her happy but I didn't know at that time so I just played the songs I knew helped me...it was...really tough.

I was so worried about her.

I thanked my manager for getting help because without them healing me...I don't think I would have been able to survive either.

It was an excruciating pain that just wouldn't fade away even after a few  hours of all the healing patches on my skin that just covers the 'pretty' pink spots.

That day we had to cancel two fan meets and a concert at the weekend, just so I could heal.

And that was the only time the fan base knew of my soulmate.

But I wish the company never said anything because all that my soulmate got in return was backlash and very little support.

I remember them saying things like she isn't good enough if she can't protect herself, how I deserved better...but I bet no one would have said those things if I wasn't a celebrity. Things change when your famous.

However right now I'm the one who caused the pain and I slowly begin to hear songs play in my head, especially happy when I get to hear September by earth, wind and fire. I begin to chuckle slightly getting the attention of Yoongi at the end of the sofa still holding the ice pack.

"What is she playing this time?" He Solemnly ask's tilting his head in wonder.

"September." I reply smirking before closing my eyes and focusing on the music only as it slowly brings my attention away from the pain.

"Oh joon, do you want me to tell manager-nim about your fall so you don't have to perform so much on the first few days of our world tour?" Jin ask's while getting the phone from the half moon table by the wall.

"No no it's only a fall I can still perform." I say before moving my foot slightly looking at the purple bruise slowly dying down from my soulmate placing a healing patch on it.

Smiling to myself I knew it would be alright to walk on so after thanking everyone in the room I head to my bed and flopping onto it before switching on my phone and checking Twitter.

I just hope my soulmate will have a better day today...it hurts me too to know she keeps getting hurt.

I try to conclude why she keeps getting hurt, i original thought it was a family matter so I played a song that represented that but funnily enough she replied with our very own song 'N.O'. She was very clever and quick to reply and that reassured me.

I then tried to think about what else it could be, until now it hits me.

"I don't know how old she is..." I mumble, before sighing and trying to find songs with ages mentioned in them.

This is very hard to do.

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Chapter three done!

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