A/N: Random song that helped me write this chapter as i had it on repeat since i started working on this chapter.

This chapter is now edited.

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I sigh as I wipe another fallen tear as I stare into the mirror. He is not worth of my tears, I should have known this would happen if I ever fall for him, but I guess I am an idiot, because he doesn't care. How can a guy like him ever care about someone who is not him? I get that he loves his family, but that he would ever care about me? No.

There are so many other and better girls than myself. Others that are so much better for him. I mean, he does like his girls thin, tall and sexy, all that I am not.

I take another deep breath and smile a little into the mirror. I can go out and have fun as I promised Sandra and Cat. They are his sisters, but they are not bad friends to me.

I grab my purse and walk out of the bathroom, only to bump into someone. I was just about to apologize when the person beat me to it. "When I said I hope to see you soon, I didn't mean so soon." Josh says teasingly, making me giggle a little.

"Neither did I. And I am sorry to bumping into you." I say with an apologetic smile, blushing a little. Why do I never watch where I am going?

He smiles a little at me. "Don't worry, doll, it happens. But why I am wondering is, why were you crying? Your eyes are still a bit puffy." He adds when he sees my confused expression.

I shrug a little and look down. "I don't want to talk about it." I glance up at him.

He nods at me. "What do you say if we get out of this club and go somewhere else where the person guilty for your tears is not around, huh?" He asks with a smile and I start to nod, but then I frown.

"I can't. The stupid bodyguards will come with me and tell him where I am." I grumble.

He thinks a little. "We can always use the backdoors." He suggests and I nod, glad that he doesn't mention my bodyguards.

He grins a little at me before grabbing my hand and dragging me through the hallway and out of the club through the back doors. I keep glancing back, not sure if checking that no one is following or because I hope I will see Luciano coming after me.

As we reach the back he turns to me. "Wait here. I'll go get my car and come back to get you, so your bodyguards don't see you, okay?" I quickly nod and he disappears to who knows where.

I bite my lip as I look around nervously. This is the riskiest thing I have ever done and I don't mean that just since I moved in with Luciano against my will. I have some crazy guy after me, I am disobeying Luciano and running away from my bodyguards with a stranger. I am going crazy, no, Luciano is making me go crazy.

I look up when a car parks in front of me. Josh comes to my side and opens the doors for me. I smile a little and get in without thinking. "Thank you." He simply smiles and walks to his side. He gets in and drives off.

I watch him as he drives and he keeps glancing at me. "I am sorry for this, Alexis." He says after several minutes of riving, making me frown in confusion.

But before I could ask what he is talking, a hand appeared in front of me from behind me and was put over my mouth and nose, holding a gauze there that smells funny. I try to push it away, but it was useless, the person was strong and Josh didn't even looked as me as he kept driving.

Soon, I was feeling weak and I could barely keep my eyes open. My last thought before passing out was that I am kidnapped, again.

And then, everything went black.

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I groan a little as I start to wake up. My head is pounding and my whole body hurts like hell. I feel like I was hit by a bus. And don't get me started on the terrible smell of this place I am in. It's disgusting.

I am well aware of what happened, I know I have been kidnapped, again, and I am worried and scared, but panicking will not do me any good. And I doubt Luciano will come and get me, so I will have to find my way out myself. But first, I need to open my eyes and get my body to move.

I slowly blink my eyes open, but nothing changes. I try again and again, but I am still in the dark. I groan a little. I am locked in a dark room, yay! Note the sarcasm, please. Next I try to move my body, but I can't. Not only my body feels sore and heavy, I am tied to what I am guessing is a chair. Those bastards, they tied me down!

I take a deep breath as I try to calm myself down, panicking won't do me any good, I decide. It's then when the doors open and the light shines in. I blink with my eyes a few times as I try to adjust to the light.

Two persons walk in, turning on the light in the room as I do so. When my eyes get used to the brightness I see Josh, talking with the guy next to him. I glare at Josh who simply smirks at me. "You bastard! You kidnapped me! Why the hell would you do that for?!" I yell at him.

He rolls his eyes at me and glances at the guy next to him. He has dark brown hair with a few blond highlights. His eyes are brown, but not a nice warm brown ones, there is something awful hidden behind them. He has five o'clock beard on his face, his arms are crossed in front of him as he towers over me, smirking as he watches me yell at Josh.

"It's pleasure to finally see you face to face, Alexis." He says. A voice I could never forget, the voice that promises so many bad things happening to me, the voice that I still hear in my nightmares. In front of me stands Sandro De Luca, Luciano's enemy and the guy who called me and threatened me all that days ago.

I know he notice the change in me, because his smirks widens. "Ah, I see you still remember me, doll. And I see I was not wrongly informed of your fierce attitude." He says and I keep quiet.

What did I get myself into? He will do everything to break me, I know it and he promised that. I am terrified and I don't think there is anything that I am more afraid of that him right now.

He chuckles a little. "But before we start with the fun, I need you to make a phone call for me, doll. You need to call Luciano and tell him I have you." He says as he pulls out a phone from his pocket. "Untie her hand, Josh." He says and Josh does as he is told, making me glare at him all the time.

Josh then steps away from me and Sandro walks closer to me. I push more back against the chair in hopes of getting away from him. He simply rolls his eyes and grabs my hand, putting the phone into my hand. "Call him, now." He says.

I hold the phone with a shaking hand and slowly dial his number. "Turn on the speaker phone, doll." He instructs and I do as I am told out of fear what might happen to me if I don't do as he says.

I nibble on my lip as I nervously wait for Luciano to answer the phone. "What?" Comes his voice through the speaker, not sounding very happy.

Sandro watches me and nods, almost like he is giving me permission to speak. "L-luciano..." I whisper.

"Where the fuck are you, huh?! We've been looking for you since you stormed away from me for who knows what reason as I was too drunk to remember! Are you crazy? You really are testing my patience, Alexa. Tell me where you are and we are coming to get you! I swear I will handcuffed you onto myself for this..." He grumbles the last part to himself.

I let the tears fall and bite my lip hard to keep the sobs in. He is mad at me. Does that mean he will leave me here? For Sandro to do as he pleases with me?

"I-I don't k-know..." I mumble sadly and full of fear.

I hear him take a deep breath. "What do you mean you don't know, Alexa? Come on, just tell me, I won't get mad." He says and I let a sob break through my lips. "Alexa?" He asks, worry being evident from his voice.

"I-I don't k-know where I-I am..." I repeat myself again just before the phone gets taken from my hand. "No!" I scream. "Please let me talk to him! Please!" I beg, only getting a wicked smirk in return as the phone call is put off the speakerphone and Sandro walks out of the room with it in his hand, but not before I hear Luciano's worried voice, asking me what's going on.

Josh ties my hand back down and then gives me a bit of water to drink, not bothering to talk with me before he walks out, turning off the light and leaving me in the darkness.

Is this my future? A life full of darkness with no one around? I really hope not.