(Listen to the song above while reading)
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As much as y/n didn't want to go to school, she had to. She wanted to spend time with her cousin but the world was against her.

"Don't worry, we will all spend time together after you come from school" Chanyeol said

Bts and y/n arrived at school. Everyone head their own separate ways. Y/n wanted to clear some of her suspicions she had so she followed her brother, hobi, silently. And her suspicions were right. He was meeting a pretty girl.

Y/n had seen the girl before around school. She had a good personality and background. Y/n smiled in happiness for her brother.

"He finally got a girlfriend, if that girl hurts him then I will hurt her. Nobody messes with my family, especially my sunshine"

It was quite windy today, the sky was grey and dark. Tree leaves blew everywhere and students were outside enjoying the weather.

Y/n, Blackpink and txt were all enjoying the beautiful weather. It was enjoying at first and then it turned to a game of catch. Yeonjun was chasing beomgyu who was chasing Lisa who was chasing someone else. Pure chaos.

The sky got darker and darker, even more windier. Everyone was so excited for it to start raining. At last, the thunder was heard. Just a few minutes before the rain would pour. Tick. Tick. Tick.

Little kids were on the other side, playing like they do. They were on other side of the school, with a road separating the kids and high school students. One little kid's paper airplane went flying in the air. He kept trying to catch it like a kangaroo.

Y/n was feeling nostalgic, remembering her past memories. It was in this same weather. A boy was also kidnapped with her when she was 6. Yugyeom. And she failed to keep him safe. He was never seen again. It happened in this same weather.

Y/n's eyes were teary. She was feeling conscious. Scared to get noticed by her friends, y/n moved away from her friends, towards the other side. The memories were still alive till today, still haunting her, in the day and at night. It was eating her.

"I hate you memories. You are the cause of my PTSD" she sighed as she put her AirPods into her ears. Then she turned on her healing song, spring day.

It started to rain gently. Light raindrops tricked on y/n's neck. The kids and her friends were still outside playing and enjoying. It was gentle rain so they wouldn't get sick.

"Yah! You ditched me and left me there with those crackheads" soobin spoke coming from behind her

"Oh, I was just enjoying the weather" y/n smiled

"Listening to spring day, with tears in your sparkling eyes! Is that called enjoying" he asked while he wiped away her tears.

"Hey! I found something while I was clearing my phone, it's a picture of me as a baby, you wanna see?" He asked

"OMG, yes totally" y/n's mood changed and soobin was glad.

"Alright...I'm sending it to you but don't make fun of me" he said

*BEEP* MESSAGE FROM SOOBIN *BEEP*

"OMG SOOBIN, YOU LOOK SO CUTE! Why are you crying" she said laughing to the ground

"I don't know! I was a baby! Stop laughing" he said but then he joined her in laughing.

After a while, y/n asked something to soobin

"Soobin, do you like me?" She asked

"W-what?"

"Yesterday...you know I was just acting a bit oblivious. I could see jealousy is your eyes. So it comes back to my question"

"Y/n, I-I don't like you" he said

Her heart shattered to pieces. After all the signs and stuff, he didn't like her. She felt happiness after a long time after being in her past. But now that happiness was gone.

In her past, she always felt something not described perfectly in words. It's like the feeling of hopelessness, and that persistent knotted feeling in your gut, very overwhelming. Being so scared and tired. Wanting friends but hate socializing. Wanting to be alone but not lonely. Caring about everything then caring about nothing. Depression. Anxiety. Suicidal thoughts. ADHD. PTSD. You name it.

"I can't let my past feelings come back" y/n thought in her mind. She had her eyes shut tightly.

"Um..y/n? Are you okay" soobin asked

She opened her teary eyes. Like she had just pulled herself out of deep water.

"Y-you don't like me?" She asked

"No, I love you" he smiled

She stared at him with a done face. Then, she slapped his arm hard.

"Ouch! What was that for"

"For making me so sad" she buried her face in her hands

"Oh I made you so sad...well I'm sorry" he said

Soobin gave a small peck on her cheek. Y/n was so flustered. At the moment, neither of them cared about anyone else. They stared deeply into one another's eyes. Smiling happily as rain fell down on them.

The rest of the txt brothers and Blackpink watched them from afar in awe.

"My ship is sailing" Jisoo smiled

The rain started to pour a bit more heavily then before. Kids were running. The older students were sitting on the benches.

Soobin and y/n went back to the others. Soobin plucked a rose from the grass planted and looked for y/n.

"I'm going to give this rose to her" he said to the others who watched him in confusion. They all smiled happily.

Y/n saw the paper airplane stuck in a tree and the little kid was trying real hard to reach it. She smiled at his cuteness and went to help him.

"AHHHHHHHHHH!" the kid screamed

HONK ! HONK ! CRASH !

"SOMEONE CALL THE AMBULANCE!" a student yelled

The rain poured harder than ever.He was a crying mess yelling and crying. Everyone tried to hold him back, but he didn't.

"Y/N! PLEASE WAKE UP!" soobin cried so hard and held her lifeless hand into his.

"Soobin, it's gonna be ok. Everything will be fine" yeonjun hugged soobin but he pushed him away aggressively.

"Soobin, everything will be fine, the ambulance is coming" Rose cried trying to help yeonjun.

"Y/N ! PLEASE, YOU LOVE ME, I LOVE YOU. WAKE UP"

The sight was simply painful. The rain was pouring down hardly. The students, teachers and parents stood, watching the painful scene. The little kids were standing still, crying. Txt and Blackpink were around the body. Soobin was holding her close. The car driver was very guilty and called the ambulance.

"SHE'S NOT WAKING UP HYUNG, HYUNG WHY ISN'T SHE WAKING UP" soobin yelled

"My baby brother, don't worry. Breathe in and out. Stop crying" yeonjun was in pain. Everyone was. The sight of soobin holding y/n's body, crying, was so bad.

"What's happening to our brother" Kai spoke sadly while hugging taehyun and beomgyu

"I BROUGHT YOU A ROSE Y/N, WAKE UP NOW. I- I LOVE YOU SO MUCH" Soobin cried hard.

"HER BREATHING IS SLOWING DOWN. DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE IN THIS WORLD Y/N. DON'T GO. I LOVE YOU Y/N ! WAKE UP!!!!" Soobin was a mess.

Y/n's blood was on his hands. He was crying. Not in the right state of mind. Sirens were heard.

The ambulance came rushing. The rescuers lifted the body onto the stretcher. Soobin also got in the ambulance. He didn't want to leave her alone. The others went in their own cars to the hospital.

Rain drops fell hard on the windows of the ambulance. He tightened the grip of the rose in his hands and looked out of the window with tears.

He cried and cried till there were no more tears left to cry. The ambulance arrived at the hospital soon and the doctors shifted y/n to a room to do a operation. Soobin sat outside. Mentally dead. In dead silence. Until the others came.
(It's night time now so imagine it night in the picture👇🏻)

Txt were super worried for their brother and y/n. And Blackpink too. Meanwhile, bts were still not aware of what had just happened nor their parents. Bts were on a mission, so they hadn't heard or seen anything about this.

"Soobin, eat or drink something. Y/n wouldn't want you to fall sick right, do it for her" Jisoo said.

"What's the point, if she dies then I can't live. I will die too" he said with a dull voice

"Come on she won't die. Just eat and rest ok. We all are here if something happens and her family must be arriving soon too once the doctor calls them" Jennie said

"Ok fine" he got up with taehyun and Lisa and the three went to the cafe downstairs.