hey hey hey... I'm back again...  Ummm~ yeah I have nothing to say right now. So, just grab some snacks and what you prefer to drink and enjoy the reading. :) 

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Cry's P.O.V

"Ryan? what's wrong, bro?" Felix grabbed a hold of my shoulders and shook me gently, trying to get my attention.

"Whah- huh? " was all I could mutter

"What are you staring at, bro?" he questioned, pointing over to the direction where my gaze fell upon. I stared at Felix for a few moments, wondering what he was saying. Couldn't he see Mad!Cry standing right there?

"Can't you see... Him?" my voice trailed off, ponderig on whether it was a good idea to tell Felix about Mad!

"What? see him?..." Felix's expression looked confused, "Who'se 'Him' Ryan?.. I don't see anybody else in the room except for the both of us." he answered. Once he said those words I knew straight away that Felix couldn't see Mad! only I could.

"Oh... No, nevermind"  I tried to quickly think of an excuse to use so that Felix wouldn't think that I was going crazy.

"Ryan, are you feeling ok?" 

"Yeah, I'm fine" I lied. Of course I wasn't feeling fine. Who would be? Feeling that every sanity you have left is slowly slipping away all because of this thing that tells you he's your alter ego and a demon?! That's bullshit!

"You don't seem like it, though" Felix pushed on

"Pewds, trust me, I'm perfectly fine" I faked a smile, trying to make it as real as possible. Which worked.

"Ok, whatever you say, bro... Now lets go down and eat, i'm hungry"  he Beckoned for me to follow im over to the door.

"Nah, You go on ahead, friend" I declined. I wanted to have alittle talk with Mad!Cry and ask him a few questions of my own, "I'll catch up with you later" I gestrured for him to go out the door, giving him an 'I'm ok' smile. He gladly returned the gesture before getting out, making sure to shut the door behind him slowly.

"Ahh~ your boyfriend sure is understanding" A deep voice spoke out.

"What do you want?" I questioned bluntly, now turning my position to face the figure who was standing at the end of my bed.

"Oooh... My my my, someone sure is trying to act brave" Mad! chuckled, slowly taking a few steps closer to me. But I still held my ground. Mad! stopped a few steps away from me as he stared at me with that Crimson eyes of his. 

"Well, you see Ryan, No matter what you try to do, I'm stuck with you. And you can't get rid of me no matter what" he grinned develishly which made me take a step back, feeling uneasy. I guess he saw this 'cause his grin only grew wider.

"How come Felix coculdn't see you then?" I changed the subject

"You know Ryan, you can be very stupid at time" he mocked before taking a seat on the side of my bed, acting as if nothing special was happening, I scowled at his words, feeling offended. "Care to sit down?" he patted the vacant space next to him with a crooked smile.

"That doesn't answer my question!" I hissed, not wanting to sit beside him.

"Oh fine... You're so boring, you know that?" his voice kept that cocky tone in it, "It's not just Felix who can't see me, it's everyone else but you, except those with a Mad! Side of course. They're the only ones that can see me, aside from you since you're my partner " he answered. Finally

"Well, what do you want from me?" I questioned further. Mad! stood up from my bed and walked towards me slowly. I put a foot back prepring to take a step back just in case.

He put a hand on my cheek carefully as he came closer to me. leaning in further near my face, too close for my liking, then he whispered something near my ear that I bearly caught but still managed to hear

"What I want?... Is to break your Sanity, and take control of your body as I kill everyone you love...That's what I want from you" he finished with a dark chuckle, then walked towards the door but stopped halfway .

I swear I could feel my veins shiver at his words.  I turned around to face My insane half and glared at him for a second before speaking, "well bad news for you... I'm not allowing you to do this to me."

He laughed that insane laugh of his then immediately stopped, "I love a challenge" he grinned once more, "This is gonna be a fun game, wouldn't you say, Ryan?" he cocked his head to the side, still keeping that creepy smile on his face.

Damn he sure is creepy when he wants to be. But that wasn't gonna stop me from fighting back. I just stayed silent and kept my words to myself, I may be scared of him but that ain't gonna stop me.

"I know you're scared of me..." He simply stated, turning his back to me, "I can feel it" he whispered the last part, his voice bearly audible for me to hear but I still managed to catch what he said. There was a few seconds of silence before he broke it with that demented laugh of his, "Let our little game begin, huh?." And with that he vanished into a dark mist in a blink of an eye.

"Let our little game begin, indeed" I mimicked his last words in a serious tone. 'I'm not going to lose' I reassured myself, then started to head out the room as I started making my way to the kitchen. Once I got near the kitchen door I heard soft conversations from the other side of the Room, I was just about to walk in but stopped when I heard my Name being mentioned in their little chatter.

I know it's not good to eavesdrop, but heck, it was my name I heard. They were talking about me. I just had to listen. So i slolwy got closer to the thin wall and leaned in closer to listen better.

"I know Ryan has it rough but, that doesn't mean to say he's going Crazy, Russ" Red's voice spoke through the soft murmurs.

Did my friends really think I was going crazy?!

"I know Red. I didn't say he was going crazy. I'm just saying that something's going on with him" Russ defended.

"Guys, You heard what Felix told us about what happened last night, and what happened this morning.." Scott  interrupted, "Something's going on with Ryan, and we've gotta find out what it is. He's our friend, and it's our job to help out our friends. we're all basically family. Aren't we" he finished

"Yeah, You're right." Everyone agreed.

"Eavesdropping are we?...Naughty naughty "

I jumped back, startled at the sudden voice that spoke out from behind me. Then I heard a laughter that sounded all too familiar.

"Mad! what are you doing here?!" I whisper-yell

"same as what you're doing" he smiled that creepy smile, "So your friends think you've gone crazy huh?..What good friends they are." he says as he poked the side of my cheek, then chuckles. What the hell?

"What's it to you?!" My voice sounded irritated. Somehow I felt a little hurt at that thought. Did my friends really think I was becoming crazy? 

"Oh, nothing. I just thought; what good friends they were, to think that one of their group member has gone mad"

"...." I couldn't think of a comback to what he just said. Was it true? Is that what they really think?

"I could always kill them... If you want" he grinned, his eyes started to gleem with murderous intentions.

"No! I won't let you!" I yelled, a little too loud than what I planned. But it seemed no one heard me.

"Oh? is that so? well then brave one.. How are you gonna help your friends? when you can't even help yourself"

Those words shot through my heart like a bullet. Mad!Cry was right. I coldn't even help myself with my own problems. What would make me think that I could Help my friends?.

'He's right' I thought

"Of course I am... I know you better than anyone else."

"NO. YOU. DON'T!" I yelled once more as I screwed my eyes shut. I wans't gonna let his words affect my head. I know he was just trying to break my sanity so he can take control, and that, I won't allow.

"No, I don't what?" A voice questioned. And this time, it wasn't Mad!

SHIT!

"F-felix... Umm...I- ah-- I was just... Scolding Myself...'cause I forgot something that I needed to do..Yeah." I lied. and Boy was it a big fat noticable Lie.

Felix just stared at me like I was crazy. "You probably think i've gone crazy huh?" I questioned, sadness evident in my voice.

"No. why wold you think that?" he answered, his expression serious, and the tone in his voice sounded as if he meant what he said.

"Well I thought tha-" My words were cut off when Red Suddenly grabbed my right wrist, and gasped

"What the hell happened to your wrist?!" she practically yelled, making me flinch from her sudden reaction.

"Shit" I murmured under my breath. I forgot to hide the bruise from lastnight.

everyone began to huddle up around me, inspecting my bruised wrist.

"Damn dude, it looks pretty bad" Scott let out

"Yeah, it does" Snake agreed

"Ryan, did you do this to yourself?!" Red's voice filled with worry and disappointment

"No, no I didn't I swear. I would never do this to myself." I hastily retorted. But it looks as if nobody is willing to beleive me. Just then I cold feel my eyes start to sting, feeling like I was about to cry, when something caught my attention from behind my friends.

Mad!Cry...

He just stared at me, waving like a psycho. which he is. and mouthed the words, "You're Mine" then disappeared.

What the hell was that about? 'You're mine'?! fuck that, I needed to think of an excuse to tell my friends. if I told them the truth they would never beleive me.

"It's all his fault" I murmured softly, not wanting anyone to hear.

"C'mon Ryan, we need to get your wrist treated" Pewdie walked towards me and grabbed my left arm and pulled me to another room, where he sat me down on a couch as he went to grab a first aid kit.

"Here, This cream will help with the bruise" he informed as he dabbed some on my wrist and started rubbing it on my skin softly. I just stayed qiuet the whole time, and looked down on the floor, not wanting to make eye contact.

"Ryan?" Felix spoke sternly, making me tense up in my place, "Who did this to you?"

"...." I opened my mouth to speak, but no words came out. so I didn't bother and just kept my gaze down on the ground.

"Ryan... I know you didn't do this. Please, tell me who hurt you?" he spoke again, his voice mixed with worry, disappointment and another emotion I couldn't tell.

"...Yo-you wouldn't beleive me...If I Told you.." I managed to speak out.

"Try me."

"Well, I-it wa-" My words were cut off when I heard a shattering soud coming from inside the room. Both Felix and My attention snapped towards the broken vase on the floor. But another Figure caught my attention. It was Mad!cry again.

He was standing next to the broken vase. then it hit me. He was the one who broke it.  His eyes peircing through me, making me shiver uncomfortably. Then he put a finger on his lips, as if telling me to stay quiet.  I just noded slowly and looked back down.

"well that was weird. I wonder what caused the vase to fall?" Felix stood up and walked towards the broken pieces with a rubish bin in hand, "Ryan, just stay back, i'll clean this up. Ok?"

"O-ok" 

"while i'm cleaning this, why don't you get something to eat." he started to pick up the broken bits carefully and placed it in a plastic bin. Just as I was about to walk out Felix Continued to finish something that made me tense up again, "We'll continue our conversation later, and i'll be expecting an answer."

I couldn't give him a proper response so I just hurriedly walked out the room and headed straight to our bed room. Fuck food, I'm not hungry anymore.  I just layed in my bed for hours, my forearm over my eyes as I cried softly,Feeling alone in this world. Then I slowly felt my eyes become heavy, Then darkness.

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Wow, This sure is a BORING chapter. And I know You all agree with me on this one T3T, but don't worry, Tonight, we will go on a killing spree.. *Evil laugh* ... Hmmm it seems that someone is hiding something. But you don't know that. *creepy smile* Till the next update Buddies.