Madness and Love

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Huhuhu~ Hello, buddies! i'm back! yesh!.. Ahem... anyways, continue with the story.. I don't have much to say right now ~.~ ... So grab some snack and a drink of whatever you love and enjoy the reading XD

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 (Still Cry's P.O.V)

Mad!’s answers to my questions made me slightly frown. What the hell was he talking about?! Only those who are depressed are assigned a Mad Side?

‘I’m not depressed! So why do I even have a Mad Side?!’

“Oh yes you are…Ryan… I have been stuck with you ever since you were a child, only now did I choose to show myself to you because I had enough power to form this image...”

What the hell was he talking about?! I don’t believe this.

“But” he continued… There’s more!?

“I’m not completely capable of taking solid form…Yet… I still need a lot of energy and blood to do so.”

Blood? Energy?.... What the hell!

“And that’s where you come in my dear, Ryan” Mad!’s face stretched into a Demented grin.

“What do you mean by that?” I questioned cautiously

“Well, in order to gain a solid form, I’m gonna need blood..And lots of it.. Which means I’m gonna need to kill a lot of innocent people, or non-innocent ones, I don’t mind” His grin only grew more as he said those words- ‘Kill’.

“And the best part is, you’re gonna do it for me… My little partner” he purred the words right out of his mouth. And my eyes grew wide at his last statement, there is no in fucks way am I going to kill anyone! There’s just no way.

“Wh-what if I-I Refuse?” I tried to refuse sternly, but the stuttering didn’t do much help though, this only made him grin like a Cheshire cat.

“Oh?... Is that so?” he cackled, “Well, I got a little news for you “Cry”… You can’t refuse me. ‘cause I’m gonna be controlling your body whether you like it or not. Sounds fun, don’t you think?” His crazed giggles echoed through the walls.

  Those words rang through my ears like a school bell, and I didn’t even notice that tears began to snake down my face until they fell to the cold floor.

“no.. no.. No.. NO!..” my voice came out from a whisper to a slight yell, “Shut Up! This isn’t real! It’s just another Nightmare!” I began to scream out loud as I started hyperventilating.

I began to clutch my hair tightly, now screwing my eyes shut, “Wake up! Wake up! Wake up!” I whispered repeatedly to myself.

“Cry! CRY! Are you alright!?” pewdie began pounding on the door, begging for me to answer. But I couldn’t grant him that. I was too shocked to even squeak out a single word.

All I could do was stay in the corner, my knees near my chest, face buried within them as my fist still clasped onto my hair as I cried, “Please, wake up. This is just a nightmare.”

“CRY!...Ryan! Please!... Answer me!” Pewdie demanded, “Open the door!” he was now desperately jiggling the door knob, trying to force it open… But that did nothing.

“F-felix?” I whispered out, slowly raising my head up a little to see my surroundings, too scared to even move, I doubt he even heard me.. Mad!, Was just staring at me with that insane look on his face, then I buried my face back to my shaking knees again.

“Stand back! I’m gonna try and kick the door open!” pewdie warned.

I didn’t say anything…Nothing.  What’s there to say? I just felt lost at the moment.

*Bam!* *Bam!* *BAM!*

I heard pewdie trying desperately to kick the door open three times, each kick getting stronger… *BAM!!* Four times, I felt a slight breeze brush against me, followed by a heavy breathing, from Felix I presume. I guess the door’s open.

I felt two hands firmly grip my shoulders as the person began to shake me, “Ryan! Ryan, what happened?!”   His voice sounded so worried. My head looked up at the Swede kneeling in front of me, but my mind just wouldn’t function right. And my body wouldn’t even respond.

“God dammit Ryan! Wake Up!” he yelled. Just then I felt a slight stinging sensation on my cheek, I blinked a couple of times as my hand began to reach up to my face, feeling the now stinging cheek as my mind wandered back into reality.

“…Fe-Felix?” I choked out, now turning into a sobbing mess.

Felix quickly put me in an embrace as he whispered soothing words in my ear, “It’s ok, I’m here…Ryan..I’m here.. You’re safe now..Shhh…” he continued as he held me tightly in his arms, Speaking those gentle words.

I felt him looking around the bathroom before fixing his attention back on me, my face still buried in his chest as I sobbed like a lost child. This is really embarrassing, I know. But somehow, I feel protected whenever I was around Felix.

We stayed like this for what seemed like hours until he spoke out gently, “What happened to you Ryan?” his hands slowly rubbing circles around my back.

But I still couldn’t say anything, instead I just looked up at him, His stunning blue eyes meeting my simple blue ones, and then just buried my face in his chest again, my body was still tremble with fear, making a soft whimper escape my lips.

“It’s ok; you don’t need to tell me right now…” he reassured, his embrace tightening around me, “C’mon, let’s get you to bed” he whispered softly. I felt myself being lifted up from the ground. Curious, I lifted my head up to see Felix carrying me bridal style towards my bed.

“What happened?!” Scott bursted in the room, possibly hearing the commotion that was happening from earlier. Snake, Red, Minx, Russ, and Ken followed not long behind. It appeared that everyone was disturbed from their sleep. ‘it was all my fault’ I thought with pure guilt.

“Yes it is” Mad!’s deep voice echoed in my mind. I flinched in Felix’s arms, desperately trying to ignore the voice inside my head. Felix noticed this and tried to calm me down once more, "Shhh...Ryan, you're safe now. I'm here ok?...I'm here."

Felix gently laid me down on my bed, pulling the covers over me then sat by my side. “Get some rest” he patted my arm softly, trying to hide his worry by giving me a warm smile, but I could clearly see that worry was fogging over his shimmering eyes.

I slowly nodded and started to close my eyes, but just because I closed my eyes didn’t mean that I was sleeping. I was listening to my friends’ conversations as they tried to keep their voices down.

“So, Felix, what happened to Ryan?” I could hear Red question, Worry weaving her voice.

“I…Don’t know…” Pewdie replied quietly. He was obviously as confused as my friends were. The weight on my bed lightened, I guess he stood up.

“Well, whatever it is.. We need to keep an eye on Ryan” I think that was Snake. His monotone voice tells me that it’s him, but monotone or note, his voice still sounded concerned.

Russ’ voice quietly replied, “Yeah, we all know how….-” but his voice slowly faded away. But I know they’re still here. ‘Cause I can hear most of them agreeing to something he just said. Dammit, Russ probably whispered out the last words so quietly.

My eyes were still closed, but this time I could feel myself getting sleepy.

“Everyone, we should get some sleep..We’ll continue this whole situation tomorrow.” Scott suggested.

“You mean later…it’s already 2:34 in the morning. ” Minx corrected Scott quietly. Was it really 2 in the morning?! Shit!

“You’re right, Minx… We should all get some sleep; we’ll continue this later in the afternoon. ” Ken retorted. Then after that I heard footsteps slowly leaving. Then the room was covered in a shroud of silence. They left.

I slowly opened my eyes leisurely. Pewdie was just about to go in his own bed. “Felix?” I called out softly but loud enough for him to hear.

“Oh, Ryan, you’re still awake? Is something wrong?” he walks up to me then sat by my bed again. I stayed quiet for a while, pondering for an answer to give him. Honestly I didn’t know what to say, my mind just wanted me to call out to him without even preparing to say anything.

"...Umm... I-I ah- "... Great! those were the only words I could muster out to say. And they're not even proper words! I gave myself a huge face palm in my mind, thinking what a "Genius" I was.

“…Do you want me to, accompany you in bed as you sleep? So you wouldn’t feel afraid? ” Felix inquired.

I looked up at him slightly shocked. Was he for real?... He would actually lie next to me as I sleep? That wasn't really what I wanted to ask him, But heck I'll take it!

I could see his cheeks slightly turning pink, probably from embarrassment to his question... Cute.

“…Umm… You would d-do that?... Fo-for me?”  Now my cheeks were turning pink.

I could hear him chuckle softly at my words before answering again, “Sure Ryan…I would be more than glad to comfort a friend in a time of need.”

I see… ‘Friend’… I thought I felt my heart lightly sink at his words…Of course Felix would only lay next to me as a friend, this is the type of guy he is. Someone who is more than willing to help a friend out, and right now, that’s what he was doing.  

He didn’t see anything else to this than just merely helping a friend out, helping me out. But I’m still grateful for his help. He was always here to help me out every time I had trouble. I smiled softly at that thought.

My attention snapped back to reality when I felt someone shuffling under the same covers as me. It was Felix. I shifted back a little to give him more space. Luckily the bed was big enough for two. A yawn escaped me, making me realize that I was very tired, especially from all the crying I did.

“Good night, Ryan” Felix whispered as he wrapped an arm around me. I tensed up at his sudden action.

I thought he would be weirded out by this, especially knowing the fact that we were laying in the same bed, and also the fact that we were both Males sleeping IN the same bed. But to my surprise he was completely fine with it. He just stared at me with a comforting smile on his face.

Seeing the sight made me loosen up and smile back at him shyly, “G-good night, Felix” I whispered back now completely lying in my bed feeling secure and warm from the heat that  Felix was providing me.

I slowly felt my eyes closing, darkness slowly seeping in as I was losing my consciousness. But before I completely fell asleep, I thought I felt something softly graze on my forehead.

But maybe that was just my imagination. brushing all thoughts aside, slumber was now taking me in with open arms and I was actually willing to get some sleep for the night er- morning, since I knew that Felix is here with me, protecting me.

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Ooooh... Lucky~ I-I mean... Hey Buddies! :D  SOoo~ , what do you think that 'soft graze' Ryan felt on his forehead was? *Mischievous grin*

*Cough* Felix *Cough* Kissed *Cough* Ryan's *Cough* Forehead *Cough* before he *Cough* went to *Cough* sleep. *Cough* thinking that *Cough* Ryan was *Cough* already *Cough* deep in sleep.

Sorry I had to end it here... I still need to type in the next chapter in my yellow pad to my Microsoft word...And Yes,I type it in my microsoft, then copy and paste it in my account before I post my chapters, cuz I don't want any or alot of spelling/Grammer mistakes in my work.. *Whispers*--> and yet I still find mistakes T3T.... So Yeah... I'll update again soon...

~Ciao, Buddies. *Hugs* 

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