Jealousy and Obsession

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Hey Buddies... So since I posted this new Chappy, yes, that mean's i'm already in Asutralia... But, I still need more time to settle in... But I hope you enjoy this chapter... So, with that being said, grab some snack and your preferred drink and enjoy!

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"YOU FAILED!"  The man before me yelled. On instinct, I slowly backed away, scared at what he might do to me.

"After all the work I did into giving Ryan's Mad! side a solid human form! Dammit!"

We were both standing in a clearing within the forest, darkness shrowded over us and the moon's light was the only thing that illuminated our surrounding, but even that did not help with our vision. 

"Y-you lied to me!" I shot back, "you said he wouldn't get hurt too badly!"

The man only snickered at my words... He lied to me... But, then again, i'm no better. I'm also lying to my friends. To Ryan. To everyone. And because of that I put him in danger.

'Don't make him angry, Felix'  my Mad! side adviced. 

I let out a sigh-like laugh due to frustration as I gripped onto my hair slightly. 'Or what?! He'll kill me?!'

'... He just might...' 

I inwardly groaned at the demon speaking in my head. This wasn't what I wanted. NOTHING at all what I wanted!

"Listen, Felix..." The man spoke once more, "You'll get what you want.... Just follow my orders. And you'll have Ryan soon enough."

I looked at him cautiously, his features were hidden by the shadows of the forest. The leaves made a russled sound everytime the cold breeze would pass by and it just about brought hidden shivers down my spine. Then the incident at the mall from earlier flashed back in my head, reminding me of the pain Ryan was in.

I knew then that Ryan was beginning to feel a little bit off after an hour have passed by without his Mad! side with him, and yet, I just pretended to not notice. I wanted to help him then, I always will, But that time I couldn't. I had to wait.

But the way he collapsed in my arms as he gripped his shirt tightly, the way he trembled as he silently cried for the pain to just disappear... His once healthy glowing skin now looked pale. Like death was lingering around, waiting to claim him... It was braking me.

I knew what was going to happen if he and Mad! were going to seperate for more than an hour. And yet, I did nothing to stop this... because I wanted him for myself... I looked down to the ground with regret tugging at my chest. I couldn't hep but blame myself.

"But he's in a hospital because of me..." I whispered with guilt.

"Isn't the other?"

"... Yes, But-"

"Then you should be happy."

I snapped, "That's NOT the point!"

What was there to be happy about exactly?! Nothing! Absolutely nothing! I don't care if the other one was also in the hospital! The fact that Ryan was hurt because of me wasn't something to be happy about!

"Choose the tone you use wisely, Felix. Remeber, i'm only doing this to help you... And, you're doing this to help me. Ins't that right?"

"But-"

"You want Ryan, don't you?" he questioned. I could imagine the smirk on his face. I knew how I felt about Ryan.

I sighed in defeat, "...Yes."

What are you getting yourself into, Felix?

The man walked over towards me, circling me around like a caught prey, then stopped right behind my back and placed a firm threatening grip on my shoulders as he leaned in close to my ear.

"And I just want revenge on his Mad! side... So just do what I tell you, and we'll both get what we want. Understood?"

I remained silent for a moment, thinking whether this was what I really wanted, just so I could have Ryan for myself. I lowered my head with my eyes shut and my eyebrows furrowed.

Was I being too selfish? I mean, I'm doing this for Ryan's sake, aren't I? so what's so selfsh about that?... The grip on my shoulders tightened even more, making me flinch slightly.

"Understood?!" His deadly voice raised.

"...Y-yes."

"Good... And this time, Don't fail me."

I felt my shoulders relax as the weight on them disappeared. I let out a shakey breath I didn't even know I was holding, damn, he can sure give someone the creeps. And just before I had the time to turn around and speak, he was gone. Just like that.

'Dude, you're going too far with this.' My demon warned. 

"Shut up! I know what i'm doing."

'I'm just sayi-'

I punched the tree nearest to me, "JUST SHUT UP!" I repeated the painful proccess until my nerves calmed down. My breath was heavy and short, my knuckles sore and red, but I didn't mind the pain, because I know... Ryan, has felt more pain than this, both mental and physical.

I leaned back on the tree I had punched and slowly slid to the ground, my knees were close to my chest, allowing my elbows to rest against them so that my hands could support my head which burried itself on the palm of my hands . I could feel my sweat glide down at the side of my forehead.

'Have you calmed down yet?'

"What do you think?"

'I don't really care. But i'm still gonna help you here you moron, seeing that I don't really have a choice. But if everything goes wrong in the end, just remember, I told you so.'

Remind me why I made a pact with this God damn annoying Demon again? 

"... If we..." My words failed to complete it's sentence. I didn't want to say the words I feared might happen.

' 'If we' what?'

I shook my head in dismissal, "Never mind."

'Suit yourself'.' 

I let out a long sigh. For a demon, my Mad! side sure seems much more, how do I say it? 'Collected' in mind than Ryan's Mad! side. I just remembered something. Ryan, never did give me the answer I was waiting for. But I guess now's not the time to be thinking baout that. This whole day has just been one big Fucked up mess with my name on it.

"God i'm such an idiot!" I scoled myself, that was the only thing I could think to do right now. 

The plan was still going to be carried out, so that meant Ryan nor Mad! can't find out I have a Mad! side, neither can my friends. I sighed again then laggardly stood up... I really... I just... I... Agh! I just hate this plan!

'what's with all the 'sighs'? ' I heard my partner question.

Gah! he's so annoying. Honestly, he's like a freakin' retard that can annoy the hell out of an army.

]Just shut up for once will you!" I whisper-shout. I didn't want anyone to hear me 'Talking to myself". The forest was just behind the hospital, so it wasn't imposible for someone to show up and catch me here.

'Fine, fine... If you need me, just give me a holler.'

I replied with a simple 'hum' as I started making my way out of the woods, pushing a few branches and leaves out of my face whilst also trying not to trip on any roots that were slightly sticking out of the dirt.

It didn't take long before I reached the back of the hospital though, Since we didn't really go deep into the forest. All of my friends were inside; in the room where Ryan and Mad! were staying. I decided it was time to head back to the gang before they began to wonder where I was.

I had only told them that I was just gonna take a short walk for some cool refreshing air, and that was almost an hour ago. Faint voices could be heard as I was nearing the room. I placed my hands in my pocket so they wouldn't see my beaten up knuckles, I didn't feel like explaining to them how I got it.

"How are they?" I spoke once I walked in. The room looked pretty big. We all pitched in to pay for it. My friends paused their soft chatting and looked at me with concerned expressions on their faces.

Red, decided to speak first, since it seemed that no one was gonna answer my question any time soon.

The Red-headed girl looked at our friends and let out a simple cough, as if trying to clear her throat.

"Gee, don't everyone speak up all at once" her voice in a sarcastic tone, then went back to look at me, "well..." she patted a free space next to her, telling me to sit beside her before she would continue her talking. I complied and sat between her and Minx.

"Ok, so whta did the doctor say?" I questioned once more. I needed to know how my Ryan is doing. I needed to know that he would be ok. I looked towards the brunet with great worry and regret. His eyes were closed, his breathing was light that I could barely see his chest move. And there was an IV stuck to him along with a heart monitor. 

Oh god what have I done?!

"The doctor said that Ryan and Mad! would be just fine."

I turned my attention back on Red as she began t explain further.

"That their bodies are accepting the medications being given to them, but they'd have to stay here for a couple of days or so, as the doctor and nurses monitor their behaviour. The only problem is, that they still haven't figured out what could have possibly caused both males to just collapse like that..." Red paused to exam Ryan and Mad! with concern... Red, if anything, you should give Ryan more concern than that... That poor excuse for a demon.

'I know why they collapsed~' My Mad!  side tittered. I closed my eyes in annoyance nce more.

'Shut up!'

'what ever you say, Mr. Guitly...'  he said in an annoying sing-song tone. As if he wasn't already annoying enough. My fingers began to curl into a fist at the last statement he had said. That idiot. He knows very well on how to get on my nerves.

A few seconds later, Red sighed and continued to speak, not even once tearing her gaze away from the two unconcious young men; their hospital beds not far from one another.

"They just look so pale... And both of them having hypotension isn't doing any good either..."

Red was always the concerned caring-type of friend. She was also the mature one amongst us all, along with snake, but even then, they still knew how to have fun.

I placed a gentle hand on her shoulder, I wanted to comfort her, just as she had always done for us.

"It's gonna be alright." I reassured. She smiled faintly and nodded. I seriously suck at comforting people.

"Yeah, you're right. I should be thinking of possitive things."

I chuckled, "We all should." But it wasn't my usually happy chuckle they hear everyday. It was more of a sad, desperate chuckle. But at leats it made her chuckle just the slightest as well... But then, her gaze fell down to my hand... Shit.

"What happened?!" Red exclaimed as she took my hand in hers and examined the work I did on them. ... So much for trying to hide it...

I let out a laugh-like sigh, "Nothing. Just a way to releive my stress and worry. Don't worry about it."

She just let go and curtly nodded. "Ok... Just don't make it a habbit. You undertand?" She warned, giving me her soul-peircing glare... Damn, the girl sure knew how to scare you.

"heh, I won't... I promise."

I looked around the room, trying to break the awkward tension I was starting to feel, and noticed Russ and Ken now quietly sleeping on the small sofa, well, Ken was atleast. They were just in a sitting possition with their heads resting against the back, causing both males to tilt their head upwards. 

Russ' mouth was slightly parted as soft snores escaped his drooling lips, whilst Ken's was closed, but his hand was lazily crossed aginst his chest unlike Russ', who only had one of his hands resting on his lap and the other beside him. I chuckled at the scene of them both, shook my head and thought that it would be pretty funny to take a picture of them, but decided not to, then turned my attention to the wondow next.

Snake was just standing there, looking outside and off into the distance, his forearm was leaning against the clear glass as his head rested on it, but it looked like his mind was elsewhere. Then I noticed Scott, who was sitting in a single chair with his ear bud on and his Ipod in his hand, one of his foot slightly tapped on the floor, probably following the rythm of the song he was listening to.

Then Their was the purple-streak haired female. Minx. Just sitting next to me. Her back comfortable leaned against the sofa, and her eyes seemed to be drooping slowly. Now that I think about it, everybody seemed to have fatigue shown within their eyes, or just by the way they looked.

I could help but let out a tired yawn escape me, my attention going back to Ryan as I did so. Light beeping sounds could be heard from his heart monitor everytime it followed the rythm  of his heartbeat... My poor Ryan... Mad! was also stuck with an Iv and a hear monitor like my brunet, but he seemed to be doing just fine, so why the heck should I care? I just don't really care much for his well-being. I just want him to finally be separated from Ryan as soon as possible.

A gentle knock could be heard on the door, Causing those who were still awake in the room to turn their heads, "Excuse me Ma'ams, Sirs..."  A female wearing a white nurse's outfit stood just in the middle of the door frame.

"I'm afraid visiting hours are over. But you may come back tomorrow to check on your friends." She smiled. Even she looked like she could use some rest.

"Oh, Ok, thank you. We'll be getting ready to leave then." Red retorted.

The Nurse gave one last understaning smile and left, probably to go back to her post or to check on another patient.

I didn't want to leave, but I had to. I just didn't want to... At least I can still come back tomorrow.

We all walked out the room after finally convincing Russ and Ken to wake upso we could go home. Geez, they sure knew how to sleep.

When we arrived at Scott's, I immediately went straight to bed, but the hard thing to do now.. Was sleep. I just couldn't. My mind kept thinking about Ryan. How he was doing, will he be okay? when will he be able to get out of the hospital? you know, stuff like that.

None of this would've happened if I didn't drag Ryan along with me when we went to look for a game shop. But that was one of the plan; to separate him from Mad! for a couple of hours so that his demon partner would grow weak withoust his host, then... He would die.

But it didn't work! Ryan experienced more pain than what Mad! was supposed to experience! This was supposed to affect the Demon more than the human! HE said it would work! and Ryan wouldn't get hurt too badly in the process, but now look! My American was in the hospital because of HIS plan! HE said he had it all under controll so that when Mad! dies, Ryan wouldn't undergo the same fate.

But... Almost... Ryan, almost died... I didn't fail HIM! HE failed me! The next plan better work or else. I'm not doing this just so the person I like, or rather Love, would die. No. I'm doing this to free him of that stupid Mad! side of his. Then, and only then, would we be together without any more problems.

It is possible... Possible to free some of the Demon partner they have been bounded with. And that's just what i'm going to do; free Ryan from that heartless demon.

"...Hey Mad!Felix?..." It sounded weird- calling my Mad! side with my name in it. But I can't juts plainly call him Mad!, that title is already taken.

'Yes~ Foolish mortal?' His voice sounded like one of those 'Gods' in the movies that look down on humans; acting all high-and-mighty. But the way he said it was kind of funny though. I know he didn't mean it, he's just one annyoyingly weird no-so-Demon-like Mad! side.

"Don't. Just. Don't" I chuckle softly.

'Alright, finel. So what' dya wanna ask me?'

"You knew Ryan's Mad! side before you guys were partnered with a human, right?"

'Yep. Why?' He said whilst popping the 'P'

"well, what's he like exactly?... His attitudes, his actions. Basically everything about him?"

'Why do you wanna know? d'ya have a lil' crush on him or something?' He teased.

"Never!" I growled, "I just want to know what position Ryan is in, in having Mad! as his soul bound partner" I scowled at the thought. Hearing those words coming out of my mouth felt like I was drinking poison. And trust me if it were real, i'd be dead just by the thought itself.

Soul bound partner

It just sounded so wrong, even though I knew what it meant. I just couldn't accept the thought of Mad! being Ryan's 'partner' not to mention 'soul bound'.

'Hmm... Mad! was always the hot-head type, I guess. He'd blow a fuse if he couldn't handle the pressure, or if he didn't instantly get what he wanted.' My demon partner spoke, carefully laying out the words in my mind as if he were teaching a lesson to a student.

'But he was my closest friend back then, his best friend actually. But that was then..'

His voice began to trail off. This left me wondering what happened between their friendship.

"Why? What hap-" My Mad! side was quick to cut me off.

'Nothing! Anyways, Mad! never took anything lightly. He was very, how do I say it... Unforgiving, towards those who angered him. And he was more blood-thirsty than any of us. And twisted in mind, shall we put it.'

"Great! My brunet is stuck with a short-tempered psychotic Demon! Just great!" I groaned .

Hearing this slight peice of info about the enemy wasn't much help at all! if anything, it just made me worry about Ryan even more!

'Hmm~... I don't know about that... Like I said. That was then. Now, he seems more...'

"More what?!" I wanted to know what could possibly change about that demon.

'I don't know exactly... But you know, what you said earlier about, 'My brunet is stuck with a short-tempered psychotic Demon.' ?' He quoted, actually mimicking my voice.

I raised an eyebrow, "where are you getting at exactly?"

'Ooh Nothing, nothing at all... I'm jus trying to state out that, Ryan, technically isn't yours... Not yet, anyways... Soo~... You better work on that. Not unless you want him to be taken away from you...'

His dark chuckle gave me an off feeling about what he had just said. But there was no way on earth was I gonna let someone else steal Ryan away from me! I gripped my blanket and pulled it over my body roughly, now a little agitated. There was just no way that I would ever let anyone get my, I mean, Ryan... Never!

Instead of replying the way I usually do when Mad!Felix and I converse, I decided to say what I wanted to say in my mind, scared that if I do say it aloud, especially with my unstable thoughts right now, I just might punch the walls.

'That'll Never Happen!' I gritted my teeth. I didn't want to have the thoughts of someone else holding Ryan in their arms.

I heard a snicker in my head, ' Hmm~ Jealousy and obsession combined can be a deadly thing, Felix. You seem to be more like a Mad! side rather than a human.'

I returned the snicker, "I prefer the term, 'Caring and Protective', and besides, not all humans have a good heart. So that doesn't make me one of your... Kind."

'Ha! So, are you saying that you aren't good of heart?' Mad!felix had a smug tone coated within his voice. It was as if I could see the

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