Confusion

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Hey buddies... Umm.. Sorry if this chapter isn't very good, i've been having a head ache lately. But at least I still managed to update another chapter. so, go on and enjoy the chapter.

P.S : Please don't be offended in some words Mad! will say. I do not judge other people based on their appearance, sexuality, backround, etc. and trust me, I don't feel good when I write about offensive words here. but without them there would be no story.

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Cry's P.O.V

I felt as if something was poking my face, so I hesitantly opened my eyes, feeling great pain rushing through my head, I groaned. 'where am I?' I thought with such confusion when I noticed that I was laying on a cold ground, surrounded by tall dry trees. "what the fuck? how did I get here?"

"Finally you're awake! God you're such a heavy sleeper at times" someone exhailed.

 "Mad!? How did I end up here?- Aagh!-oww!.."  I gripped my head, desperately wishing for the pain to stop.

"Hmm..I see, I guess your body didn't handle the possession pretty well..."

"W-what? possesssion? what a-are you talking about?" 

"Look at yourself dumbass." he snickered

I was beginning to get even more confused. I did what he told me, My eyes grew wide when I looked at myself. I was covered in dried up Blood!

"Now I know you're not having your period.. HAHAHA!"

I couldn't resist but vomit at my own sight. So I hurriedly got up and ran to the nearst bush.

"God you're so weak!"  I heard mad! yell behind me.

"Wh-what.. Did. you. do!"  breathing deeply after every word I spoke. The blood was was more than enough to make me vomit, but the smell! I couldn't take it anymore, I needed to change.

"I just had a little fun last night. That's all." he smirked.  

That bastard! he took over my body while I was sleeping! Fuck! What am I gonna do?! I can't just walk in the house looking like this, I was covered in someone's freakin' blood for crying out loud! I was starting to pace around, thinking of a way to get in the house without being noticed.

"AH!" I flinched, something poked my stomach. I reached in the hoodie carefull, pulling out something in it. It was a fuckin' Knife covered in blood! I threw the murder weapon on the ground and started pacing around even more. 

"Hey! what the hell dude! don't throw my knife on the ground!" mad! yelled as he picked it off the ground then started wiping it.

"I'm so fucked! i'm in deep deep trouble now..what am I gonna do!" I murmured, panick clearly evident on my face, "I can't believe YOU just killed someone with my hands you fucktard!" I yelled at Mad! with clenched teeth.

"Relax faggot, I cleaned the mess up after" He said sounding relaxed, I scowled at what he called me.

 "although I would've preferred my work to be messy, but lucky for you, I made an exception" he finished as he crossed his arms.

"Whatever. I just can't believe you controlled my body just to kill someone" I grumbled. I was still clearly panicking, but at least I could control my actions a little more better.

 Agh! I needed to change into something...With no blood on it... I lookd at myslef again. luckily the jean I was wearing was black and it barely had blood on it , so you couldn't really see it. But I wouldn't say the same for the hoodie.    

I glanced over at Mad! who was just sitting down, playing with his little toy, seeming as if he wasn't giving a fuck on what was happening. I Hate him.

I took the hoodie off. 'I need to hide this somewhere for now' 

"Ah, Dude, what're you doing?"

"didn't you just hear what I thought?", I said smirking,  "Gotta hide this Hoodie for now."

"Smart ass.." I heard him huff ander his breath, "ok, but you do know that your under shirt is also stained with blood, right?"

" And who's fault do you think it is?. Anyway,it's black, You can't see the blood on it So it's ok."  I mention before I started heading out of the woods, Luckily I wasn't too far away from the beach house. And, hopefully no one will notice me when I sneak in. "I really need to take a shower after this" I whispered to myself. 

I'm already on the front porch of the house, preparing myslef for what might come; My friends surrounding me with bombarading questions, supsenseful atmosphere and who knows what else. I slowly opened the door, peeking my head through the slightly open space, looking from left to right. No one seemed to be awake yet.. Pefect.

I slowly tiptoed in the house, carefully making sure not make ANY waking noise. I walked past the hallway, almost making it to the stairs where our rooms were heald, I placed one foot on the first step but stopped when from out of nowhere I heared something break.

making me cursed under my breath, "Shit!"

"Your welcome" A voice spoke behind me. I ubruptly turned to see the speaker, already knowing who it was. "Fuck you, Mad!" I spat at him, "You just can't leave me alone can you?!"

"Hey, What fun would that be if I let you walk freely." He laughed.

"You-" My words were cut off by someone who was rushing in from where I was

"Ryan! where Have you been!? We were all woried sick!" Red exclaimed as she walked towards me.

"Red.. You-you're Up.." I stupidly reply.

"We've been up the whole night waiting for you." 

I can't believe it, they stayed up the whole night just to wait for me?.. Great! now I feel guilty as hell.

"Wait. 'we'?" I questioned, taking one step back.

"Yeah, everyone stayed up waiting for you. Felix told us that you just went for a walk last night but when you didnt come back, we got worried and started looking for you... But we couldn't find you anywhere" She trailed off. Now I really feel bad.

'What kind of a friend am I?'

"The kind who's going to hurt them" Mad! spoke in my mind. 'Fuck you!' I thought back.

I looked over to Red, worry clearly showing in her eyes. "Red, I'm fine. Don't worry about me ok? I'm here and i'm safe." I reassured her, "so where are the others now?"

"ok, if you say so..Umm, Minx, Scott, Snake Russ and Ken fell asleep in the theater room not too long ago and Felix is upstairs in your room, I think. " And just after she said that, some came running up the whole, causing Red and I to look up the stair.

"Cry! you're back! where have you been!?" The swede Cried out, dashing down the stairs towards me.

I took more steps back just when He stretched out his arms to hug me. "What's wrong, bro?"  his words sounded hurt when He noticed my actions. 

"No- It's nothing, I just-I-I-.. I'm sorry I have to go upstairs.." I stutter then ran past him and made my way up the stairs. I had my reason as to why I avoided Felix's Hug. I was covered in Blood! I probably stink like a corpse! I need to clean myself up before they noticed, That's why.

I heard someone running behind me, "Ryan! wait up!" Felix called from behind.

"I'll talk to you later, I promise!" I called back.

"Wait! Did something happen?" his voice sounded closer.

I reached the door to our room and hurriedly walked in, closed the door behind me and locked it just in time before Felix could follow in. I feels so bad for doing this to him, For making everyone worried... For being Like this.

"Ryan, open the door...Please" Felix knocked on the door several times.

"Later.. I need to take a shower" I excused, but it was true.

"then why did you have to lock the door?" he continued, "The door in the bathroom is already fixed, so there's no reason for you to do this. so please open up"

"I just have to. Please try to understand. I'll talk to you later ok?. I'm gonna take a shower now."

I prepared everything I needed for a shower and turned the water to luke warm. I stripped out of my clothes and just threw them on the ground. I don't really care right now. I took in a deep breath and soaked my body in little droplets of water, each gliding down my skin as it makes contact after. 

I just felt lost right now, and I couldn't even find myself. I leaned against the cold tiled wall as I Immersed myself in total emptiness, just letting the water shower me with a warm feeling.

"What am I going to do?" I whispered.

"Kill them, that's what"

"Mad! I don't have time for this, just leave me alone for now."

"Make me, faggot" he laughed, although he was no where to be found.

"Why are you even calling me that!?" my words came out through gritted teeth. He was starting to piss me off, but I still managed to keep my composure.

"I know you like him. That Swedish prick. That's why I call you a faggot, 'cause only faggots like you fall for the same sex... Faggot."

"SHUT UP!" I screamed. He had no right to talk to me like that. He has no right to judge other people based on their sexuality! If being the way I am makes it a sin, then Fuck it! Let me be a sinner! And if falling for someone in the same sex wrong...Then, I don't want to be right!

After my; what was supposed to be a relaxing shower, I just laid on my bed, a pillow over my face as I was surrounded by the cold darkness, and I stayed like this for a good hour or more. 

"...You could've at least unlocked the door for me"

 Those sudden words filled the dark empty room causing me to slighty jump up, almost throwing the pillow to the person talking if it wasn't for the fact that I soon found out who it was.

"Jesus, Pewdie! you could've at least knocked..." I exhailed, my hand over my chest.

He gave me an apologetic smile and sat himself on the side of my bed, "Sorry about that... I figured you wouldn't open the door if I just knocked."

"So how did you get in anyway?"

"Scott has a master key just in case"

"Oh...Ok"

there was a moment of awkward silence that lingered around the room until pewdie finally decided to break it.

"Ryan, Lets get straight to the point." he began, his expression ever so serious. "What happened to you?"

"Nothing's happening to me, Pewdie. I'm fine." I lied.

"No... I know you're not, I know something's happening to you, and if you won't tell me, i'm gonna have to find out for myself. Hate me if you want, but i'm only doing this to help you out, ok?"

(.....) 

I was left speechless. Why the hell was he going through all of this? There must be a bigger reason than to just 'help me out'.

"Why are you doing this?" I finally questioned.

"Because I want to help you. You're not alone anymore Ryan... You have us now, Your friends. You have to learn to ask us for help when you feel alone or scared."

"I know Pewds, but there's nothing wrong with me. So you don't need to worry" I kept hiding the truth, I didn't want him to know about Mad! he'll only think i've gone crazy. They all will.

"Ryan, I know you're still lying to me"  He pushed on, now scooting closer and closer to me, "And I know you're hiding something from us." 

those final statements were more than enough to make me freeze on the spot. Something's not right here. 

'I don't trust him' Mad!'s voice echoed in my mind, 'Something doesn't feel right with this prick'

I didn't want to believe Mad! but somehow I felt that he was right, excluding the 'prick' part. 'Mad! just stop, I know you hate his guts for some reason and-'

My thoughts were emmidiately cut off when my back harshly hit the wall as I stay sitting on the bed, "fuck!" my breath was knocked right out of my lungs, and the pain in my head came shooting right back.

"Damn, Felix... what was that for?" I groaned, my eyes were still closed as I tried to deal with both the pain I was feeling. Since Felix didn't answer my question, I decided to move and get out of bed, only to be pushed right back to the wall.

I opened my eyes and saw that my left wrist was pinned on the wall, just leveled next to my head. And my right wrist, the bruised one, was left alone, thank god for that or else that would just add more pain right now.

"Felix, Dude, what the hell is wrong with you right know?" I questioned the sandy blond haird man.

Still got no reply. But when I gazed in his eyes, something wasn't right, and this worried me.

I tried to get free from Felix's grip but his hand only tightened around my wrist, "Felix, stop this. You're not yourself right now!" I forced my hand to jerk off of his grip. Still nothing.

'Ryan! Just kill him! or better yet, let me kill him! Something's wrong with the bastard! We should just put him out of his misery!' Mad! demanded. True, something was deffinately not right with Felix right now, but that doesn't mean that we should just kill him. 'I'm not a killer!' I told mad!

'No, But I am! HAHAHA! Brace yourself Ryan, You might wake up with another head ache' Mad! Chuckled deviously. My eyes grew wide with fear, he was planning to take control of my body again! 'MAD! NO!' I yelled in my mind. My struggle to get away from Felix's grip became more desperate. Which only made Felix grab my other wrist, his hands gripping where my bruise was. And damn did it hurt

"Agh! Felix stop you're hurting my wrist! " I beged, "Control yourself, dude! what's wrong with you!"

And to make things worse, I was on the brink of crying. This just all reminded me the incident with Mad! and the brutality I was put in  when I was still a child. I was about to say something but my vision blacked out and my eyes began to close on their own, the last thing I heard was Mad!'s Demented laughter ringing in my ear, and the last sight I saw was Felix's emotionless expression. And after that... I can't remember, But I knew Mad! was taking control.

"..Hello~... Felix..."

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Hey buddie, sorry I gotta end it here.

Mad! : Stop whining you stupid beings, be grateful that I haven't killed you yet! *Evil grin*

Me: Ahem~ *Glares at Mad!* .. Anyways, something's going down here. I wonder what is going to happen?  but unfortunately, you're all gonna have to wait for the next update to find out. Mwahahaha!!!! 

Mad! : She learned that Evil laugh from me. And might I say, Not bad.  ~ Ciao 

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