I went back to my ethic class just to grab all of my stuff, Namjoon looks at me with his confused and worry expression.

Namjoon: Are you okay?

He whispered, I refused to look at him nor give him any reply. I just hurry grabbed my belongings and eventually leave the room. Good thing this is college, if I do this in high school, the teachers probably whoop my ass and reports this to my parent before I even get home.

During the trip back to my village, I sit quietly in the bus and look outside the window, thinking about what I said to Jimin, he looks genuinely hurt. I know I shouldn't feel bad for him because he deserves it. All along I thought that he really loves and cares about me but that was just a lie that I told myself, he was never loves me, he just used me to fulfill his sexual needed. Even after I left, he never think of chasing me, if I didn't bumped into him today he will never try to run after me. The fact that he knows where I live but he decided not to do anything it hurt me. No one knows how desperate I was waiting for him to show up in front of my house, tell me that he really sorry and show me how much he wants me back in his life but I just wait for nothing, it been a month, if I do mean something to him and he really wants this relationship he will at least tries but he's didn't.

I want to run back to him I really do, but I can't afford to have my heart break again. He hurt me a lot, I'm pretty sure he aware of it too. The first time he hurt me was when he introduced his girlfriend to me after we fucked, I used to blame myself for this when it was all his fault. The second time he hurt me was when I confessed to him about how I really feel but he ended up leaving me cruelly, I felt so worthless, but I was so lucky to have Yoongi oppa that time. It might make me look bad for saying I used him to distract myself from thinking about Jimin. Yoongi oppa was the best replacement and I enjoyed his company but somewhere in the end I still can't deny my own heart that no one can replace him, I hate the fact that I can't escape him, I fucking hate that I can't hate him, I want to hate him, I wish I could hate him. And the third time he hurt me, I don't even wanna talk about it, he left so much scars in my heart, I can't take him anymore. If I don't leave him now he will continue hurting me endlessly.

Bus Driver: Miss? We've arrived

I snapped when I feel someone placed their hand on my shoulder, I look up at them and it was the bus driver, I look at him with my confused face and he stare back at me with the same expression

Y/n: Y- Yes?

Bus Driver: We've arrived

Y/n: Oh

I look outside the bus and he wasn't lie. I was the only passenger that still here, I quickly get up, the bus driver moves aside, allow me to step out from the seat. I bow at him and apologize for taking his time then get out from the bus. I walk back to my house, thinking of an explanation for my parent.

***

Time goes by so fast, it's Friday day already. I lazily get up from my bed and walk straight to the wash room to get myself ready for the classes.

When the time hits 10 o'clock, my eyes scanning around the room as I didn't see Namjoon. The class already started and he still not showing up, he never came to class late like this or is he gonna skip today? Should I text him to check if everything is alright? But why would I do that? Because he's my friend but I still don't feel like I'm close to him enough to interfere in his business. Yeah whatever, I can ask him next week when he comes to class or when he text me. I sighed and turn back to focus on the lecture.

After the class ended, I wrapped up and exit the room. As I walk up the stairs to my next class I suddenly feel my phone vibrating, I take it out from my pocket and see that someone calls me, it's unknown number, who could it possibly be? Probably spam, I look at my phone screen with hesitation while my feet still keep walking, after one minute the call stopped, just as I'm about to shove it back inside my pocket it starts vibrating again.

On The Phone

Y/n: Hello?

Jungkook: Y/n?

Y/n: How the fuck did you get my number?

Jungkook: It doesn't matter Y/n, can you come see Jimin, he's in trouble right now

Y/n: Jungkook are you drunk?

Jungkook: A little bit

Y/n: What you meant about Jimin

Jungkook: We came to the bar to get some drinks, Jimin got really drunk and started a fight with some gangsters

Y/n: You serious? You guys go to bar at this time?

Jungkook: I know it's too early but Jimin he wants to drink. He been drinking all this week

Y/n: And where is him now?

Jungkook: Still inside the place, those bastards still beating up, I just escaped minute ago

Y/n: Why you called me

Jungkook: Because I don't know who else to call, I lost my phone, this is Jimin's phone and all I could found is your number

Y/n: And what you want me to do

Jungkook: I don't know Y/n, this is not my area I don't know what to do either but if we leave it like that they probably beat him to death- 

Y/n: Jungkook just send me the location

I ended the call and running down the stairs without thinking of anything else, when I got outside I call a taxi. It took them like five minutes to arrive, I show the driver the location that Jungkook sent me so he can take me to the place. 30 minutes later we finally arrived, my heart dropped when I saw the place was already surrounded by police and ambulance. I get off from the taxi and pay him, then I start looking for Jungkook and Jimin, I saw Jungkook standing in front of the building, Namjoon and his friend also here, I march up to them, Namjoon looks at me in confusion when he noticed me

Namjoon: Y/n? What are you doing here?

I walk passed Namjoon and his friend to Jungkook. I heard Namjoon's question but I don't feel like talking right, I just want to know where Jimin is because he wasn't with them

Y/n: Where is Jimin?

Jungkook refused to look at me, tears already spilling from my eyes, I keep shaking his arm and ask him the same question repeatedly, after couple of silent Jungkook finally raise his voice

Jungkook: He's over there

My eyes follow his finger as he pointed at the stretcher that now being push into the ambulance by two of the technicians. My heart sinking, I slowly turn back to Jungkook, tears won't stop spilling down my cheeks

Y/n: Why they covered all his face like that

Jungkook: He was confirmed dead

My heart shattered into pieces, I turn to look at the ambulance as they ready to leave

Y/n: That's not true

As I try to approach the ambulance Jungkook quickly pulls me back, I try to release myself but his grips were so tight. I cry harder and harder as the ambulance that Jimin in starts leaving. I gather all of my strength and push Jungkook away, I run after the ambulance but it was too late because it already gone far away

Y/n: Please come back, don't leave me like this

I break down in the middle of the driveway and crying all of my heart out

Jimin: What the fuck did you said to her

Jungkook: I told her the man that got shot was you

Jimin: You're fucking son of a bitch Jungkook

Jungkook: You're welcome

As I still sitting on the driveway with my face down and crying heartbrokenly, I feel a hand placed on my shoulder, it probably Jungkook, without looking at him I shoved his hand away from my shoulder and sobbing

Y/n: Why would you let that happen? Why can't you help him?

Jimin: Help who?

My eyes widened in shock when I recognized his voice, I quickly turn around and look up at him, it is really him, a smile appears on my face, I wipe my tears off, once I got up from the ground I immediately cupped his face. I quietly studying his face for a brief minute just to make sure that I wasn't dreaming. I hug him tightly and start sobbing again. He also wraps his arms around me tightly and kiss the top of my head as I digging my head in his chest. We stay like this for few more seconds then I realized something. I was still sobbing when I harshly push him back away, my sorrow now turned to anger

Y/n: What the fuck are you playing

He looks at me, all confusing, I know he just play innocent, all these were his fucking stupid plan to see me shattered in front of him

Y/n: Are you happy now? Seeing mentally break down, is that what you want?

Jimin: Y/n, I don't-

Y/n: Shut the fuck up Jimin, you're fucking liar. The only thing that you're good at was hurting me, thank you for this and I hope I will see you fucking face again

As he steps closer to grab my hand, I backed away from him, his eyes getting red again but that not going to affect me anymore, I'm done with his bullshit, I wasted so much tears with him already. Without saying another words, I turn around and walk away from him.

Jungkook: Oh that worse

Jimin: What the fuck were you doing?

Jungkook: I'm just tryna help

Jimin: Help? You made she hate me even more

Jungkook: At least you know she still loves you, look, you been neglecting it for a month, this is the time to do something if you really love her.

While I'm waiting for the taxi to arrive, there's a car pull up in front of me. I look in the window at the driver seat and see Jimin, I rolled my eyes when he get out from the car and approached me

Jimin: Get in the car

The audacity, who he thinks he is?

Y/n: Why would I?

He frowns

Jimin: Let me take you home

Y/n: No

We both standing there silently and just staring at each other's eyes, when my taxi arrived, I broke the eyes contact and about to walk away but Jimin grabbed one of my arm, I look at him in confusion as he pulls me to the taxi and knock on the window. When the driver rolls the window down, Jimin use his other hand to pulls out a 50,000 won bill and give it to the driver

Jimin: She doesn't need a ride anymore, thanks for coming

The taxi driver nodded his head then pull away

Y/n: What is wrong with you?

I gasp when he unexpectedly pick me up and throw me on his shoulder

Y/n: Jimin put me down, now!

I commanded but of course he didn't listen and keep carrying me to the passenger seat's side. I grumble frustratedly as he shoved me in and slammed the door. He walk back to the driver's side and get in his seat, he made sure to buckle my seatbelt for me then engine the car. I crossed my arms and sit back quietly with my grumpy face.

The ride was pretty quite, the only times we talk were when Jimin ask about the directions and I just answer him. I never know sitting in the car with him will bring back so many memories but it all in the past now I shouldn't think about it.

I turn to look at Jimin when he pulls over and parked his car on the roadside, he turns to face me and I immediately look away because I know he's about to say something.

Jimin: About earlier, I don't know anything about it. It was all Jungkook's idea

I scoffed and turn to face him once again

Y/n: Jungkook? Did you really blame your friend for your stupid and childish plan?

Jimin: Y/n, I swear on my parent, I know nothing about it. I wasn't there when you arrived because I went with the police to answer their stupid questions and when I came back I already see you there

I turn away from him and stay silent, didn't want to believe but what if he telling the truth? It gonna be embarrassing for me.

Jimin: What did Jungkook told you?

Y/n: He told me that you were in trouble because you got in a fight with the gangster

Jimin burst out laughing, I don't know what so funny? That the reason I skipped my classes today and he thinks it was funny?

Jimin: You go all the way there because you think I was in trouble? I see you still care about me

Y/n: I didn't, I go there because Jungkook begged me

Jimin: Then why were you cried so much when he told you that I was dead?

Y/n: Because...

I got stuck because I don't know what to say to say to him. Jimin adjusted his seat, he unbuckle my seatbelt and pulls me to his side

Y/n: What are you doing?

Jimin: Just come

He smile as I slowly move to his side and finally sit on his lap. He tuck my hair behind my ear then caring my cheek gently

Jimin: I'm sorry for everything. That night, I didn't know that you would sat there alone, so I came back to my place and drink until I got knockout, I'm sorry it was lame but I was hurt too. About the tape, I never share it to anyone, I swear on my life Y/n I didn't, even if I want to, I couldn't. You don't know how much I treasure you I would rather kill myself than do that to you or let anyone see you with no clothes. I know I was a worst boyfriend to you and always made you cry but I miss you and I needed you back in my life again, please give me another chance, I promise I'll do anything to make things work and become the man you want me to be, just don't leave m-

Before he could finish his speech I bent down a little bit to attack his lip and kiss him passionately. Not because his sorry was good but I just can't keep denying my own feelings, I would be lying if I say I didn't miss him too.

One of his hand still cupping my cheek, he wraps his other arm on my waist and pulls me in closer as he deepening the kiss. Many people on the road that drive passed keep spares us glanced but we didn't mind them and keep devouring each other's lips like we both were craving each other for years.

Minutes after minutes, I let out a soft moan when I feel his bulge growing bigger and bigger. Jimin broke the kiss and cursed, he put both of his hands on my hips, moving me back and forth make me grinding on him. I threw my head back and moan softly when he attack my neck. He sucks, leaving red marks all over my neck then he trails his kisses up until he reaches my ear

Jimin: I love you

He whispering which makes me feel so happy, it rare to hear these words from him. I know I act like a worthless and stupid bitch, only few words and I already gave in but if you really love and cherish someone then you will understand me.

Jimin: Let move to the back

I nodded and get up from his lap then move to the backseat follow by Jimin. We started with a slow and passionate kiss. Jimin gently laying me down on the seat and hovering on top of me without breaking the kiss. I wrap my arms around his neck and deepen the kiss, Jimin's hand wandering inside my skirt, he moves my panties to the side, I moan in his mouth and kiss him deeper when he inserted one of his finger inside me

Jimin: You're so wet

He smirk while keep fucking me with his finger. I gasp when he added one more finger. From time to time I start to feel my orgasm is building up. Jimin knows my body too well, he stopped and pulls his fingers out when I come near my climax. I look at him frustratedly which makes him laugh

Jimin: What you want baby?

Y/n: I want to cum

I pout, more like begging him

Jimin: You want to cum?

I rolled my eyes at his playfulness, Jimin laughs and peck my lip

Jimin: You're only allowed to cum on my dick

He whisper, I gently rubbing my hand on his chest while biting my bottom lip

Y/n: Then hurry up and fuck me

Author: Ahem, y'all go back to church, I'm gonna put these two in a horny jail

I know y'all sinners miss the steamy scene lol. Anyway don't forget to vote and comment. The next episode comes out fast or slow, it's depends on you guys, so keep voting lol

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