You been sitting inside the train for over 3 hours now which means you're almost reach your destination. You left around 7 in the morning, you hate waking up earlier but you just want to leave as soon as you can. Your brother offered to give you a ride back home but you don't want to bother him anymore, you also got a new phone from him since you lost the old one, you don't have anyone number yet except your brother and your parent's. You haven't install any social media either because you don't feel like you need them, even if you have them you still don't have anyone to talk to, all you do with your social media is stalking people's pages then be jealous of how good and independent their life is.

The whole trip you just sat quietly, staring at the window and thinking about your life. You're not physically ready to confront your parent yet, they probably waiting for you with numerous of questions, how you going to explain the entire thing to them without lying to them, what you been doing were unacceptable, you don't know how far had Chen tell them, you just hope it is only about the vape and skipping classes that's all, not about Jimin because apparently your parent didn't allow you to date until you finish your education, that's the reason you never date anyone and have what they called a "high school boyfriend" like other girls. Just like your brother, he just had a permission to date his current girlfriend at age of 24 that when he already graduated and have a stable job to take care of himself.

Jimin was your first boyfriend but obviously you guys didn't last together, maybe that's a punishment for breaking your parent's rules? You don't know. He wasn't a good boyfriend but you still love him, you regretted meeting him but at least he taught you few things, he taught you how to kiss, he taught you how to fuck, see how you don't have to wait until you turn 24 to experience these things, you've always curious how sex feel like, now you know that it's feel insanely good but to be honest it only feels good with a certain person.

You quietly chuckled when you thinking about sex, unfortunately you won't be able to feel it again because you're living with your parent of course, beside that you don't think any guys in your new college will attract and want to be a fuck buddy with your ugly ass. You still wonder how did you pulled Jimin, maybe he's blind as fuck, you secretly laugh in your head.

Few minutes later you heard an announcement that you have reached your destination, you get up from your seat and grab your bag. As soon as you get off from the train you immediately heard someone shouting your name enthusiastically, your eyes wandering around the train station then you see your childhood friend Yeri waving at you, her house is right next to your house, she probably heard a news from your parent that you're coming back. You smile brightly and walk towards her

Y/n: What are you doing here?

You asked while giving her a hug

Yeri: What a question, of course I'm here to pick you up

Y/n: With a bicycle?

You pointed at her bike with your unsure expression

Yeri: Yah! Stop looking down my bike, wasn't because of this bike you be able to graduate from high school

Yeri muttered offensively which makes burst out laughing

Y/n: No it's not like that, I just expect you to come pick me up with a fancy car you know since your boyfriend is rich rich

Yeri: Ah that idiot don't even talk about him

Y/n: Eh why? Is everything okay?

You look at her worrying as her expression changed to sadder

Yeri: We broke up few months ago

Y/n: Why? You guys look so cute together

Yeri: It's just not working out you know, so we decided to break up and give each other chance to see someone new

Yeri turns her bike around and signaled you to get on the back seat, you hop on and place both of your hands on her waist, holding her to prevent yourself from falling as she starts cycling back to your house

Y/n: Ahh 2 years of relationship, I'm sorry to hear that

Yeri: It's okay, don't be sorry. What about you? I thought your dream is to live in Seoul, why did you came back?

You paused for few seconds at her question then you cleared your throat and answer her

Y/n: I...

Yeri: Hm?

Y/n: I just don't feel like I belong there you know

Yeri: Ahh but did you found anyone there? You know like, boys.

She giggles

Y/n: Umm no?

Yeri: I bet many of them try to hit on you huh

Y/n: There's none, why would you ever think about that

Yeri: Because you're like the prettiest girl in our town

Y/n: I'm not Yeri, will you stop exaggerating?

Yeri: Hey I'm not exaggerating

Y/n: Or maybe get a glasses

Yeri: My vision is perfect, I don't need no glasses but serious though I refused to believe that you didn't see anyone. I heard there a lot of cute and hot guys isn't it? Maybe I should go find a new boyfriend there, what you think about this idea?

Y/n: Bad

Yeri: Eh?

Y/n: Yeri, you can't just attract to someone by their look from the outside, they might look hot and handsome in your eyes but you never know how they really are deep inside. Falling for someone attractive all you get in return is lose and lose, you will lose yourself, lose your mind and even lose your virginity, they will fuck you up and break your heart once they done using you

Yeri: Virginity? Fuck?

You suddenly snapped back to reality when you heard Yeri's uncomfortable laughter, you didn't even realize what you were saying

Y/n: I- I'm sorry, I think I should stop watching too much drama

Yeri: Yeah you should

You chuckled embarrassingly, Yeri continues pedaling her bicycle with you in the back seat, few more minutes you guys finally arrived at your house. You see your parent already waiting for you furiously. This is worse than what you expected, you know that they're mad and disappointed at you but you expected them to at least be happy to see that you arrived home safely, it's not like you can blame them, they didn't know what you went through, all they know is that you tried to run away with a guy. You gulped nervously when you noticed your dad holding a long ass wooden ruler that he used to spanks your butt whenever you disobey him or your mom when you were little

Yeri: I- I think I need to go now

Your eyes keep following Yeri as she pushes her bicycle and run back to her house

Mom: Come inside honey we need to talk

You flinched at your mom's tone then you turn to face them and nervously follow them both inside the house

***

Yoongi: Why are you here alone at this time?

You quickly wipe your tears and look up at Yoongi as he standing right in front of you. You shook your head and continue drying your tears with your sleeve, Yoongi kneeling down, he cups your face and make you look at him, your eyes were still full of tears, you observing his face emotionally then you wrapped your arms around his neck and hug him

Y/n: He broke up with me

You sob harder, Yoongi clenched his jaw and gently stroking your back try to comfort you

Yoongi: Don't cry for someone like him, you know that you're deserve way better right?

He released the hug and cup your face again he gently caring your cheeks for couple seconds then he get up from the ground and take your hand, he pulls you away from the bench that you were sitting and brought you to a room. You look at him in confusion, he closed the door and turn to face you

Y/n: Oppa-

Before you finish your words he quickly pulled you in, his arms wrapped around your waist firmly, you both quietly locked eyes for several seconds

Yoongi: I miss you

He whisper while forcing you to walk backwards until you reached the bed, you slowly laying down with him on top of you

Y/n: I miss you too

You replied him with your soft and low voice then you wrapping your arms around his neck, pulling him down for a rough and intense kiss

Jimin: No no no no!!!!

Jimin promptly wake up from his sleep, his body covered with sweat as he observing around his room all he see were empty bottle of liquor that he drank last night

Jimin: It was a dream? Fuck!

He rubs his face exhaustedly then laying back on the bed, silently he stare at the ceiling and thinking about what happened. He doesn't has intent to hurt your feelings or break up with you, he was upset that you hugged Yoongi in front of him and also deleted the sex tape that you guys created. It was means so much to him, you have no idea how much he loves watching your beautiful naked body and being fucked by him, that's might sounded like an obsession but there also another real reason why he wants to keep the tape, it's because he wants to maintain the feelings and intimacy with you. To him it was a trust but if you decided to delete it that's mean you're no longer trust in him.

Jimin laying in his bed and quietly thinking about things for hours before he get up and clean the mess he did last night once he's done he went to take a shower and left to the florist to order a bouquet of fresh flowers for you, he was nervous because he never done something romantic before, he was a fuckboy, all he been doing was fucking around and being a jerk but this time he really tries to change and become a better man for you.

After getting the bouquet Jimin left to Chen's condo, he knows he might get rejected on his reconciliation process but he still wants to try, he cannot afford to lose you like this, it all happened because of his stupidity and immature behavior, if he decided to be more reasonable last night you and him wouldn't end up like this

While he standing quietly in front the building try to gain a courage to walk up to your brother's condo, just as he about to take a step he stop when he saw Yoongi at the entrance, he already knows where Yoongi might've came from. Jimin remains silent as Yoongi look at him then the bouquet

Yoongi: She's not here idiot

With that Yoongi walk away to his car while Jimin remains at the same spot speechlessly

Y/n: And just so you know, I'm going back to Gurye tomorrow

He sighed disappointedly when he remembered what you had told him, he went sit down at the same bench you were sitting last night for couple hours then he noticed the flowers are slowly wilting which reminding him of how long he been sitting here. After threw the bouquet away Jimin went back to his place then invited Jungkook and his other friends to come over for a drink.

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