Jaiden opened her eyes. She was still in the forest and she was laying on the ground. She got up groaning and looked at her surrounding. She recall back what happened last night and her eyes widened.

She looked at her body and it was soaked with blood. She started to breathing fast. She quickly got up and looked around her again. She was scared.

She wasted no time to run out from that forest. She ran as fast as her sore body let her. When she arrived at the front door of 12 Grimmauld Place, she bursted in.

She shut the door behind her and pressed her back against the door, panting. She tried to compose herself but all the possibilities and memories flooded her head.

She found her courage and started to take step by step to her room. When she arrived at her room, she locked her door and went straight into her bathroom.

She took off all of her clothes that was soaked with blood and quickly stepped under the shower. While showering, she thought about everything. Every single possibilities that came into her mind.

Was there any chance that the kids survived? What happened to them? Was that blood belonged to the kids or the werewolf inside her just hurt herself and that blood was hers? Too many things running in and out from her mind.

'Cub, what blood are you talking about?' Remus's voice came in her mind out of sudden. She jumped a bit but then relaxed.

'Nothing, Dad.' She stepped out from the shower and used magic to dry her body and a pair of new clothes was on.

'Okay? How's your transformation?' He asked again but with an unconvince tone.

Jaiden silent for a moment. 'It went well. How about yours?'

'Just fine.'

'Dad, I have to go. Mrs Weasley called for breakfast.' She lied.

'Okay. Bye, I love you.'

'I love you too. Take care.' And their link stopped.

Jaiden stayed in her room. She sat on her bed and looked at the floor. She didn't know how long she was staring at the floor because the next thing she heard, someone knocked on her door.

"Come in." She said. That person opened the door and Jaiden looked up. She saw Harry was there. "Hey, Harry."

"Hi. You alright?" She nodded. "Anything happened?" She shook her head. Harry nodded and went to sit next to her.

"Where's Pads?" She asked.

Harry shook her head. "I don't know. I don't check on him yet. I waited for him to come back last night until it was 1 in the morning but he didn't show up." He explained and Jaiden nodded.

"Thanks though." Jaiden said and Harry nodded.

"Come, let's go check on Sirius." Harry said and held out his hand for her. Jaiden smiled at him and took it.

When they arrived at the front door of Remus and Sirius room, they pressed their ears against the door. They heard a faint snoring came from the other side of the room.

They smiled at each other before slowly opened the door. When the door was fully opened, they saw Sirius was asleep with his back facing them.

"Want to wake him up?" Jaiden whispered at him. Before Harry can give her any respond, Sirius took a sharp intake breath which made them froze in their track.

Sirius turned around which made him facing them. He slowly opened his eyes and saw two people was standing there. He rubbed his eyes and his vision became cleared.

"Jaiden? Harry? What are you doing?" He asked with a hoarse voice.

"Just to check on you." Harry said. Sirius nodded and yawned. They both looked at each other before went to Sirius.

"When did you come back last night?" Harry asked.

"I'm not sure." He said and sat up. "Around 3 I guess." They nodded. Sirius stretched and they all stayed there in comfortable silent until Sirius became panicked.

"Wait, your full moon. I forgot. What happened? I'm so sorry I'm not there. Are you alright? Is there a wound?" Jaiden held out her hands in surrender.

"I'm fine. Nothing happened. Stop being panic." She chuckled even though inside her, she was worried.

"Thank Merlin." He let out a sighed of relief.

After breakfast finished, they all just minding their own business. Jaiden decided to go up to her room and rest. Before she went to her bed, she looked out at her window.

From there, she saw a bunch of people were gathering at the front of the forest where she transformed last night. Her curiosity took over her body. She walked out from that house and started to make her way to the forest.

When she arrived there, she saw there was an ambulance and a few officers. She didn't know what happened so she asked one of those people.

"Excuse me, Ma'am?" She asked to this one woman. Jaiden thought that woman maybe was in her mid 40 or something.

"Yes?"

"What happened?" Jaiden asked.

"Didn't you hear? There's two boys who got killed in that forest." The woman said. "Oh, look there." That woman pointed to the 4 police who were carrying two black plastic bags with them. They brought it into the ambulance.

"Poor boys. If I'm not wrong with what I heard, the person who reported it said that they died like there's something attacking them." That woman told her. At this rate, she was standing there, froze. Her eyes locked with the ambulance that already started to move.

"They are just 17 and 14 years old." That woman said again sighing but Jaiden didn't hear her fully. The woman put her hand on Jaiden's shoulder when she saw that Jaiden had a horrified look on her face. This made Jaiden startled.

"You must be scare." The woman said and gave her a pity look. Jaiden collected all the courage she had left to speak.

She gave her a small smiled. "Thanks for the information, Ma'am." The woman nodded and smiled at her.

"Best not to wander around, dear." That was all she said before left Jaiden there. The crowd cleared out and at last Jaiden was the only one there.

She started to feel something funny in her stomach. She ran all the way back to her house and burst in. She ran into the kitchen and went to the nearest bathroom she knew and started to throw up in the toilet.

The Order members who were having a meeting were startled when Jaiden bursted in into the kitchen and quickly ran to the bathroom. They all looked at each other in confused. Sirius got up and walked to the bathroom and opened the door.

There he saw that Jaiden was bending over the toilet and throw up. He immediately went to her side and moved her hair out of the way while rubbing her back.

When she was done, she pumped the toilet and wiped her mouth with her sleeve and rested her head against the wall. She closed her eyes and every horrible images of the two boys bodies came into her mind.

"Hey? Hey, Pup, what's wrong?" Sirius said.

Jaiden started to cry. That boys died because of her. That boys died because she killed them. She was a monster. A monster that she promised herself she will not turn into, but yet, here she was. Sirius pulled her into his arms and tried to calm her.

"I'm a monster." She said into Sirius shirt. Her voice was muffled so Sirius didn't hear her much.

"Come again?" Jaiden pulled away and looked at Sirius in his eyes.

"I'm a monster." Sirius was shocked with what he heard. He cupped Jaiden's face and shook his head.

"No, no. You're not a monster." He pulled her again into a hug. "Whatever it is, you can tell me. Let's send you to your room, okay?" Sirius said and Jaiden nodded.

Sirius helped her to get on her feet. They slowly walked out from the bathroom. Everyone that were in the kitchen has their attention on Sirius and Jaiden.

"What's wrong, Sirius?" Dumbledore asked.

Sirius shook her head. "I don't know. I'll tell you guys later. You can continue." Sirius said before shut the kitchen door. When they arrived at Jaiden's room, Sirius immediately brought Jaiden to her bed.

"Okay, now tell me what happened."

"Don't you suppose to go back to the meeting. And I'm sorry for interrupting."

Sirius shook his head. "The others can tell me later. Tell me what happened. This morning you said you were alright but yet, here we are. Where did you came from? I thought you said you're going to rest in your room."

"I don't know if I can tell you." She said without making an eye contact with him.

"Jaiden, you know you can tell me anything, right?" She nodded. "Then tell me." She took a deep breath before started.

She told him everything from the start she waited for him to come home to when she transformed. Then she started about when she saw a crowd at the front of the forest.

"That was when I realized that I'm the one who killed them." Sirius wrapped his arms around her. "Two, Pads. I killed two people."

"Shh, it's not your fault. You can't control it." Jaiden pulled away and got up.

"I'm supposed to control it! I know how to control it but.." She trailed on her words as more tears running out from her eyes. She wiped her tears angrily using her sleeve. "But I didn't do it."

Sirius saw that Jaiden was lost. He saw that Jaiden was in so much pain. He saw in her eyes, how she blamed herself and how she hated herself. Sirius got up and went towards her but she backed away.

"Don't. Just leave." She said and turned away from him.

"Jaiden, I want to help you." Sirius said gently.

"How can you help me, Pads?" Jaiden turned to him. "You can't bring them back to life. There's nothing you could do." Jaiden went towards him and grabbed his hand. She dragged him out from her room and shut the door. She locked the door and went to her bed.

'Jaiden, I want to share about my new friends. I found this one owl. Seems like Angela didn't want to be friend with me anymore so I went and tried to find someone else. Her name is Jess. She-' Jake said to distract her from her thought but he was cut off.

"Leave, Jake. Go out. Leave me alone." Jaiden got up and went to open the window.

'But, Jaiden-' Again, he was cut off.

"I said leave, Jake!" Jake's eyes widened slightly in shock. He immediately flew out from her room. Jaiden closed back the window and shut it with a curtain. She went to lay on her bed and started to cry.

"I'm a monster."