13. Diary

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-JIMIN'S POV-

It's been 1 hour. I just sat there beside her, looking at her.
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Why it had to happen. Why I had to say all those things. Why I had to be mean with her. Why I had to ignore her.
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But the most hurtful thing was that she didn't say anything. She just kept quiet. She didn't say a single word.
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I know millions of thoughts were crossing through her mind. But she didn't say anything.
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Jimin: Scold me, slap me but please don't be quiet.
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I startled a bit when I heard the door opened. But I didn't look behind.
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Yoongi: Jimin, come outside. Her parents also want to meet her.
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I stood up and walked out.
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When I got out, I saw all of them. Jin, Namjoon, Hoseok and Jungkook. They all were here in the middle of the night and looked worried.
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Then I heard a familiar voice so I turned towards from where the voice came.
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I saw my mom and Anna showing sympathy to Y/n's mom. I don't know if my mom is really worried or just faking it.
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As my friends saw me, they ran up to me.
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Hoseok: Yoongi told us everything. How's Y/n?
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Jimin: You can see her.
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I said and looked through the glass door at her.
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Jungkook: She will wake up soon. Don't worry.
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Namjoon: Yes, I believe she will wake up soon.
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Jin nodded.
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Jimin: How can I not be worried?
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All of it is my fault after all.
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Namjoon: I think that you should rest Jimin.
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Jimin: I have become restless. I can't rest. I'm not leaving her.
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Namjoon: But at leas-
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Jimin: I said no.
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Jimin's mom: Namjoon is right. You should rest, Jimin.
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She appeared in between us and said.
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Jimin's mom: It's late night. You should rest and you didn't eat anything, did you?
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And just then the anger took over me, strangely.
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Jimin: How can I sleep? Did you see in what condition my wife is?
She is in coma! She can't move. She can't talk to me. She can't see me. She can't hear me and you are telling me to rest!? And how I can eat, knowing that Y/n didn't eat anything as well.
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I closed my eyes.
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Jimin: I can't leave her alone. I'm not leaving her, not this time.
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I opened my eyes and looked at the wedding ring that I was holding.
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Jimin: I will never leave her alone and I am not going anywhere.
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Jin: Yes, don't leave her but at least you need to change your clothes. You need to be clean, here, around Y/n.
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I looked at my clothes. My blue colored shirt was stained by blood.
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I nodded.
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-TIME SKIP-

I entered in the house and straight went to the bedroom and changed my clothes quickly.
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As I was about to go, I went to the kitchen as I needed some water.
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As I entered in the kitchen, the aroma of food filled my nose. I took off the lid off the food container.
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Y/n had made the dinner early. It was all cold but it still smells nice as always
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And suddenly I remembered the day when she made dinner for me for the first time.
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-FLASHBACK-
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I sat down in the dining room and as I brought the first bite near my mouth and chewing on it, I saw Y/n fondly looking at me.
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Jimin: What?
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Y/n: How does it taste?
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I looked down at my plate and then up to Y/n.
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Jimin: It tastes like food.
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She rolled her eyes.
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Y/n: Of course, what else I can expect from you.
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She whispered but I still heard.
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-FLASHBACK END-

Jimin: It was so delicious, Y/n.

-IN THE HOSPITAL-

It was 3 a.m in midnight.
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As I was passing through the hallway, I saw Baekhyun sitting on the chair. I went near him. He looked at me.
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Jimin: Why are you still here?
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Baekhyun: Actually, I'm feeling really bad for her, knowing that she was hit by my car.
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Jimin: It's not your fault anyways. We can't change whatever happened. You should go to your home.
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He nodded and stood up.
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Baekhyun: Please, take care of her.
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He said and walked out.
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I looked at him while he was going until he disappeared from my sight.
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I'm her husband. Of course I will take care of her. He doesn't have to say that.
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I said and went to Y/n's room.
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I sat near her bed on which she was lying.
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She looked like a breathing lifeless body.
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Jimin: If I knew that you were there, I would have never said that.
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I took her hand in mine.
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Jimin: I know you can't here me but I still want you to know that my intentions were not to hurt you.
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I sighed.
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Jimin: I just got angry. I'm not used to these things. I was never in a relationship before. I used to live alone and do my things alone.
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Jimin: Everything was so new for me. Before you there were no one to live with me, no one to ask me if I had my dinner, no one to ask me how my day was, no one to ask me if I slept well or not. And somehow I was just used to it. And I know that it was also something new for you.
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I slowly caressed her hand in mine.
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Jimin: I don't know why you were doing all those things. Maybe you were doing what a wife is supposed to do for her husband. But I couldn't do what a husband is supposed to do for his wife.
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I said and looked at her hand in mine, remained silent for a few minutes and then suddenly I realized what I was doing.
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I chuckled lightly.
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Life is truly unpredictable. It takes many turnes.
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I looked at her and hold her hand tightly.
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Jimin: When you wanted to talk to me, I was not listening to you. Now, when I want to talk to you, you are not listening to me.

-1 WEEK LATER-

-HOSEOK'S POV-

It was evening time. I brought 5 cups of coffee in the living room as everyone was sitting in the living room in my house.
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I put the the tray of coffee on the table and sat beside jungkook on the sofa.
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Namjoon: We visited Y/n and Jimin in the hospital 2 days ago.
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Jin: I saw no expression on Jimin's face. He is sad.
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Hoseok: I'm feeling really bad for what happened with Y/n. She didn't deserve it.
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Jungkook: Whatever happened, we can't repair the damage. We can't rewind time.
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Everyone sighed.
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I looked at Yoongi as he didn't say anything. He was looking down. He seemed lost while thinking about something. I decided to approach him.
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Hoseok: Yoongi, are you okay?
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He looked at me and nodded.
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Namjoon: As Jimin's friends, I think that we should spend more time with him. I mean, we should not leave his side and let him be alone.
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Jungkook: Yes, hyung is right. I think we should go to Jimin hyung now.
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Everyone nodded and went outside.

-YOONGI'S POV-

We arrived to Jimin's office. We went to the receptionist. The receptionist looked at us.
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Namjoon: Tell Jimin that we have come to meet him.
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Receptionist: But Mr. Park did not come to office. Infact, he is not coming to office from one week.
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I get amazed. He is not coming to office since 1 week? He never skipped his work. He is very punctual. Maybe he is with Y/n.
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Yoongi: Thanks for informing.
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Receptionist: And I heard what happened with Mrs. Park. I hope she will get well soon.
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I looked at Namjoon.
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Yoongi: Maybe he is with Y/n in the hospital.
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They nodded in agreement and we went straight to the hospital.
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We arrived in the hospital. We went to the room in which Y/n is.
The doctor was checking her so we waited outside.
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Hoseok: How's Y/n, doctor?
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Doctor: Still unconscious.
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Jungkook: Do you have any idea that when she will wake up.
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Doctor: Well, maybe next week, next month or more than that. Because her body is not showing any symptoms. We can't say anything.
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Jin: Is Jimin here?
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Doctor: No, he is not here. He come to visit her everyday, even he spend the whole night in Y/n's room but he didn't not come last night.
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After hearing what the doctor said, the tension grew bigger between us. I hope Jimin is okay.
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We visited Y/n one more time before going to their house.
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We arrived to Y/n and Jimin's house. The sky is darker than before. It's already night.
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The lights of their house is on. Jimin is definitely here.
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We went near the door and knocked.
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We knocked several times but he didn't open the door.
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Jungkook: Jimin hyung, open the door!
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Jungkook shouted but still there were no response.
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Hoseok tried to call him but his phone was out of reach.
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Namjoon: Something is definitely wrong inside. We need to go inside anyhow.
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We searched around the house if any window is open and fortunately a window was open. It was big in size so we could easily go inside through it.
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We entered in the living room and shouted his name.
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We went to the kitchen and then upstairs to his bedroom and we found him fallen on the floor with a diary beside him, unconscious.
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We ran towards him and lifted him up and made him lie on the bed.
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Jungkook: Let me go and bring water.
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He came with a glass of water in his hand.
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Hoseok dropped few drops of water on Jimin's face, making him to flinch.
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Jimin slowly opened his eyes.
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Namjoon: What happened Jimin? Are you okay? Why were you fallen on the floor?
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Jimin tried to sit up so we helped him to sit.
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Hoseok: What happened? Why are you quiet?
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Jimin was just looking down on his laps.
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I looked around the room and spotted the diary still on the floor.
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I went near it and grabbed the diary.
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Even though I know that I shouldn't read but I could not control myself.
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I opened the diary. I kept turning the pages, observing everything that was written in it. I got the answer behind Jimin's silence.
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I went near him and put the diary on the bed beside him.
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He looked up at me.
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Jimin: I hurt her so much.
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He said with an expression which was impossible to put in words and then looked down.
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Yoongi: Jimin?
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He looked up at me.
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Yoongi: Wipe your tears...you are crying.

-TO BE CONTINUED-

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