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It's been four days. We didn't talk to each other. I tried to call him two days ago but he didn't give any response. He also didn't call me back.
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Jimin will come back from his business trip tomorrow. And this time I have made up my mind that I will talk to him seriously.
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I will just tell him everything that he's making me go through.
Bad or good, I will just tell him everything and he will have to listen to me at any cost.
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I got out of my thoughts when I heard the doorbell.
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Y/n: Who is here?
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I went downstairs in the living room and opened the door just to see Yumi and Jenny together, looking at me with a smile on their faces.
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Jenny: Are you gonna make us stand here forever?
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Y/n: oh..no, no. Please, come inside.
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They came inside and sat on the sofa.
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Jenny: Well, I got to know that your husband has gone for a business trip so I thought that you must be feeling lonely so here we came to give you some company.
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Wait, how does she know?
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Y/n: I'm sorry to ask but how do you know that?
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Jenny: Well, I called Jimin yesterday for some and he told me that he is out for a business trip.
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Y/n: Oh... I see.
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I looked at Yumi who was annoying me as always. She was wearing annoying expression. I'm sure Jenny forced her to come here.
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I just decided to ignore her. I and Jenny talked for a while.
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Jenny: Umm... I wanted some... umm coffee?
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Y/n: Why are you hesitating to tell me? Let me go and make one.
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I was about to stand up but she stopped me.
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Jenny: No..no, I will make it by myself. You sit here. No need for formalities. We are friends after all.
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She said. I told her the way to kitchen and she went there.
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Yumi: I am also coming! I need some water.
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She said and followed Jenny, leaving me here.
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I took out my phone and checked if I got any messages and calls but no.
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He can receive their calls but not mine. Why?
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"Much desperate for a message?"
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I heard someone saying it behind me so I turned around and saw yumi.
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Yumi: see, see, if you got any message. I'm not disturbing you.
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She said and stood in front of me.
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Yumi: Are you blindfolded or something?
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Y/n: What do you mean?
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I glared at her.
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Yumi: I mean that why you are so desperate when he definitely doesn't want to talk to you.
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Y/n: And how can you say that he doesn't want to talk to me?
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Yumi: It's clear because I just saw that you are the only one who is keep texting him. He doesn't even text you a single word.
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I stood up.
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Y/n: Do you even know that you shouldn't read other's messages?
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She sighed mockingly.
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Yumi: Look Y/n, I don't wanna have any arguments with you. You are neither my friend nor my enemy. But just as a woman that we both are, I just want to tell you one thing.
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Y/n: And what is that?
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Yumi: Don't love too deeply until you are sure that the other person love you with the same depth, or else, the depth of your love today will be the depth of your wound one day.
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I remained silent for a few seconds but as I was going to speak, Jenny appeared.
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They were here for a few hours. We watched movies and stuffs. But all those times, I could only thought about what Yumi said.
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Her words kept repeating in my mind.
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Jenny: Okay, Y/n, time for us to go.
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Y/n: yeah sure, it's getting late anyways.
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They went to their ways.
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I closed the door and went upstairs to my bedroom.
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One week has finished. Jimin is finally coming tomorrow.
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I wonder if he will tell me if I ask him that when he didn't give any response to my calls and messages.
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I wonder what the future holds for us, good or bad.

-NEXT DAY-

I looked at my wrist watch. It was 10:36 a.m.
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I am waiting for him to come. When is he coming? I don't know but I'm still waiting for him, leaving my own work.

-TIME SKIP-

I again looked at the my watch. It's 12: 23 p.m and I suddenly heard the door bell.
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It must be Jimin. Yes, it is Jimin.
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Nervousness took place over me. I rushed to the living room and opened the front door, revealing Jimin.
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He was talking to someone on his phone phone.
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I fully opened the door.
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Y/n: You cam-
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Before I could even finish my sentence, he walked pass me, ....ignoring ...again.
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It would be easy to say that I feel invisible instead of, I feel completely visible and entirely ignored.
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I remained stand there then closed the door.
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It felt unwanted. I felt unwanted.
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How many times you have to hurt me?
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I went to the bedroom.
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I saw him sleeping on the bed without changing his clothes. He must be tired.

-EVENING TIME-

I had gone to kitchen and then came to the bedroom.
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I saw him getting ready.
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Y/n: Are you again going to somewhere?
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Jimin: Office.
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Y/n: I want to talk to you about something.
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Jimin: But I don't.
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Y/n: Why are you ignoring me?
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Jimin: You are coming in the way of my work.
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Y/n: No, I don't.
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Jimin: Don't talk to me. I don't want any kind of argue.
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Y/n: It's.... important.
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Jimin: I don't care.
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He said and went to his office.
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Why don't you want to talk to you? What have I done?
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I sat on the bed and soon I saw Jimin's phone.
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He forgot to take his phone with him.
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Should I go to his office to give him his phone? I will also get a chance to talk to him about everything, right?
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I will tell him everything about what I feel, about my feelings. And ask him what he really wants by ignoring me.
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I grabbed his phone and made my way to his office.
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-TIME SKIP-

I went inside his office. The receptionist greeted me and I smiled back to her.
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I did not need to ask for the way to his office because I had come to his office before our marriage.
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I grabbed the door knob and half opened the door of his office room but I stopped as I heard my name coming out of someone's mouth.
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There were two man inside, I could tell by the voice, Jimin and Yoongi. I stood there. The door was half opened.
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Yoongi: You shouldn't say like this. Y/n is your wife.
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Jimin: I know that but she is being really annoying.
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Yoongi: Why do you think like this?
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Jimin: Then what do I think? When I was gone for the business trip, I was there for business stuffs. She kept calling me, texting me, asking me if I had taken my meals or slept well - like what the hell!? It was a business trip not a picnic!
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My gaze was down. I looked at my hand, holding his phone.
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Yoongi: It's because she cares about you. What's wrong with it?
What's wrong with you?
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Jimin: Don't you think she's caring too much? I need my personal space! You are asking what wrong with me? I just want my privacy like I had before marriage. She is so clingy. She just use the word 'wife' to use my things even my phone!
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Yoongi: But I think there should be no privacy between a married couple.
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It was more than enough to make my eyes teary.
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Jimin: I was in a business meeting but she kept texting me without stopping. My phone was keep buzzing. Do you have a single idea how embarrassed I felt?
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Yoongi: So do you think ignoring her will solve everything? Ignoring someone can damage them emotionally. You can make money later. Your relationship is falling apart. Do you know that?
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Jimin: No, it will not fall apart knowing that if I keep listening her cheesy sh*ts and pointless dramas without saying anything.
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Yoongi: You will regret it. Do you even know what are you saying? You said such big things so easily. Don't you ever say this in front of her.
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Jimin: Yes, why would I!? Knowing that she will start her emotional drama.
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I closed my eyes tightly as a thick tear drop rolled down my cheeks.
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Y/n: Please...stop-
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I lightly whispered to myself.

-YOONGI'S POV-

I sighed heavily hearing everything he said.
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I know Y/n like him and care for him and want him to care for her but who will make this man understand.
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I looked at Jimin again. His back was facing me as he standing opposite to me.
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I hope he doesn't say it to Y/n in anger.
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I raised my eyebrows as I heard someone's sobs, nearly inaudible. I turned around and my eyes widened.
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The door was half opened and there was Y/n.
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Her gaze was down, cheeks were red as the tears were continuously rolling down her cheeks. Slightly heavy breathing and gloomy expression were visible.
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Before Jimin spill out any more words I tried to stop him.
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Yoongi: Jimin, stop.
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Jimin: You know what hyung, now I have realized that. Marrying her was my biggest mistake.
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I looked at him with a shocked expression as those words left his mouth.
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I looked at Y/n. She has her gaze up. She looked at Jimin with an expression which was impossible to put in words.

-Y/N'S POV-

Nothing was left to say. Nothing was left to tell him.
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That awkward moment when you think you are important to someone and you are not. I felt that.
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My heart burst in grief.
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I was screaming silently in pain.
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I wanted to shout at him. I wanted to tell him how much I waited for his call. How much I waited for his messages. How much I wanted to talk to him when he just simply ignored me.
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But nothing came out of my mouth, the internal pain was not letting me to.
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Jimin: I have to deal with her for my lifetime even if I don't wan-
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He stopped as he turned around, seeing me.
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Silence filled the room. No one was saying anything. But as usual I couldn't tolerate it.
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That moment when you have to take a deep breath before speaking because you know that you are so close to crying.
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I took a breath before going inside and speaking.
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Y/n: You forgot your phone at home.

-YOONGI'S POV-

I wasn't expecting her to say that. She came forward and placed the phone on the table.
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Her voice was heavy. Her hand was slightly shaking.
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A tear dropped off her eyes. Without looking at Jimin, she just went out of the room.
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I looked at Jimin. He was looking at the door through which she left and with out blinking he ran behind of her.
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In her eyes, I saw that, something unexplainable and so strong. It was not just about liking Jimin. It was something more....that shattered in just a few minutes.
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From all this I knew that the tounge has no bones but, is strong enough to break a heart.
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The shattering of a heart when being broken is the loudest quite ever.

-JIMIN'S POV-

I ran behind her with all my strength. I really have no idea how I said that.
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Jimin: Y/n, please stop!
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She was walking in front of me really fast. I screamed behind to stop her.
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Her shoulders stiffened as she kept walking.She was crying.
I felt a grip on my heart. I was feeling guilty for what I said.
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Jimin: Y/n, please stop. Y/n, I'm sorry.
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She didn't listen me and started to run and something caught my attention making my eyes widened. She was running on the main road.
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Jimin: No!! Y/n, stop! Don't go further! Y/n!! Please, stop!!!
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She didn't stop and I saw the bright light on the way as the car hit her. My heart stopped beating.

-Y/N'S POV-

I ran away from there. I could not withstand it.
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Everything was clear. I understood everything. The importance of this relationship in his life and my importance in his life.
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I could just feel pain. Everything was shattered. I was shattered. Tears won't stop falling. I couldn't hear or see anything.
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As I started running, just after a few seconds I felt a sharp pain in body, making my mind goes completely blank as I was hit by something.

-JIMIN'S POV-

I ran with all my energy to pull her to myself. But it was already late.
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The car had hit her. I ran towards her. She fell down on the road.
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I hold her tightly in my arms. Her eyes were closed. Blood was flowing from her body parts.
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Jimin: Y-Y/n! Look at me!
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My voice cracked as I saw her in that condition. Crowd was forming around us. I heard everyone whispering. I looked up.
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Jimin: Please, someone call the ambulance!
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I shouted and looked down to look at Y/n. I caressed her cheeks which were filled with tears.
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Jimin: You w-will be okay, Y/n...
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(Author's note : Meanwhile a man came out of the car by which Y/n was hit.)
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???: Y/n!?
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I looked at the man who called
Y/n's name.

-TO BE CONTINUED-

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