I wake up lying on Dean's chest with his arms wrapped around me. So last night definitely wasn't a dream.

I worry about what my brother might think when he eventually finds out, but those worries leave as soon as I hear Dean's morning voice.

"Morning, baby." His voice is low and raspy.

Baby. I feel butterflies in my stomach every time he calls me that.

"Good morning." I mumble as I place my head in the crook of his neck.

"So you have to leave today?" He asks me somberly.

"Yeah. My mom and dad keep hassling me about some office work they need help with and Keith keeps blowing up my phone wanting to know everything I am doing." I don't think he wants to know who I'm doing, though.

I hated that I had to go back home. Not only did I want to spend more time with Dean, but I don't know how much longer I can wait to have sex with him. Having to see him shirtless right next to me didn't help.

After cuddling for a few minutes, we both get up and go to the bathroom. We brush our teeth, I change into my jean shorts I wore yesterday and put a plain white top on. Dean puts on his jeans and t-shirt from last night.

Before he leaves, we kiss a few times, that maybe turns into a full on make out session. Before things get carried away, Amanda calls me to say I need to pick her up from the frat boy's house on our way home.

"Bye Dean." I say embracing him in a tight hug.

"Bye, baby. Call me once you get home."

"Ok, I will."

"Look, next weekend is my mom's birthday so I'm thinking I'll come down. Then maybe your brother and I could get a chance to see each other, and we could hangout too." He says with a sly smirk.

"Yeah, that'd be great! I'm sure Keith misses you!"

"Yeah, maybe." He responds.

"What do you mean? You don't think he'll be happy to see you?" I ask sounding confused.

"Well, a few years ago all of the guys kinda got mad at your brother because he ditched us at a party." He says hesitantly.

"What? Is that why y'all haven't been hanging out for the past few years?"

"Yeah. The guys distanced themselves from Keith."

"Why would that be such a big deal that he left y'all at a party?"

"Well, the cops found us and they wouldn't have had Keith not left us since he was our ride."

Was Dean mad at my brother too? Is he only hanging around me to make my brother mad?

"I mean I could see how y'all would be mad, but to stop hanging out with him seems a bit much." I said trying to stay neutral in the situation even though I am biased.

"Look, let's not talk about that right now. It's in the past." He says trying to avoid conflict.

"Yeah, okay. I'll talk to you when I get home!"

"Ok, be safe." He says, pulling me in one last hug.

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After picking Amanda up, I filled her in on all of the details of what happened last night.

"What?!" she screamed as loud as she possibly could making me wince. How haven't I gone deaf yet?

"How could you not tell me as soon as it happened?!" She continued on.

"I fell asleep and I don't think it would be very attractive if I excused myself from Dean to go talk about my sexual escapades." I said in my defense.

"Okay, okay. But you have to make up for that and give me extra details." She smirks.

For the next three hours we talk about Dean and her mysterious frat boy who's name was unsurprisingly Brad.

I dropped Amanda off at her house, and headed back to mine. I wasn't going to tell Keith yet, because I didn't even know what Dean and I were.

I made sure to call Dean as soon as I got home, telling him I had made it safely. I was home alone, so I didn't have to worry about anyone hassling me for questions yet.

I throw my laundry from this weekend into the washer and do some other chores around the house. It was getting late so I went downstairs to make myself dinner.

Once I was done eating, I was bored so I decided to make some cookies. Reminiscing about how Dean loved my chocolate chip cookies, it made me want to text him.

Me: Hey! What are you doing?

I wait a few minutes before I hear my phone ding.

Dean: Just getting ready for football practice tomorrow. I have to wake up at 5 AM.

Dean: What are you doing?

He put two silly emojis. How can this man be so tough and use stupid emojis like that?

Me: Just finished some chores now I'm making some cookies:)

Dean: Ohhh, like those cookies you used to make??

I'm surprised he still remembers being that it was more than four years ago.

Me: Just like the cookies I used to make, but better!

Dean: Don't make me drive three hours just to eat some cookies

I laugh and we continue our conversation about random things.

He tells me that he will be home next Saturday so we can hangout for the weekend.

I decide to text Amanda to see if she wants to go lingerie shopping this week. She of course, says yes.

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"Oh, you would look so sexy in this!" Amanda tosses another set of lingerie in my arms.

"Go try it on!" She urges me.

"Okay, okay." I cave and decide to try on the set Amanda kept going in about.

I walk in the dressing room and start trying on the lingerie I'm going to need this weekend if Dean and I have sex.

After trying on everything, I decide to go with a silk, pink, lace nightie, and a black lace set with a matching garter belt and stockings.

I wanted to feel as sexy as possible, and I also wanted to impress Dean.

I get home and put up everything I bought, just when I have a sneaky idea.

I should put this lingerie back on and send a picture to Dean.

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Me: I can't wait for you to take this off of me this weekend...

I don't even have to wait for a response. I immediately hear my phone buzzing.

Dean: Holy shit I almost crashed my truck

Dean: Maybe I could miss my classes and practice for a few days...

It took everything in me to not tell him to come to me now.

Me: Patience is rewarded;)

Dean: And girls that tease are punished;)

Me: Don't tempt me

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After everyone got home, they all asked me about what I did and if I had fun. I tried to leave Dean out of the story, but I did mention that I ran into him at a party I was at.

Keith didn't seem to care which made me feel a little bit better. Maybe if I find a girl to set him up with, he won't be mad when he eventually finds out about Dean and I.

Once my mom and I were alone, I told her everything PG that happened with Dean. She supported me when I told her I liked him, so there was no point in keeping the secret from her.

My dad on the other hand would probably be furious if he found out. Anytime I even mention having kids or getting married, he says word-for-word "Great, now I want to throw up." He's a pain but I love him.

I told my older sister a little bit after I told my mom. She's 10 years older than me so she never really got to be around Dean. However, she had heard about his player phase and immediately told me to not date him.

It hurt because I thought my sister would be the least judgmental, so now I am just having to lie to her when she calls me and asks if I have a boyfriend or if I have met a guy yet.

My twin brother Dylan on the other hand, will be the last person to find out about Dean and I. Dylan couldn't keep a secret if his lips were super glued shut. However, I rarely even see him so he probably wouldn't ask me about the trip I just went on because he doesn't even know I left.

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It's finally the end of the week and Dean is going to be here tomorrow. I am so excited!

I've known for a while that I'm ready to lose my virginity and it also helps that it's with someone I trust completely. I've known him forever and he's always been so sweet to me, even during his player phase.

Although I'm planning for something that isn't guaranteed, he did tell me he wants our first time together to be special and preferably not in a house full of sorority girls which I completely agree with him.

I invite Amanda over for a sleepover so we can do the basic girl things. We put on our face masks and I paint my nails while she texts her frat boy, Brad.

"Can you believe Brad is going to graduate Summa Cum Laude? He is just so smart!" She swoons over him as she's still texting him.

"Yeah, that's great!" I try to sound supportive but I couldn't help but remember every other guy she's been this way with. She makes me get my hopes up for her, and then finds a new guy as soon as she feels like there is commitment.

"You don't seem very excited for Brad." She says giving me a frown.

"I'm very excited for Brad, I'm just distracted right now."

"You're thinking about Dean aren't you!" She says loud enough for my brother in the other room to hear.

"Shhhh! We don't speak of his name in this house when there are others that may be listening!" I say waving my nail polish brush around.

"So what should we call him? Daddy? He is totally daddy!" Amanda rambles.

"How about we just stop talking about him for a while and focus on painting our nails!" I try to change the subject.

"Okay, fine. I think I'll paint my nails white so we can match!" She squeals like a little girl.

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