"The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed."

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KIM

Grabbing my neck and pushing me back on to the desk I let out a whimper because he is acting harsh but I would lie if I said it didn't turn me on.

I'm still sitting on his lap and with his other hand he pushes down my legs to keep me in place.

"You'd look so pretty on my desk while I'm fucking you." He breathed in my ear and I grabbed the desk for support.His words,those words are one of the biggest reasons I crave him.The way he talks.

"Then why don't we try it out?" I asked biting my lip just at the thought of it.

Without saying a word he picked me up and put me on his desk.He is standing in front of me and pushed the chair he was sitting on away.

"Spread your legs." He ordered but I didn't move.If we are actually doing this then I want to spice things up a little bit.

I looked up at him not doing what he asked for.He looked down at me and furrowed his eyebrows then his confused look turned into a smirk.

"Disobeying huh?" He asked and stepped away from me.I want him to act like he usually does.I want to see the side he has when he is at his club.By the first time we had a sexual interaction I knew he was a dominant,he just gave off that vibe.

"And why would I obey ?" I asked touching my legs.His eyes followed my movements and then looked at me.He stepped closer to me and his hand was immediately on my neck,my breath quickened as his face was so close to me.

"You wanna say that again?"

"I- why wou- " He cut me off and with his own legs he pushed my mine apart.

His hand was gripping my panties as he rolled up my skirt.He pushed it aside and without hesitation he pushed a finger in making me gasp.

"Why?" He started as his finger started going faster but his eyes were locked on mine.

"Because you're fucking mine." He took out his finger and ran his fingers on my body.I'm still wearing my blouse but I still can feel the heat that he gives.

He slides off his jeans with his underwear and quickly pushes inside of me.Before I could let out a sound he covered my mouth with his hand.

"Understand?" He asked thrusting one more time.I grabbed his hand and I shut my eyes.I didn't even realize he had no condom on because my mind was blank and only wanted him.

"Mhm." I nodded under him but he looked un satisfied.

"What?"

"I'm yours." I breath out and he pushes me on my back on the desk.He grabs my legs and pulls them up to himself.

I can't believe I'm actually doing this,that we're actually doing this.This is really risky,we're in his fucking office and he's fucking me on the desk.

But I feel no shame.

*knock knock*

I almost fainted,literally.He quickly pulled out and I jumped off the table.My legs trembled as I got to the ground and I adjusted my clothes and he pulled up his jeans.

"Mr.Collins,Mr.Barron is here for the - " Someone said outside of the door.

"A minute!" Mr.Collins said and looked back at me.

"We'll finish this later." He said with a smirk and I smiled back at him.He walked me to the door and placed a kiss on my forehead before going back to his seat.

I walked out of the room and a woman stood there with Alexander.He looked at me ,up and down and smiled.I returned the smile and walked away.Fuck that was close.I took a deep breath as I walked back to my office and to my luck Jackson wasn't there.

I sit down at my desk and start working on papers like nothing happened 5 minutes ago.Like we weren't about to get caught while having sex.

I arrange some papers and some calls because mom's funeral is in 2 days and the least I can do is to prepare properly.I still can't believe that she is no longer with us.My dad is still unavailable and I feel like something is wrong,he never does this.He always answers and I know he would be the first per to call me if something happened,but turns out otherwise.

I pick up my phone from the desk and call my dad,please answer,please answer.After waiting for almost 2 minutes someone finally picked up the phone.

"Hello?" I heard and it was him.

Relief and anger went through my body.He sounds okay,I hope he is okay.Even though I'm pissed at him for not being there with my mom,leaving her there he is still my dad.

"Dad?Where are you?I've been trying to reach you!" I said standing up and walking around the room.

"Kim?Kim! My little girl!How have you been?" He asked simply like I didn't ask him a question.

"I'm okay dad but where are you?We have to talk!"

Silence.

"Oh I'm in New Mexico." He said as if him being in another state was completely normal.

"In New - Why? "

"I had things to do.Are you still in college?" He asked and my mouth literally dropped.What happened to my dad?In college?Are you serious?

"I'm in Washington and I have a job.Aren't you coming here by any chance?" I asked hoping he would.New Mexico is waaay far,even from Virginia

I have no fucking idea what business he has there but he is being suspicious and I really don't like the feeling I'm feeling right now.

"Okay sure.I can do that.Tomorrow?" He asked and I told him where I'm living so he can come visit me after work.

I end the call and sit back in my chair leaning back on it.This was too much,I have to comprehend what he just said.The door interrupted my thoughts and I looked up seeing Alexander standing in the doorway.

"Wanna walk?" He asked and I nodded.It's like he could read my mind.I need to clear my head.

We walk down and the fresh air hits my face.Finally I can take a normal breath and relax.We sat down on bench and he looked at me but I didn't ,my mind wondered somewhere else.

"Kim?"

I looked at him and realized he was staring at me the whole time.His eyes were searching for something in mine but I bet mine was like a blank sheet of paper.

"Yeah?Sorry." I laughed and he smiled.I honestly just want to go and take a long nap.That's all I want,maybe some fast food.

Sitting in my room with the curtains closed and chips and sauce in my hand while watching something either romantic or action.

The only thing that could get me out of my annoying thoughts again was his hand..on my leg.I immediately looked up and down at my leg.He saw I was uncomfortable and took away his hand.

"You okay?You're lookin a bit peely-wally." He said and I didn't have the energy to ask what the hell that peely-weely means so I just shook it off.

"I'm okay,just tired." I said and looked at him.

"Don't you wanna have a coffee with me after work?"He asked and I internally screamed.Don't get me wrong he is a nice guy,but we just met,literally today.And I know I should make friends and stuff but he seems a little..pushy.

Also I don't even like coffee.

"Okay sure." Fuck me being nice again.