"When kids hit one year old, it's like hanging out with a miniature drunk. You have to hold onto them. They bump into things. They laugh and cry. They urinate. They vomit." – Johnny Depp

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KIM

Why can't you stop looking at me?Am I really that attractive?I told you not to look at me.Do you dream about me?Yes I do

"Wake up already!" My eyes slowly opened and I looked around.Did I really sleep in my office?I looked up and - MR.COLLINS?

I'm half asleep and still a little tipsy and he scared the shit out of me.

"Mr.Collins?"

"Jackson came to me and said you slept here." He started and knelt down so he was at my height .I was sitting on the couch. "Oh yeah I'm sorry I drank a little bit too much last night and I ended up here." I faked a smile.

"Oh really?" He asked coming closer to me. "Who were you with?"

"I was- uhm with myself,I mean it was just me haha"

"Did you enjoy it?" He asked.I don't know if it's the alcohol still inside me or not but he sounded so seductive. I don't even wanna look in the mirror because when I'm hungover I always look like shit.

"Oh yes I did." I wanna talk seductively too.He hummed and checked me out.Or was it my imagination?I have no idea but he looks so hot today,his shirt is a little bit unbuttoned.

I bet he does it on purpose,he knows he is hot and he also knows he turns me on.I went a little closer to him as well and reached for his shirt.

"Your shir-  *hiccup* " Oh come on.He grabbed my hands and looked at me dead serious.Are we about to kiss right now?I really should stop,right now I don't realize how embarrassing I'm acting right now.

"Can you hear me clearly?" He asked as his voice weakened.What is up with my hearing. "Mhm" I said enjoying his touch.I could see his lips moving but I couldn't understand what he was saying.God I hate being hungover.

"You"

*nothing*

"You wouldn't even know"

*nothing*

"So reckless"

I have no idea what he said but his voice is so sexy I want to marry his deep voice.I want to hear it in the morning and also when I go to sleep.He dropped my arm and made me look at him. "I won't tell you again!" He said.Wait,did he say something?

"Tell me what?" I chortled."Give me the damn keys" He said and my eyes lightened up."Do you want the keys to my apartment?" I asked reaching for my pocket but he grabbed my hand again.

"The keys to the building.You did something really reckless!Anyone could have broken in here.I don't even know why they gave you the keys to here." He said and rolled his eyes,woah that was really hot.

"Do that again" I said without thinking and quickly covered my mouth."What?" He asked perplexed.I simply stood up and opened the door for him.He stood up as well.

"You're lucky you're half drunk" He said and left.

I don't know what just happened but I'm so tired also I have to throw up.I can't leave the office because they will see how messed up I am.I took off my t-shirt and someone burst in.I almost had a heart attack.I quickly covered myself.

"Jackson!! What about knocking?" I asked annoyed.

"Oh,I'm sorry I didn't know you were changing." He said.I let out a sigh of relief when he turned around thinking he was leaving.He just closed the door and turned around.I looked at him wide eyed.

"What are you doing?"

"I have work to do.If you're really that insecure go to the bathroom."He said.Pff calling me out like that.

"I am not insecure!"

"Okay then get changed." He said and looked at me."I won't look" He said with a smirk.Jerk.Just because I covered myself doesn't mean I'm insecure.It's the fact that he came in here without knocking and I was almost naked.

I quickly changed my t-shirt with the best techniqueI and now I just had to change my jeans.Change without showing too much skin.Is that even possible?I looked over at Jackson and he was minding his own business.I sighed and took off my jeans,I put everything in my bag and did my makeup real quick.

After drinking a lot of water and eating a little I finally sobered up.I even drank coffee to help me sober up.I can barely remember anything,and I can only remember a few details with Mr.Collins.I hope I didn't embarrass myself in front of him. I did. Still I should apologize,I came here without permission.

He is right,I did something really reckless.I did things without thinking and drank without thinking.If I don't pay attention to the amount of alcohol I drink this is what happens.

I did a lot of thinking yesterday.About this job,about Mr.Collins,about everything.I want to start over,I'm risking my job if I keep getting into those situations.I keep reminding myself that I'm doing this to get money,to help my parents.I'm obviously not going to work here forever.I'm just like a side character here,obviously the people who work here don't take me seriously,I just came here for a campaign.

I got a message two days ago and it said that I will be attending a meeting in 6 days.I have no idea what I will be presenting about but I should focus on that.

I should grow up already and focus on the important things.I should not get distracted by anything or anyone.

I went to Mr.Collins' office and knocked on his door a few times,no answer.Okay just get in there,look chill and apologize for what you have done.Simple isn't it? I opened the door and he was standing there with the same woman as before.

"You again?"