Alpha Jordans pov

TWO FREAKEN hours later and there is still no change, no progress, no answer.

I was sitting besides my mate, holding her hand, fearing that if I let go for a second, that she will slip away from me.  Never to return to me.

And i wouldn't be able to do anything.

I've never felt so helpless,  not even when  I was in combat in the navy.

The deaths of my brothers and sister wouldn't compare with the pain I'd feel if I lost this women.

With this admission,  I finally accepted how I felt for this petite creature.

I love her...

Duh!

Hearing my wolf was something I could have gone without at the moment.  I didn't need another "part" of me making me feel more stupid then I'm already feeling,  for not recognising my own feelings before now.

I guess it's true that, you never know what you have, until you loss it...

Don't you DARE say that, she will pull through... Our mate is strong enough to fight this.

But even my wolf held doubt in his statement.  And as much as I wanted to believe him, I was filled with doubt and remorse.

Because if something did happen to my little mate, she would die hating me, for all the things I put her through.

My wolf let out a whimper at this.

I guess he must have realised,  that I'm right.

I fell asleep on the chair, my hand remaining firmly in my mates, even the doctors regular checks didn't phase me.

And around 2 o'clock in the morning, I woke up to the most heavenly sound.  The sound of my mates voice calling out to me.

I looked up, and sure enough Sandy was sitting up,  with a confused expression on her face.

I immediately got up from my place on the couch reaching for the jug of water. That had been conveniently placed besides the small hospital bed. I poured her a glass, placed a straw to her lips and let her drink as much as she wanted.

She pulled back once she was stated, and looked at my face puzzled.

I brushed a few loose strands behind her ear, keeping them away from her face. I saw let a small sigh of content, she resembled a little kitten at that moment.

"How are you feeling? " I questioned.

"Good" she answered. Her voice was a bit hoarse.

"Do you need anything?"

"No... J - Jordan,  where am I?"

I sighed explaining what had happened,  I of course left out the part about me scaring half the doctors to death. 

They deserved it! 

My wolf commented. 

How could they not figure out, what was wrong with our angel?

After i had explained, I heard her let out sigh. Saying at least, nothing major happened. 

And from her lack of reaction,  to such a major incident, I could tell that she new why this happened. 

But whether she would tell us was another question.

And as much as I wanted to interrogate her,  on this matter, I knew that now wasn't the time of place. She looked worn and exhausted,  I had already caused her enough pain, the fact that she wasn't shying away from me,  was a miracle.

But I swore as I watched the doctor on call give my mate a check up, that I would do everything in my power to make this women happy and safe.

But most importantly,  with us.

*** Hey Ho hey Ho. ..

Hey guys sorry I've been so busy, I still am with due dates and tests (feeling like pulling my hair out) but I thought you guys deserved a new chapter. After all I have over a thousand readers, I'm so stoked.  Sorry that it's short though....

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