ENTRY 22: Crazes

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CELAINE POV

The walls are painted cream, the furnitures have been set arranged, the floors are tiles of ocean blue and the white ceilings have been fixed with. The house was back to normal. It was all stationed...not.

My life was a fruitcake.

I sighed as I continued walking the hallways with red big carpets, laying on the floor. Emma was right. Our house was fanciful.

"It's not that we don't like you. Your methods and incompetence are what we hate." A familiar voice echoed in the hallways.

The voices were muffled to my hearing but I was sure it was my brothers talking. It was still 7:30 a.m in the morning. Too early to wake up but the tasty smell of the grated cheese, salad and ham steak was was enough to make me get up.

"I'm sorry. I understand. I will take that in mind." A girl's voice came from the first floor in the kitchen.

Emma? What is she talking about? Urghhh... Shit. My head still hurts. I think I'm going to puke..

"Good morning everybody.." I chirped groggily as I made my way into the kitchen and sat beside Emma. My memories from yesterday was all a blur and all I could tell from the moment was that I was hungry.

"Luna? Are you alright?.." Emma's voice was weak and docile. It irritated me. She was being distant again.

"Drop the honorifics will you? Your killing me so early in the morning." I yawned and peeked at Emma. Her face was painted in dejection.

What happened to her?.. And what's with my brothers..? Why are they looking at me with funny faces..?

"I'm really sorry Luna." Emma intoned.

What's with her? Did she eat something weird?.. This isn't like her.

I ruffled my hair and try to make good use of my blurry vision. My brothers were all inside the kitchen. Shane sat in front of me and Emma, Xander was standing, Seth was leaning on a wall, Maximus and Alexander was sitting on the high counter-chairs. They all stared at me intently, making me want to melt.

I was feeling genius and gooey for today.

Typical.

"What are you talking about Emma? Why are you sorry for?" I asked, ignoring the looks my brothers were giving me. I wasn't in the mood to handle their werewolf periods.

Emma didn't look at me, "I.. I'm not allowed to see..."

"She will not be seeing you anymore. She has done trouble for us. Yesterday was the last straw." Shane ceased her off. His tone brought a period of silence.

I turned to Shane. The pain kicking in my head.

"Stop joking Alpha King. It's not funny." I was being sarcastic and the look he replied with satisfied me. I smirked in my head.

Take that Shane. How does it feel to be distant when your name is not called but your position?!

Great. I was being smarty panties for the day. It was so weird. I was supposed to be the Dandere or the Kudere neet. It means the cool or calm anti-social type in English.

The silence and the faces my brothers were exchanging made it confirmed that they were mind linking outside my knowledge. I hated being left alone.

"You don't fucking remember about yesterday?" Seth asked with the usual lack of reverence.

"No, I don't fucking remember." I answered him and rolled my eyes to all of them.

They all sent me warning growls. I didn't care. I know what I was doing and they were getting out of line from taking Emma away from me. I didn't want to fight anymore with my brothers. I was too tired and sleepy for that. It was already a miracle that I even had the time to sleep for an hour for the whole night.

"Sorry sweetheart but I'm not joking." Shane naturally said like it was an ordinary chitchat. The pain in my head spurted. All I really wanted was to bring back the bonds we used to have but they keep driving me off the corner.

"Say that again. I dare you." I slowly hissed.

The situation was a state in which they did not talk or bother to make excuses.

"Your kidding." I huffed. They all look at me with unreadable expressions.

"You can't always keep me lock up in this mansion by myself! And you definitely will not take my best friend away from me! I'm not your plaything!" I shouted and slammed the tables. I could feel Emma shaking beside me.

I gripped her hands and mouthed her, "It's o.k boo. Don't be sorry anymore to me. Please..."

She looks at me unwillingly and chews on her lips as she anxiously drudges her eyes.

Is she scared? What for?

"I'm sorry Cel. The decision is final. Emma will be no more staying with us. She had agreed in her own will with the terms." Xander coolly explained. I shot him with the 'you got to be kidding me look.' He stood and nodded calmly.

What the fuck is going on!? Emma couldn't possibly...leave me. Right..?

I swiftly brought my straight face to Emma. She was now back to staring at the floor and avoiding my gaze. I go wild. BAM! BAM! BAM! I banged the table. Loud. Hand's aching. Legs trembling and shoulders shaking. My brothers looked at me with startled faces. I glared at them.

"Who are you all to even decide my life!?" I yelled hysterically.

"You decided this for yourself sis." Alexander said when there was no one to even say a word. His tone was composed and collected. I gritted my teeth at him and scoff comically.

"Oh come on! Wake up and smell the humus brothers! What did Emma even do to deserve this kind of punishment!? And what did I fu-" The alarming looks they gave, sent me to stop my cursing word. I continued anyways, "And what the shitty damn did I damn do!?" Seth and the twins growled. I snickered in the back of my head. Cussing was my friend for the day.

Shane smiled at me, "The shitty damn deed you say?" He chuckles, I and everybody else looks at him, "Yesterday, you went out without our consent. Passed the borders with threatening the patrol guards, shopped with the black card, almost bankrupting your account, flirted with all the humans you saw, drove with police cars after you, almost giving our identity as werewolves again, get dragged with Emma to her cliques, and got into her clubhouse while getting yourself wasted. You want more hon'?" The smile never leaving Shane's face and his solid usage of words voice was unbearable. I smacked my lip together and was about to clarify an excuse when Shane dropped the last bomb.

"You just disgraced the pure bloodline with your childish yet foolish cute attempt of hanging out last night. But that's alright because that's all what you damn did, ain't it love?" Shane smiled. I shuddered at his calm, nevertheless commanding and solicitude tone. To feel worried or nervous about it; Emma was with me on that.

"Don't even forget how she acted after the party." Seth gritted out with an unhappy face, a really-really bad kind of unhappiness.

"And how she damned give us all the hard time finding her." Maximus added, resulting weariness of my spirit.

Oh Great. Somebody call me a lawyer!

I gnashed my mouth in frustration and force my self to remember. But all I could remember from yesterday was me, drinking coffee with Emma on a certain cafe, meeting her mate, and touring her large concreted wall house. I grumbled on my recalling capabilities. I was really hangover and knock out from yesterday and I still was.

"I'm really sorry.." Emma whispered.

AAAAGH!!..

I stood up and shake her violently to snap her out. My brothers all looked at me with stunned faces. I shoved it off.

"Don't apologize Em! You all did that to comfort me! So stop being sorry like it's all your fault because it isn't! It's my fault! Mine!" I shouted at her. They all looked at my mental attitude but I couldn't care less.

"But... It's my fault about you--"

"Stop it!" I warned her. She closed her mouth pettily and smiled faintly. I smiled back and looked at my brothers. I wasn't going to hold off anymore. I let it go and went lady gaga on them.

"You Dickfuckers! How dare you used the Alpha command on her and treat her like shit!? She's our cousin and she deserves to be treated with the same respect that we all carry for ourselves! You hear me!? You black small Egg balls!!"

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10 seconds of silence filled the room.

I just shouted commando at them. Emma looked at me with complete shock that is critically pasted on her face. My brothers remained bullheaded.

"Don't. You. Try. To. Shout. Again. Love." Shane smiled evilly, making me step back a little and feel the chills. I had my guard up on full extreme. Emma was shaking in her seat. I hold her hands for comfort but it didn't stop her from shaking and getting scared by Shane. I understand her feeling. Shane was scary, even to his own family.

"Then. Don't. Try. To. Take. Emma. Away. From. Me." I smiled back, hiding any sign of wanting to piss myself from the terror.

"Pft.." Shane let out a small laugh out of the blue. All inside the room looked at him and he turned his attention to me with the same, sweet and caring smile he always shows.

Seriously?...

"You really are a diamond in a rough." Shane smiled and stood up in his seat. His face was stained with something I couldn't explain.

"Whe--where are-are you going?"

Shit. I stuttered.

"I have Alpha King responsibilities to do. I know my place." He said seriously and glazed into my eyes, "What about you Celaine Collins? Do you have responsibility than to live as not told?" His eccentric tone stabbed me to where it hurts the most. I couldn't move. It was weird. I was suddenly numb.

Xander held Shane in the shoulders roughly and my brothers growled at their Alpha King. I was glued to my sit as I watched Shane. I couldn't look at him straight in the eyes. He was too high to reach and too far to understand.

Shane merely smiled at them and giddily shoved Xander's hands away from him.

"This is not giving you gross indignity but it's time you know your place. My patience isn't always enough to let a spoiled girl run around all the time."

I could feel the tears going to pour out. I bit my lip and pinched my wrist; hard enough to stop the searing pain and emotional outbreak I was going to. I wasn't going to be the baby sister anymore.

Shane was right. I didn't know my place. But it's not that I didn't know. It was because I had none. I wasn't a human. I wasn't a vampire. I wasn't a witch. And I wasn't your normal werewolf.

Your so weak. Loser. You suck. Your anime are for child's play. Anime are for losers.

A voice snickered at me.

"What!? Who said that!?" I screamed and turned to my other brothers. They all looked startled.

"Said what?" Alexander asked.

"That Anime sucks." I spat.

"We didn't said anything sis." Maximus said.

I pointed my fingers at him and growled out, "Don't you dare make fun of me! You uncaring immature dipsticks! How dare you said that!? Don't mess with an Otaku! And don't put personal privacy in this matter! You ding-dongs!" I huffed and puffed. The anger, bursting out in me.

They all looked at me like I had gone cuckoo on them. I glared at my brothers and they turned to Shane, mind linking each other about my furious situation.

I eyed Emma and she was looking at me with a worried expression.

Why is she looking at me like I'm crazy?

"We don't have time for this Cel. The decision stays as it is." Xander broke the silence.

"Seriously!?" I shouted in anger.

"Seriously." Seth retorted.

"I can't believe your all doing this to me!?"

"Were only doing what's right Cel and Emma understands it more than you do." Xander commented with a blank face. I couldn't believe the way they were all acting. My brothers had all gone cold and stone-hearted.

"She only understands but she doesn't want this! And so am I!" I yelled, flailing my arms everywhere.

"Emma I can help you pack your luggage if you want. Just say the word." Alexander said to Emma with a straight look, ignoring what I just stated. I gaped at him, unbelieving what I was witnessing.

They were all turning twisted.

"Thank you Alpha but I'll handle it." Emma replied naturally. I looked at her and shook my head, she just smiled sadly, touch my arms slightly and let go.

My brothers all ignore the moment and started talking about other things and began to exit the kitchen like it was an ordinary breakfast holiday. My blood boiled in anger. My sanity gone cracked and my mind exploded. I grabbed a chair swiftly before Emma could stopped me.

"FUCK YOU!!" I throw the chair at my brother's direction, where they all dodge it and stopped on their tracks.

They all looked at me with startled faces.

"What did you all damn said to me!? All of you cock wits had gone crazy on me too!" I screamed, getting a plate and throw it to them, they dodge and it shattered to pieces. The sound of the shattering pieces made me throw another plate, "Don't you dare fucking ignore me! How can you tell me that you just forget how you all tried to take me by force! And Emma was the only one who was fucking strong enough to take care of me!" I cried and grabbed the orange glass. The glass flied fast and landed down to a wall that it spurted its juice and made my anger more severe when they showed no reaction.

"Bastards! You gaytard shirprick! Hah! Poppycock!? Damn you! Don't you fucking say to me that you also have the damn right in this place and time!!" I went crazy.

They didn't do anything. They just look at me while I messed up the kitchen and throw every objects that I grabbed at them. They didn't dodge it anymore and took it all like men.

I stopped when I saw Shane bleeding in the head. I had thrown a glass on his face. I swallowed in guilt.

"Finish already love?" Shane asked. I gulped at the sound of his caustic voice.

"I--I-- I didn't--didn't want to-..but you didn't--dod--dodge it.." I was stuttering. My hands were trembling. All of my brothers were bleeding. I gulped. The wound and cuts healed immediately but it didn't matter. The guilt was eating me.

"I don't know what your talking about Cel." Xander said with a sigh and ruffled his hair. I could see the large cut on his arm and neck, slowly healing and closing up. I stared in shock and guilt consumed me.

"Wha--what?" I asked, stuttering lamely. I couldn't shake off the guilt I was in.

"That kind of thing happened? The what is that? Oh yeah, damn mate prank?" Maximus asked Alexander, ignoring the bloody wound on his cheeks. I watched the red blood flow. And it healed. Alexander was in the same situation.

"No. It didn't. After all we had to erase it from all of our minds." Alexander sneered.

It broke my heart to see them all in a dark shade of black. The hateful words I all spat to them came all back to me and started taunting me, opening up my wounded chest.

"I.. I.. Don't want this.. Why are you all..? Why are you so...?"

Seth looked at me and smirked when he spitted blood out.

"What are you talkin' bout' Laine? Didn't you want this? Feelin' sorry after the guilt? Excuse me on that one." Seth reckons.

I grow wild and throw a fork on his face and the result got me more flustered when he let it slide on his cheeks and didn't bother to dodge the fork.

"Go ahead." Seth smirked. I peered into his black eyes and it had hurls of golden color. Seth scoffed, "This is fucking only going to disgust you." He spoke with so much conceit and sadness.

It was darkness that heated my head.

I was speechless and my tears started to fall silently. The room was filled with tension and surprise. Neither of my brothers were moving or doing anything. They just looked at me with apologetic looks and started leaving the room one by one. I tried to reach out to them and stop them from leaving me. But no words were coming out from my mouth. I couldn't find the right words to say. My body wasn't responding to anything.

I sobbed silently, watching them all fade away as the warm liquid fell down my cheeks. Emma cooed me comfortingly and hugged me tight. I tucked my head gently to her shoulder, crying like the baby I was.

I was losing it.

Damn mates.

"Eh?" I spluttered.

"What is it boo?" Emma whispered; pushing off the worried look in her face.

I stopped quibbling and looked at Emma with a shock look. It was obvious she was thinking I was going crazy by the expression she had.

"Voic.. Nothing." I smiled and rested my head on her shoulders, wiping the shameful tears away.

I think I'm going insane.

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Mental? Love? What is happening in here!? This up-taking climax was BOOoom!

Facts: Japan terms.

Kuudere: no emotions and cool-headed.
Dandere: anti-social and only opens up when feel safe with the person.
Neet- Someone who is obsess in anime world.

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