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CELAINE POV

It was morning. Though not a boring one anymore. And definitely not something I'm looking forward to.

The atmosphere in the average-sized mahogany kitchen in the third floor was air dying. We were currently eating take outs for breakfast. Who wouldn't? There was no food to be cook because the first floor up to the second floor were wrecked by some idiot Alphas.

Mom would go insane and dad will be hectic if they knew.

Seriously. What kind of idiots would destroy such a huge massive mansion?! My moronic brothers that's for sure! And as curious as I am I don't even want to know how they did it! Enough is Enough!

It was a long pressuring breakfast. Emma sat beside me and I was sitting on the side of the table facing Shane on the other side like a mother and father position. I gulped and looked at Maximus and Alexander looking grim. Seth was beside Alexander and Xander was next to Shane.

"Mother and Father are not going home today. They have business to attend to. Also, about the mansion, I already ask for the best carpenters in our pack and they said they could finish it by tomorrow." Shane said, becoming the first one to talk inside the hell tension.

They're not called the best carpenters in the continent for nothing. Mom and Dad should be at peace then.

I silently eat my bought ordered nuggets and rice with chicken sausages and eggs. No one was in the mood to talk. It was too silent and I was getting a bit pissed by the tension floating in the air.

"Hmm..♪ and he says no.~♪." I hum to myself giddily but out of nowhere receiving everyone's attention to look at me.

"I was just humming." I shrugged and they all looked at me with different looks. I could tell they wanted to continue about the mate matter but I neglected it and pretended to be an airhead.

Shane made the first move, "Sweetheart, we need to talk about the--"

"Your right Shane we need to watch the television! Your so thoughtful." I smiled and turned on the plasma t.v that was hanging on the wall and started scrolling down channels.

"This is world channel, Maya Kirisaki as your Japanese reporter in TV Tokyo. It has been said that Hiramoto Senji, the great manga artist of the famous Shounen 'Big Despair' have been missing for a few days now. Thus, the cancellation of the ongoing manga series have been announced. Many fans have been crying for---"

I turned off the plasma t.v, it was too irritating and it was still only 7:00 a.m. in the morning. The world was a big cruel place to live in.

"El.?" Maximus asked, I could feel them all look at me but the clunking in my head made me defective. My great and fabulous idol in Japan was gone. I hadn't even meet him yet.

"He's dead?.."

"Luna Celaine.?" It was Emma's voice and the way she addressed me, grabbed me in. I looked at her, glaring at her dazzling blue eyes, she laughed nervously, rubbing the back of her neck.

Why is she acting weird too!? She's been like this ever since she got back? Like her head would be ripped off any moment if she's not very careful.

"Just don't..." My strength was gone. I let myself taken by despair.

BLACKNESS...

A VOID...

EMPTINESS...

Thud.

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"Cel?.."

"Lainey.."

"El.."

"Sis.."

"Laine.."

My brothers were looking at me, circling around me. Emma wasn't nowhere on my view. I rubbed my tired eyes and let the light lessen it's brightness. I was laying on the couch on the marbled living room. I got up from the sour thing that clung to my brain.

"What happened?.. Urghh.." I asked, holding my forehead with both hands while trying to get up. Xander gently help me but I pushed his hands away without thinking, I could see the surprise look he had for me, involving all my brothers.

"Errr... Ummm.. Sorry. " I squeaked, trying to break the awkward situation. Xander remained to stand beside me with a look that I couldn't understand.

"Why are you damn avoidin' us?" Seth gritted out the obvious. I remained silent with no reason to say.

"Sweetheart. Please answer me. Why are you acting like this?" Shane said, the tone he used was hard to define.

"What happened sis..?" Alexander looked hurt and confused.

"Do you hate us now El?" Maximus sounded neutral.

I sighed and look each of them in the eyes. They were all waiting for an answer I was selfish to give.

"It's nothing." I mumbled.

They kept quiet and made me do nothing but to explain my feelings.

"It's really nothing. I'm just pissed about all of this. My brothers doubting me as their dumb Luna mate, destroying the house, fighting one another, hurting each other and now my great idol goes dying. How dare he goes missing like that!? What about all his fans!? Me??! He' got three hit manga's that still ongoing and I was looking too much forward to it!!" I screamed, growing hysterical, "Wait!? Isn't he a Blue Woods pack member? Then I should just go to Japan and ask him to draw again-- "

"No." Xander said, his voice dead cold. I gaped at him, genuinely skeptical.

Xander should be the one encouraging me to go and book a flight to Japan, not daunt on me. He knew how much I loved and respected Hiramoto Senji.

"How do you know he's a werewolf love?" Shane asked, chilling my spine with his rough husky tone.

"I asked mom and she told me." I answered in a blunt.

Shane and Xander's gaze made me uncomfortable. Both their eyes were very distant to reach.

I bit my lip, feeling guilty all of a sudden. I didn't even know why. Maybe it was because they were showing me such sad faces.

"Our dumb Luna mate huh?" Seth's bittersweet sarcasm plunge a knife in my heart. I turned to him with a desperate sigh.

"I'm just saying that this all a big misunderstanding. You couldn't be my mates." I explained in a brief way.

"Your too much sis... Your just to-How could you say that so normally?" Alexander's aching voice felt like a hundred slap on my face.

"I..I'm not.. It's complicated.." I whispered, barely even a sound.

"Complicated?" Xander was looking at me with no emotion that it scared the heck out of me. I never thought he would also be straight about the matter too. Even Shane, he was pressuring me just by standing and staring at me.

I wanted to get mad and throw a hysteria around them but my mouth was tightly sealed and my body was pasted on the couch. I didn't deserve this and my idiot brothers are pushing me to my goddamn limit!

"What the fuck is this sis? Are you really not our mate?" Maximus asked, his voice very much broken, making me look at them. They were all waiting and eager to hear my answer.

I inhaled deeply and breathed it out, "I'm sorry bro's but I'm positive. I'm not your mate and you know it too.. Were..umm blood siblings and it's just weird and eerie to be like that.. I'm not even sure how you guys could be so straightforward about all of this.. and...me, being your mates..but I'm not. I don't scent your smell and I'm sure you haven't too.. It was all a prank pulled by the Moon Goddess." I said awkwardly, rubbing my my palms and avoiding their faces.

This makes one's flesh crawl.

I continued despite the unbelievable pounding in my chest, "I'm your sister and your my beloved brothers.. Don't you feel disgu--urrmm.. Anyways, It's.. It's .."

Terrifying.

"It's weird." I sighed in relief, finally able to breath out and ignore my fast heartbeat.

I looked at them and what I saw made me regret my every word.

Suffering, guilt, shame, and sorrow, was the feel they were giving me. I gulped and bit my bottom lip. They all looked at me with so much grief. I couldn't open my mouth and find the right words to say anymore.

"Look, Im sorry-"

"Love it's alright. We don't blame you for what you feel. We have been too shameful about this." Shane chuckled, almost like he didn't pay mind to the matter anymore and already got over it.

Stop. Stop. Stop.

I opened my shaking mouth.

"I.. I was just-just..."

"Don't mind it Cel. I'm sorry we forced you in a corner." Xander smiled faintly.

I wanted to cry.

I hurted them.

I turned to Seth and the way he smirked at me, showing all his broken emotions, squeezed my heart. It was hard to get myself breathing. I opened my mouth but Seth shook his head and the smirk he had stayed with him. He didn't say anything, he just nod and walked away from the room.

Shane and Xander excused themselves, saying they have Alpha business to do. Shane hesitantly patted my head and Xander just smiled and took off. Watching all my older brothers walked away was heartbreaking.

It has been minutes since my older brothers walked out quietly. I looked to my front, Maximus and Alexander was still with me.

"Don't you have Alpha business too?" I joked awkwardly, scrunching my nose. I never had once a real fight with the twins, only pouts and cuddles. It was too uncanny having it now.

"El.. Did you mean that?" Maximus asked.

"Mean what..?" I asked with a neutral tone.

"The words you said? That it's disgusting? Do we disgust you?" Alexander's bluntness nearly choke me to death.

"Arghh! It's not like that!" I screamed. I was getting pissed.

"Then what the fuck is it El!?" Maximus swore, clenching his fist into a white knuckle, his bones and veins were showing. I eye-glared him. He had never shouted madly at me before.

"Maximus, calm down.." Alexander tapped Maximus's shoulder but he didn't stop to flinch and break the eye contact with me.

I glared back at him, "The fuck is that your all pissing me of and driving me insane! You all tried to rape me and I'm not even your fucking shitty mate!!" I shouted back.

"You fucking idiot!" The twins both yelled. I was taken aback.

"We can't scent you out right now but we damn as hell can feel it!! YOU IDIOT!" Alexander and Maximus snapped.

I gawk in awe, not because I was yelled at, but because even Alexander swore. And they both said the whole thing in a complete sync in fuming outrage.

I scratched my head and looked at them, "I'm really sorry. But your not my mates. I'm so sorry. I really am. I didn't expe--"

"Take your pity and don't talk to me right now El."Alexander growled. I squinted and feel myself slowly losing it. He never get angry. He was the sweet type but it appears he was largely ticked to consider that aspect. I remained serene in the couch, glancing at the two pissed off Alphas, standing in front of me.

"I don't even care anymore. Fuck all of this shit." Alexander spat and walked fast, leaving his unpleasant feel in the room. I glanced at Maximus who looked like he finally calm down. It was weird seeing the twin's switched their roles.

"I'm sorry..Please don't get mad." I squeaked.

Maximus ran a hand to his dirty blond hair and muttered, "I'm not. I'm furious." He replied and I remained quiet, staying placid while I watched him.

"I'll see you later when I don't feel like punching myself." His angry face and neutral tone didn't sit good, regardless, I didn't say anything and just nod. He walked away from the room in his wolf speed, proving what he all said. He didn't want to be near me at the moment. They all did to want that.

I groaned in frustration and went to Emma's room, she was sitting in her bed, lost in thought about something.

"Boo. I want to play." I mumbled as I walked inside her room. "Sure." She said and I lay her on her bed. She smiled but all I could see was sympathy.

I broke down. Tears falling down my cheeks.

"What happened?" She asked, alarmed while she hugs my quivering pathetic form.

"I don't know.. I don't know...."

"You want to go out?" She asked, patting my head. I snuggled in her arms. I needed someone to be with me. I couldn't care less who it was, I just needed comfort.

I was so damn selfish like my brothers said. But they were also selfish for asking me for more than I could give.

"Mhmm.." I couldn't say a word anymore. I was losing everything.

"But maybe you'll feel better if you talk-" I gripped Emma's shirt tighter and she let it go. She never said anything and hugged me in solace. I know that she knew what happened.

Time passed by and I was being piteous. I feel wretched by crying.

"Want to go shopping boo? There's this new shop that sells such lovely diva dresses and boots!" Emma squealed, the same energy she uses when she's in hyperactive friendly.

I groaned and shook my head. I was pathetic. I couldn't find any comfort from my brothers so I ran to Emma but I know what I did wasn't wrong, it was terrible.

"I'm sorry.." I whispered.

"Why are you apologizing for? Stop that. The great Luna princess of werewolves saying sorry is a no-no. "

I smiled weakly and put my arms to cover my crying rueful face.

"I.. I messed up boo. What do I do to find myself again? I don't know what to do anymore.." I whispered, blinking the tears away.

"Your a queen Celaine. Act like a queen and you'll find your king. Technically, not really a king but you know what I mean. Just act the way you are and someone will act with you. Wonderfully." Emma smiled.

"PFFT.."

"Don't laugh at me! I comforted you! Say thank you at least!" I could see Emma blushing red even if I was covering my eyes with my arms.

"I didn't know you were a poet." I giggled between sobs and then she pinched me on the side. I yelped.

"Stop that!"

"Stop what crybaby?"

"You didn't." I mouthed.

"Um? Yeaaaah. This girl just did."

I tackled her. We fell on the bed, rolled in the floor, strangling each other. Emma's phone rang and we stop and look at each other, only to burst out in laughter.

"Hahahahaha! Your hair is amazing boo!" Emma was clutching her stomach, laughing like a wild kid.

"Shut up. Your smirred make up is clearly worse! You look like a freaking clown!! Hahaha!" I laughed and accidentally rolled on the floor. We laughed again. We keep on laughing for about five minutes and ceased when we had enough.

I'm glad she's acting like herself again. Being in the prison must have traumatized her. Damn brothers. But.. She should at least tell me her worries.. I'm her friend aren't I? Or is it not true? And what's holding her back to act normal around me?..

"Boo is something.." I trailed off and she beamed her brightest smile. I smiled back hopefully. I believe in her chance that something good will happen.

"I guess we could use some fresh air right now." I mumbled. She raises her hands and grabs mine.

"Were going to find cute dresses!" She yelled on the air.

"Yes we are."

"Were going to eat our fill!"

"Agree."

"Were going to flirt!"

"What?"

"I mean were going to find Animes."

"No, you just said-"

"Got it. Girl's day!" She giggled and posed like a heart breaker Madonna. I giggled nervously.

Ewe.. Anime sucks.

I looked to my right and saw nothing then to the left, still nothing. Emma seemed to be troubled by this that she shook me with all her strength. Very genius of her. Really.

"What's wrong?" She asked.

"Did you hear something?" I asked seriously.

"Hear what?" Her face was scrunching up.

I smiled widely and grin, "Ha! Got you!"

She smacked my side and we giggled again and again. When she took her phone to finally answer the annoying caller, she left me alone in her bedroom and I was left thingking about that feminine voice.

Some bitchiness just fucking insulted my anime. The cogs on my head connected and my mind worked right. I frowned bitterly.

Hey bitch. What did you do to my brothers?

No answer.

I bit my lip and cursed inside my head.

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ANOTHER UNKNOWN POV

"So I take it that we have arrived in an agreement?" I asked, confirming to close the deal.

"No. This is not an agreement but a temporary seal." He growls lowly, not losing his aura of authority with my power.

"Then that is quite a debate." I said and smirk. I could not get into his own theoretical thinking. He growls again and the Luna Queen calms the late Alpha King. We were taking it really slow with the deal and the longer it took, the lesser it takes to get.

"May I ask one question Lord Elias?" The Luna Queen was a woman of wonders. She had the eyes of a fighter.

"You may milady."

"What fancies you to take this terms candidly? It is unusual." Her voice was that of a woman who sees the world. Her words were weighed with burden and royalty.

"It is indeed."

"And that is because?"

"I have been intrigued." I answered. She looks at me and the Alpha King grits his opinion and leaves the room with the Luna Queen.

The negotiations ended. It had ended very well with the flow I've been preceding.

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"Why did you accept their offer Sire?"

"Do I hear you questioning me Merdin?"

"I do not intend to but my pride doesn't pace well with this."

"Why not?" I asked, entertained as I stood towards the window glass and watch the trees swayed. A hundred years of living and it looks like nothing more is hard to discern.

"They are werewolves. The vampire's sworn enemies. Vampires and werewolves will never cooperate." Merdin condemned his mind. He had always been naive despite how he took everything seriously in his own pace.

"They were pureblood werewolves. How could I refuse?" I asked playfully.

"You would have refused."

"True." I smirked. Merdin, my right hand, shook his head in disbelieve and raises a hand to reason. He didn't show it but he was puzzled and confused. Crudely.

"Well? Why didn't you?"

I stayed silent, watching as an old leaf gets blown in the wind and falls. It touches the ground and I stared at it for quite some time. Merdin didn't leave and waited for an answer.

I glanced at him. Then smiled. He was overall perplexed. He get the message and was startled as he saw me give out a smile that I hid for a hundred of years.

"I am thankful to know that sire.That is all I needed." He said.

Merdin excused himself and left me in the enormous room. The wind gushed and all I could feel was its numbness.

I smiled at the window glass.

"Celaine Collins..."

I can't wait to meet you.

Again.

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