Chapter 51: You Talk Too Much

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Yoongi had been completely silent once more, looking unamused and clenching his jaw all the taxi ride back to your apartment. You didn't talk at all and tried to give him his space, you weren't trying to upset him, but you had never really talked about this.

You hadn't really had those many opportunities to go out this last year so in a way this was still new to you. He had told you in the beginning that he didn't want to be spotted and you'd always been careful. His mask and a hat were on wherever he went so it would be harder to recognize him.

Apparently an idol has to look attainable to be more appealing to their fans. When they get into a relationship, there's a loss of interest, be it conscious or not. Yoongi didn't really care much about this, he wanted to live his life, but he valued his privacy and would wait as long as he could to make this public.

That's as much as you had talked about on this matter and maybe it was time to bring it up. You just wanted to let him cool down before you said anything else. It would be easier to discuss on your own than in a restaurant surrounded by people.

He helped you take your jacket off as he was about to hang his coat. Stepping out of his shoes, he headed to the couch. He slouched crossing his arms with a frown. Now with your heels in your hands, you made your way across the living room to put on something more comfortable.

"Where are you going?" Yoongi asked looking up at you with a softer expression and an involuntary pout.

"I'm just gonna change, give me a minute" you said softly and he furrowed his eyebrows and shook his head no.

"Can you stay like that for a bit longer?" he asked and you nodded, walking to sit next to him. He didn't sound angry when he talked, the expression on his face wasn't as hard when directed at you and he just looked frustrated now.

He instantly wrapped his arm around your hips when you sat down and looked at you feeling guilty. "I really wanted to see you in this dress and with your makeup" he said softly and blushed slightly. You brushed your fingers lightly on his thigh offering comfort.

"I don't mind keeping it all on for you" you chirped and smiled sweetly at him. He looked at you with the smallest of smiles. "I'm sorry I made you angry, I thought we needed to talk" you apologized and he looked at you confused. You thought he was angry at you? You should be mad if one of you had to because he was an ass to you, he thought.

"Jagi, I'm not mad at you" he said and pressed a soft kiss to your forehead "I shouldn't have talked to you like that, I'm sorry" Yoongi looked at you with regret in his eyes, he genuinely felt terrible for you being on the receiving end.

"We should talk" you said with a tight smile and he nodded.

"I didn't want you to be uncomfortable so I didn't say anything" he said and pursed his lips awkwardly. You had asked him to tell you how he felt and he did exactly what he shouldn't have. "More often than not people are watching" he shared and continued "it's just how it is."

"But you didn't want to leave?" you questioned his words, you didn't understand.

"Should I just stop living then?" he asked raising an eyebrow "this is my life, I will live with that."

"Did you want to stay?" you said feeling a pang of guilt that you had made him leave the restaurant.

"No, not if you were upset" Yoongi said and made eye contact with you. "I'm sorry I made you cry" he added and looked down ashamed.

"I'm pretty dramatic, I mean" you said and chuckled. He couldn't help but laugh softly as well. "Seriously, it's fine, I just got nervous" you reassured him, brushing your fingers on his cheek as you leaned onto him.

Yoongi looked into your eyes with profound love. What did he do to deserve you? He asked himself that all the time. Every time you were nothing but kind and understanding when he was the complete opposite. He leaned in so your lips would meet and kissed you tenderly, reaching with his hand to cup your cheek.

He pulled back resting his forehead on yours "Why do you love me?" he thought out loud, not really expecting to get an answer, as he chuckled. You smiled at him.

"Why do you?" you returned the question and he pulled back to look at you confused. How could he not? He thought it was obvious. You raised an eyebrow at his reaction and smirked smugly.

"Puzzled at the question?" you said and he narrowed his eyes. What were you getting at? He wondered. "That's exactly how I feel when you ask me" you wriggled your eyebrow and looked at him amused when the whole idea dawned on him and his mouth hung open.

That's certainly one way to understand it, he thought with a side smile, it seemed to be a given to you as it was to him that he loved you. "You're amazing, jagi" he said and chuckled.

"Tell me more" you teased him in what he thought was a very seductive way, but you didn't mean for it to be like that. Yoongi brushed his bottom lip with his tongue and then trapped it with his teeth. He had that intimidating dark look again. You laughed softly and snapped your fingers.

"Yoongi, we are talking" you informed him so he'd get back on track.

"About what?" he asked smirking. Everything had been cleared up, right? He wasn't sure what else there was to talk about now.

"What if someone finds out about us? Even if we are as careful as always" you really wanted to know what would be the next steps to take. He leaned onto your shoulder and kissed it softly.

"They can deal with it" he repeated his earlier words softly "I don't care."

"What if they spread rumors?" you asked warily and he chuckled at the question as he trailed kisses up to your neck.

"They'll be true" he whispered in your ear and you could feel the corner of his lips brush you as he smirked and planted another kiss behind it.

"And you're not worried?" you asked and swallowed, you were starting to feel nervous. Was he even paying attention? You huffed frustrated. "Yoongi" you said sternly when you got no answer.

He laughed softly before answering, "no, they can suck it up." He held your chin up and looked at you with the same intensity he had before dinner. "Isn't that what you wanted?" he asked in a low raspy voice.

"What?" your stern expression dropped, you were so confused. He tilted his head and smirked, pressing his teeth on his lip and then dragging them across it.

"Didn't you want to shut down the thirst?" he chuckled darkly and you cupped his cheeks, fixing your eyes on his with furrowed eyebrows. He was not in his right mind anymore, he had made you promise not to ever talk about that again.

"Yoongi, you're not using your head" you said, holding onto his face and shaking it slightly. He straightened himself chuckling amused before answering.

"Jagi, you're not shutting up" he said with a mocking smile and you looked at him annoyed.

"I'm trying to have a serious talk here" you said and he just laughed in your face. Scoffing, you looked at him in disbelief.

"Let them find out, let them talk, let them know the truth, I don't care, jagi" he said seriously and added smugly, "then I'll release a statement so they'll stop speculating and it's done."

"And the band? The staff? Your contract?" you asked concerned. He chuckled darkly once more.

"I'm 29 years old, jagi, I'll do whatever I want" Yoongi said with a smirk as he leaned in close to your face once more. "Questions?" he asked in a low voice inches away from your lips.

When you couldn't come up with anything he crashed his lips on yours and kissed you passionately, making you fall back on the couch without pulling apart. He held you firmly by your hips as he deepened the kiss. You placed your hands underneath his jaw and held it, finally giving in and relaxing in his hold. His lips curled at the sides with satisfaction against yours.

He had been waiting for you to stop talking, whatever had to happen would happen sooner or later and he was done worrying about the inevitable. Eventually everything would fall back into place, this is what his life was like, but he wasn't going to stop living how he wanted. It would all be worth it if you remained by his side through it all.

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Just Yoongi having a much needed idgaf moment, I guess xD ^


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